Friday, July 1, 2005

   Nothing Much, Just Surfing The Net
Not much going one today, except I'm playing D&D again with my little sister. My brother and I thought it was an experience that no one should go without so were slowly teaching her. My two characters are a fighter from the country named Daniel Goober who goes by Danny and a hansome thief from a foreign country (French-accent)I had fun, but my little sister seems a bit shaky on developing a better personality for her character. (She's a spaz elf.)

Let's see, I've been looking up on the artist "Camui Gackt" because he's hot ^_^ and I hear lots of compliments on his singing. So, I've been looking into that. Might change my wallpaper, even thogh I really like the current one. I thought I might finish off with some lyrics of Gackt's piece and some pics of him between the paragraph lyrics. He's so hot! ^_^
He looks like some anime guys at times and final fantasy characters too! O.o He makes one believible kenshin!! And I can picture him as a Seto Kaiba in that blue suit he wears.

The evening lights, coloring the nights busy avenues,
down the street brings back memories of you.
Now I am watching, as lovers pass me by,
finding your shadows, in the views of my eyes

Now I am here, all alone
Remembering the time we used to laugh together
in the fall of the cold
I still think of you,
Wondering if you feel the same

Save, your smile for me,
even although you cry for me
Remember me and love me always

Love, and smile for me,
Hold on to all that we had
remembering and love me again

I'm so depressed living , a quiet life now,
There is no one here, in which to hold hands,
or protect me from the cold
Feeling like this loneliness will tear me apart
I am waiting and looking for you voice
To get me out of the dark

Snowflakes fall like the tears that running down my face
I wanna hold you just one more time
I think of you night and day
Wondering if you feel the same

Being in the silence of the night
Fall into my arms and I'll hold you so tight
My kiss will guide our missing hearts
and tell me you'll love again

Save, your smile for me,
even although you cry for me
remember me and love me always

Love, and smile for me,
Hold on to all that we had
remembering and love me again

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Tuesday, June 28, 2005

   Fun Today! ^_^
Today I made a meeting with my friends to go to the mall. Ganymede, Faye, Koneko and AngelsNeverCry19 came with Juan a bit late, but it's all good. ^_^ First we all went to Eastern Reflections which is a chinese/japanese store with some really cool anime merchadise. The tea ceremony sets were on sale, but I kept it in mind for what I wanted to buy. ^_^ Always wanted one.

Oh, heh heh...passed by one of those model stores. YOu know those clothes stores that sell those expensive, "fashionable" OC clothing? heh heh they had the models out today. *big grin* lol

Then we went to fye and looked around at the movie selections. I saw Ninja scroll: the series. I've seen the movie, but it the series just as good? Also saw the Kenshin Season One DVD's but they were sooooo expensive!! Sorry, kenshin my love goes as deep as my wallet. ^_^ *sweatdrop*

We walked to the Gameshop and there was this cool touch-interact nintendo game on. I played the pacman and it was fun! I could have done better if the pen was with the game, but I had to use the other pen from the game across it. Koneko wanted to play too, but I looked so intense playing it she told me. Gomen nasai, Koneko-chan!! ^_^

Let's see, we went to SamGoody. I saw a guitar infront and had some nice chat going with the salesppl. I'm still trying to learn and lessons begin July 11, so excited. Except the my father's guitar is so big for me...Sounds like a good free write title.

I bought the Kare Kone Act 1.0 soundtrack thanks to Faye-chan who loaned me a dollar!! THANKS A LOT FAYE-CHAN!! ^_^ I would have had enough, but I bought a sharpener at Eastern Reflections. *sadness* *Ranma fist of defeat*

BUT!! it's all good. lol ^_^

What else? I got home a bit late, but no one got mad at me. ^_^ My brother just told me I had to make a cake for him. A cake sounded like a wonderful way to end such a lovely day. ^_^

Next week we're all gonna eat lasgna down Koneko's house!! YAYNESS!!! ^____^ I look forward to it!
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Saturday, June 25, 2005

   Memories By The Sea
Nothing is as lonely
As a grain of sand on the beach
No sand grain can be replaced
By the judgement of Grey skies


As a grain of sand on the beach
We are all spread across the shore
By the judegement of Grey skies
We leave imprints of our lives

We are all spread across the shore
Our bodies drifting off to sea
We leave imprints of our lives
And leave memories by the sea
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   Band Extravanganza!!
I went to drum cord international held at liberty in Bakersfield yesterday and man, IT WAS TOTALLY AWESOME!!! ^_^ I never knew missed band as much as I did. Daniel and Andrew were also there along with former drummer Zach, trumpet Zach, Katie, Jenny, Paris, Andrew, Cyndi, Marcelano, Chris and his wife.

