myOtaku.com: Ben

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1988-09-25
Gender
• Male
Location
• Groton, CT
Member Since
• 2003-07-31
Occupation
• Student, Lackey of Doom
Real Name
• Ben

Personal

Achievements
• Wrote a 157 page book and am working on a sequel that is 50+ pages long at the moment.
Anime Fan Since
• Eh...fifth grade, I think.
Favorite Anime
• Digimon Forever! Followed further back by Yu-Gi-Oh.
Goals
• Get my darn book ~~published...~~ REWRITTEN
Hobbies
• Writing, reading, IM'ing
Talents
• Writing and I have a knack for gaming.

myOtaku.com: Ben

Thursday, May 6, 2004

Oh dear....
I don't get it. I went to bed earlier than normal last night, and I actually fell asleep in a few classes today. I mean, actual sleep. Not just sort of dozing.

Photography wasn't too bad of a class to fall asleep in. Mrs. Kainz was in the dark room working with some other students, so it was alright for me to fall asleep there.

In English, we're watching A Doll's House. When the lights go out, and I'm stuck watching a boring movie, I start to doze. And so I did today. It went a bit further than that, though. At one point, I found myself just barely conscious. It took a great deal of effort to keep from slipping. I eventually forced myself up, though. It was one of the harder things I've had to do today.

My sister absolutely has to get to school early tomorrow, and she convinced my mom to put me on restriction if she's late. Some of it might be due to some things I said. I'm nauseatingly careful about not making any promises to my sister, particularly when time constraints are involved. I can never know for certain how long it will take me to get ready in the morning, or if I'll decide to get up when my alarm goes off.

When I'm barely conscious in the early hours of the morning and there's a loud sounds blaring in my ear, I don't have enough wits about me to think: "Hey, I should get up so Jess isn't late." When I don't promise here anything, she gets infuriated. Similarly, the few foolish times I did say I would be ready early (and wasn't) she was angry at me, and she got my mom angry at me, too.

I've held the opinion since early childhood that my older sister is evil. She's not helping to reshape this opinion.

I really, really want to see Godspell tomorrow, or Saturday, or both. I really love the play, and I know the cast, and I helped build the set. My parents are playing bingo tomorrow night, though, and my sister "conveniently" has other plans, so she can't watch the younger two.

My dad, God bless him, said he would ask around and see if he could find someone to watch them. If he can, I can most likely see the play tomorrow night.

What really sealed my determination to see the play happened today. A pretty Freshman girl walked up to me and asked me if I was going to watch the play this weekend. We've known each other for a little while; we met on the bus and have talked a bit since. I replied: "Of course."

So...yeah... -_-;;

(I don't think I mentioned this, but she's in the play, too.)

If I ever get past Friday, I've already got plans in the mix for Saturday. The Duelist League is convening again on Saturday morning, and Mark and John will be there. I've got all of my cards lined up to trade, and I can rebuild my good deck in no time at all.

My cousin's birthday party is Saturday night, too. That's the reason going to Godspell would be such a problem on this night. Perhaps I can persuade my parents that I am needed on the set. :p

Oy oy oy....Sunday looks to be like my saving grace. Although, if I'm up to it, I should definitely begin working on my English paper. I think the hardest part of this paper is going to be the length. Even with my text manipulation tricks, it should be difficult. Not because I wouldn't know what to write; but sitting still and working for the amount of time required for that would be daunting.

Aye...I must be going now. If I'm restricted, I'll have no chance at seeing Godspell.

Where in the world is Mimmi? ;_;
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