Wednesday, August 25, 2004

  

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hello everyone now i am ctuaully posting words and everyone who has been to my site knows there more (alot more actuaully) but anyway i also would like to start writeing storys or something because i love everyone else's sites also and have realised just poetry and pix can get borein *_~ and ruri if your on your phone have died :*( so you may have to call me and you know sum of my story ideas :)
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words can only say so much but a picture can be captivating ...

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what is saneity
what is insanity
what is reality
what is the insanity
in the sanity
we call reality
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Buety come in all shapes, sizes, and forms what is yours . . .

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Saturday, August 21, 2004

lost and confused
feelin so played
and used
the lies that follow me
how come their tied to me
wishing only for honesty
moment of peace
etetrenal tranquilty
given my drugs
but for how long
turning me upsidedown
my soul stolen and mugged
lost happiness
brings but the sorrow
left for tomorow
trying and trying
to escape
but every day mentall abuse
the rape
constricted by stories
and no way to say
just how iam
or what ive become
i reapeat lost and confused
with no where to run
nowhere to hide
hidden deep below
that is me




MY LOVE
haunted and taurmented
by an everchaning emotin
piercing my heart ever so harsh
giving it wounds
leaving deadly scars
no matter how much i pray
how much i wish
it seems with the pain
there is always more
lost and alone
the hopes i have ditched
the cracks i hold
no more
can my heart be stiched
no more lies can i take
my soul writhering in agony
knowing no matter what
you will not be there for me
haunting eyes
steal my dreams
and feed my nighmares
a gentle touch
of a noose so lose around my neck
the kind blackend carees
that lingers from my knife
my loves my life
the ones that are there
forever they shall stay
till death do we part
the things holding together
the last of my heart
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   hello at varios post i will be putting up poetry also please tell me what you think of it *_~
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Friday, August 20, 2004

This is for my bestest and craziezt friend :p in her honoer i post this pik

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so hurt so alone
my attitude is grown
lost and confused
how could i think
you cared for me
blackend by the darkness
wish i could no longer remember this
for my soul filled
only with sadness
becoming so negative
while trying to be positive
no on knows
and no one can understand
one more time
i wish you could just hold my hand





lost in thought
never had i fought
never had i cared
never have i feared
never have i lied
never have i been honest
always just me
never could i see
now you came
and nothing is the same
my life gone amess
what is it i must confess
every moment i miss you
and somehow you knew
just what to do
but lately your gone
and once again sumthins wrong
my heart it beats
and life i see
what is this
how could it be
for we barely talk
yet miles i would walk
just to see you smile
so much is astir
life is worse of a blur
all my confusin
my heart and soul
where is the fusion









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