Saturday, February 12, 2005

   Nihao!!!

Hi guys! It�fs been a long time and I missed you all! ^_^ I would like to apologize for those who got offended by my last post. I�fm really sorry; I didn�ft intend to do so T_T Honest. I decided to give myself a long break coz I thought I�fd break down ^_^ Papers and exams, my friend, my mom. I was really stressed and I couldn�ft tolerate them anymore. By the way, I finally had a talk with my friend. And guess what she told me. Of course, she apologized first. I asked her why she acted so weird lately and why she keeps on ignoring me. The reason? I guess I�fm just kind to her that I didn�ft think of breaking her neck. She thought she didn�ft deserve me, someone too good for her. Too smart, too nice, too much of everything. Well, I think she�fs exaggerating her description of me. Too smart, nah, I just study well. I�fm also just an ordinary girl living in this not-so-ordinary world. I still love her, of course she�fs my friend! I explained everything and let her see that no matter what, she�fll be my friend. And about my darn exams, the results were ok. Except for one. I missed classes last Tuesday because I have to stay in bed. I was really, really sick. I tried to sneak but my mom caught me ^_^ I attended classes yesterday and took exams scheduled on that day. The problem is most of the questions were taken from those 3 days I wasn�ft present! And we were not allowed to copy notes before the exam. So the result is, I FAILED! T_T I only answered half of the exam. Anyway, there�fs still another exam. I�fll make it next time, I hope. So, hope you�fre having a good day. I gotta go now. Bye minna-san! Wait, About Tamm, may she rest in peace. For a very short time of knowing her, I felt glad of having a friend who never just give up. She'll always have a soft spot in my heart. We love you Tamm ^_^

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Friday, February 4, 2005

Good News
Yup, i have a good news to share ^_^ I've gathered a group of 8-10 members including elders to pray for Tamm. We're really worried about her and I want to help and this is the best way i can think of.

I received a mail and I also want to share this with you ^_^ Hope you'll like this:

Christianity and the Troublemaker
Little Leroy came into the kitchen where his mother was making dinner.

His birthday was coming up and he thought this was a good time to tell his mother what he wanted.

"Mom, I want a bike for my birthday."

Little Leroy was a bit of a troublemaker. He had gotten into trouble at school and at home. Leroy's mother asked him if he thought he deserved to get a bike for his birthday. Little Leroy, of course, thought he did.

Leroy's mother, being a Christian woman, wanted him to reflect on his behavior over the last year and write a letter to God and tell him why he deserved a bike for his birthday.

Little Leroy stomped up the steps to his room and sat down to write God a letter.

LETTER 1:

Dear God:

I have been a very good boy this year and I would like a bike for my birthday. I want a red one.
Your friend,

Leroy

Leroy knew this was not true. He had not been a very good boy this year, so he tore up the letter and started over.

LETTER 2:

Dear God:

This is your friend Leroy. I have been a pretty good boy this year, and I would like a red bike for my birthday.

Thank you,

Leroy

Leroy knew this was not true either. He tore up the letter and started again.

LETTER 3:

Dear God:

I have been an OK boy this year and I would really like a red bike for my birthday.

-Leroy

Leroy knew he could not send this letter to God either, so he wrote another letter.

LETTER 4:

Dear God:

I know I have not been a good boy this year. I am very sorry. I promise I will be a good boy if you just send me a red bike for my birthday.

Thank you,

Leroy

Leroy knew, even if it was true, that this 4th letter was not going to get him a bike. He was not good at keeping his promises, too.By now, Leroy was very upset.

He went downstairs and told his mother he wanted to go to church.

Leroy's mother thought her plan had worked because Leroy looked very sad.

"Okay, Leroy. Just be home in time for dinner," his mother said.

Leroy walked down the street to the church and up to the altar.

He looked around to see if anyone was there. He picked up a statue of the Virgin Mary

He slipped it under his shirt and ran out of the church, down the street, into his house, and up to his room.

He shut the door to his room and sat down with a piece of paper and a pen.

Leroy began to write his 5th letter to God.

LETTER 5:

Dear God:

I GOT YOUR MAMA! IF YOU WANT TO SEE HER AGAIN, SEND THE BIKE.
Signed,

YOU-KNOW-WHO



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Wednesday, February 2, 2005

Thank you so much for the comments and the advices. ^_^ I'm really touched. About my friend, I've no idea where she is right now. She hasn't called me yet. That means she's still not herself up to now. I'm willing to wait. I've tried almost everything to contact her because to tell you the truth, don't really know why she acted that way. Anyway, let's change topic. Well, I won a banner from PockyStix! Look how wonderful the banner he made me ^____^ Thanks!

