myOtaku.com: Ben

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1988-09-25
Gender
• Male
Location
• Groton, CT
Member Since
• 2003-07-31
Occupation
• Student, Lackey of Doom
Real Name
• Ben

Personal

Achievements
• Wrote a 157 page book and am working on a sequel that is 50+ pages long at the moment.
Anime Fan Since
• Eh...fifth grade, I think.
Favorite Anime
• Digimon Forever! Followed further back by Yu-Gi-Oh.
Goals
• Get my darn book ~~published...~~ REWRITTEN
Hobbies
• Writing, reading, IM'ing
Talents
• Writing and I have a knack for gaming.

myOtaku.com: Ben

Saturday, September 27, 2003

Talk about frustrating...
Now, this may be the half-asleep Ben typing this, but *yawn* somebody's got to do it.

I'm getting kind of upset lately. Nothing major, just a small bit of frustration. I really care about my friends, all of them. I would do almost anything they asked, if there was a reason for it.

But I can't help with what I'm not supposed to hear. I won't help with what I'm not asked to help with. I wish it were different.

I talk to my friends at school and they all seem depressed at some thing or another. Online, it doesn't seem so bad, but how am I to know if someone's in tears or not? I had the unpleasant experience this evening to have a friend snap at me because I wasn't trying to help them. I couldn't tell that they were hurting....through the screen. -_-

I see some blogs that people think I don't know about. I see them in pain. But I silence myself because...

...just because that's the way I am, I guess. I just watch from the background, trying to be clever. But then it hurts me, too.

I only wish that people would ask me for help sometimes. It feels like I could do or be so much more if I could help everyone like I want to.

So, just a general sort of message: If you need help with something, don't hesitate to ask. Or just talk to me. My sn's legoboy1, and I'm on a lot. Talk to me sometime. Who knows? I might actually help. :)
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