myOtaku.com: Ben

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1988-09-25
Gender
• Male
Location
• Groton, CT
Member Since
• 2003-07-31
Occupation
• Student, Lackey of Doom
Real Name
• Ben

Personal

Achievements
• Wrote a 157 page book and am working on a sequel that is 50+ pages long at the moment.
Anime Fan Since
• Eh...fifth grade, I think.
Favorite Anime
• Digimon Forever! Followed further back by Yu-Gi-Oh.
Goals
• Get my darn book ~~published...~~ REWRITTEN
Hobbies
• Writing, reading, IM'ing
Talents
• Writing and I have a knack for gaming.

myOtaku.com: Ben

Sunday, November 14, 2004

Oh dear.
Right, so...that whole chapter review I was supposed to do this weekend for History. Yeah, that was totally forgotten about until a moment or two ago. I'm such a forgetful moron sometimes. >_>

I got up this morning and watched about half of Big Fish, and then my dad had us all go down to Coffee and Donuts at Sacred Heart. I guess he was in a bit of a hurry, because I had barely gotten finished getting dressed when he was out in the car. x_X' Rather than try his patience, which has been rather iffy lately, I skipped putting in my contacts and went out to the car.

We visited a while at Sacred Heart with the assorted parishioners we knew, and I had myself a couple of donuts for breakfast. I talked to the other leaders of the newly-forming Youth Ministry, and informed them that I had dress rehearsal on Wednesday and probably couldn't make it to the meeting we had scheduled. Hopefully the lack of my presence will not keep people like Christina and Victoria from going to the meeting. I was the one who got them involved, and they may not want to dive right in just yet.

So, we'll see. Maybe I'll get out of rehearsal at a reasonable hour. Maybe not. x_o'

Bleh. I've got works that needs doings, and little times to be doings it. :o

I'll be staying through after school Mon-Wednesday this week. I only hope that I don't get exorbitant amounts of homework during this time. I've got enough on my plate as it is, thank you. >:\

Tech week. Hell week. Whatever you want to call it. We've got it this week. Sounds cues, lighting, and the set. They all have to be ready, as well as the actors. Costumes came in yesterday, so the actors can get a feel for them before the shows at the end of the week. We can't have any mistakes. We don't have time for mistakes. Last week, there were far too many instances of actors calling "Line."

*twitch* Yay, stress. :o

What's even better/worse: I have a fencing competition on Saturday. I've been to one practice, and I can't go to the one on Tuesday. I might possibly be able to go on Thursday, but that's only if I don't have homework. I'm working on Thursday as it is.

*feels pressure rising*

O-O;;

It's only when I sit and think about stuff like this that I actually feel the strain of what's happening, or what will happen. At the time when the actual event occurs, I play things by ear. I just go along with whatever's happening.

So, I'm stressing over what will ultimately be nothing to me. Yay for inexplicable emotional paradoxes.

*twitch*

I'm thinking Tourniquet is my favorite song on this CD, for the simple fact that I remember it better than any other. Or maybe it's the subject that I'm interested in. The idea of salvation, and God being the "Tourniquet" of a bleeding soul. Hmm...

I'm listening to Haunted right now, and I must say I like hearing the chorus of voices sing along in the background. "Haunting" indeed.

Imaginary is nice as well. >> I can relate to the idea of wanting to be to myself for hours. And yet, I'm aware of what's going on whenever I'm away like that. My mom sees me as a sort of hermit, holed up in my room as I am apt to be. And yet, heh, I remain aware of what's happening in the family. The sounds all travel up my staircase. =p

....I'll stop there, before I go through each and every song. XD

Love you all lots. ~_^
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