My Cyber Friend

I had some free time, so what did I do?
I checked the computer to see if I'd heard from you.


I used to walk out to a box to retrieve mail
But I'd rather get it instantly than wait on the snail...
Checking my email is always fun
I usually get a joke or greeting from someone.


I feel so blessed because on the other end
I know I've connected with a friend.
When I've had a hard day and need to share
Here I can find a friend who will listen and care.


And to this friend I hope I've let them know
That I am always there for them also.
Isn't it a strange kind of bond we form?
It isn't exactly like the "norm".


But where is it written, face to face we have to be
For you to be a very good friend to me?


That little joke, or note, or even just a simple "Hi"
Could be like a ray of sunshine from the sky.
So my online-pals, this is dedicated to you
For all the smiles you have made anew.


May our friendship continue to grow
and the warmth we feel continue to flow.


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Monday, January 31, 2005

   problem with a friend -_-

*sigh* I really hate it when this happens. My friend and I had a fight. Actually it was just a minor argument but still, it hurts a lot. I'm really attached to my friends, that's why. I hope we'll be fine soon.

Sand and Stone


A story tells that two friends were walking through the desert. During some point of the journey, they had an argument, and one friend slapped the other one in the face. The one who got slapped was hurt, but without saying anything, he wrote in the sand:


Today my best friend slapped me in the face.


They kept on walking, until they found an oasis, where they decided to take a bath. The one who had
been slapped got stuck in the mire and started drowning, but his friend saved him. After he recovered from the near drowning, he wrote on a stone:


Today my best friend saved my life.


The friend, who had slapped and saved his best friend, asked him, "After I hurt you, you wrote in the sand, and now, you write on a stone, why?"


The other friend replied: "When someone hurts us, we should write it down in sand, where the winds of
forgiveness can erase it away, but when someone does something good for us, we must engrave it in
stone where no wind can ever erase it.


Learn to write your hurts in the sand and to carve your blessings in stone.
-- Unknown






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In your eyes, people see kindness... You're just
so... so... so... Sweet! You're kind and love
to give others in need, a helping hand. You're
pretty shy but can be warm and friendly towards
those you know, and those who know you best.
Your sanctuary would just be any place that is
warm, cozy, and inviting to all people. You
love to show signs of affection to your lover
but a small simple talk does the trick as well
;) Sadly, your kindness can be used to your
disadvantage. People can use you, and take
advantage over your sweet and sensitive
mind.... But fear not! With you being so kind
and generous, people look up to you and adore
you ^-^ No one would dare hurt you because they
can't bear the thought of your sweet smile
turning into a frown :)


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Sunday, January 30, 2005

Hello hello
First of all I want to apologize for not visiting some of you the last time because my computer was sick! It's having problem loading your sites. I'm really sorry T_T And I'm still busy with my exams. I still don't know the results of my other exams except for my last quiz. I got a perfect score, again! lol I'm so happy. Even if it's just a quiz it does matter to me. I want to get high grades. I want to make it up to you by giving you my sweetest and tightest hug!!! *hugs everyone tightly*

HUG FOR YOU!!
It's wondrous what a hug can do,
A hug can cheer you when you're blue.
A hug can say, "I love you so."
Or, "Gee! I hate to see you go."
A hug is, "Welcome back again!"
And, "Great to see you!" or "Where've you been?"
A hug can soothe a small child's pain
And bring a rainbow after rain.
The hug! There's just no doubt about it,
We scarcely could survive without it.
A hug delights and warms and charms,
It must be why God gave us arms.
Hugs are great for fathers and mothers,
Sweet for sisters, swell for brothers,
And chances are some favorite aunts
Love them more than potted plants.
Kittens crave them, puppies love them.
Heads of state are not above them.
A hug can break the language barrier,
And make the dullest day seem merrier.
So stretch those arms without delay
And give someone a hug today.





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Wednesday, January 26, 2005

   i just wanna post ^_^
i just finished taking 2 exams *sigh* i'm not confident this time T_T those darn papers are to be passed before the exams >:( and because of that i lack of sleep. and due to lack of sleep, i entered the room with hands shaking and feeling a little stupid. i even stared at my paper for 20 minutes before answering. what a waste! i still have 2 exams this friday and i really want to sleep now. my eyes are closing involuntarily -_- i just hope i finish posting and visiting before i fall off my chair ^_^ i just want to thank you guys for making me feel better. am i glad to have you as friends ^____^ you really are my human spirins! peace out!

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