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Monday, December 8, 2003


   Quick! Get him in a straight jacket and a padded room!
I've begun to wish misfortunes upon myself in a passive attempt to get out of doing my paper and/or getting ready for my oral presentation.

I was just thinking as I stepped out of my family's van: "Is that ice there below me? Perhaps if I landed right, I could slip and injure myself!"

The frightening thing is, the idea was presented in a positive light, and accepted as such. I want to do something to myself in order to get out of this.

I know I've been in worse situations than this before and pulled through, but that just doesn't seem to be having a profound effect on my thinking at the moment. I'm just not well right now.

I don't see how I can get that 4 page paper done by tomorrow morning. Normally, I wouldn't even attempt something like that; I'd have made an assessment and stuck with it: It wouldn't get done. But I think I may try tonight. I know it's a change, but is it for the better?

We'll see, I guess.

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