I wasn't going to go at first because I was tired, but my freshman practically begged me. I'm glad she did.

We had so much fun!! ^_^ Except the food I got wasn't all that great I think it was chinese food, but it looked and tasted like plastic as Daniel would say.

LOL I pretend to throw it at him and he went nuts threatening to fling the rice at me. We're good buddies and we've known each other since the second grade. ^_^ We're going to go to the same college too.

I met another one of Chris' brothers there. I thought he was Anthony and I lefted off his hat to see his face. O.o "AH! Person taking my hat?!" It's freaky. Sound just like him, except he was like a chubby version of him. Very strange...>_> <_<...

Eventually we were talking and laughing with each other. I bought this light stick and I could stare at it for hours!!! ^_^ I LOVE SHINYS!!! LOL

My favorite part besides all the performances was when the tuba started playing a funk song and both Chris' brother and I stood up in the stands and started dancing. lol

Daniel was standing to stretch and we loudly called out for him to join us. LOL, "No! No! No! Sit down your embarrassing!" LOL that only made us dance more. We called Andrew to join us, but he quietly shook his head. lol

It was so cool, too bad Ganymede was unable to attend. I'm pretty sure she would have had a fun time. (And her L-A-Z-Y freshman too)....
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Thursday, June 23, 2005

   Little Poll

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   Profile
Can't sleep, again so I explored some sites and added some new friends. I meet alienthug off of chat and it was nice to talk with him. Let's see, I took the japanese name generator on his site and I got two names. My real one: Yumi, Michiyo and my Otaku name: Nakashima, Miharu. I think it's in traditional japanese introduction. Last name first, first name last.

Not much happening except I just remembered the Drums Corps tommorrow, er, today. So I should try to go to sleep soon. I wonder what time it was? Man, I hate this memory of mine! Post more later!!

One last thought, if you meet a guy over the internet who was willing to make a one hour drive at three in the morning just to meet you in person, what do you think of him?

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:	I'll go by Bena
Birthday:	July 24, 1987
Birthplace:	Bakersfield
Current Location:	Still Bakersfield
Eye Color:	Sexy Brown!! lol ^_^
Hair Color:	Original Black. *sweatdrop* dyed it a lot kinda mixed with a strange highlight brownish color...
Height:	HEY!! SIZE DOESN'T MATTER OKAY!!! (4 ft. & 9 3/4 inches with my shoes on.)
Right Handed or Left Handed:	Right
Your Heritage:	Mexican-American, can't speak spanish worth beans ^_^ learning/trying to.
The Shoes You Wore Today:	shoe? *looks at toes*
Your Weakness:	*sigh* I'm just too perfect.
Your Fears:	...Where my soul will go after death...
Your Perfect Pizza:	mm...pizza...
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	make friends off of Otaku &OB
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	k, ppl, eh, meh
Thoughts First Waking Up:	*...too bright...*
Your Best Physical Feature:	My soul and eyes lol
Your Bedtime:	when I fall to the ground
Your Most Missed Memory:	huh?
Pepsi or Coke:	Pepsi of course!!
MacDonalds or Burger King:	MacDonalds for breakfast, Burger King for lunch. ^_^
Single or Group Dates:	heh heh...what exactly counts as a date? ^_^ *Hand over mouth*
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	Both! ^_^
Chocolate or Vanilla:	AHHHH!! Don't make me choose!!!*runs around in circles*
Cappuccino or Coffee:	yes please!! ^_^
Do you Smoke:	Do I look like an idiot?...no
Do you Swear:	um...Only when I'm REALLY mad. I don't so much when Ganymede is there to beat me. NOOO!!!! I said I wouldn't swear anymore dammit!!
Do you Sing:	yes. *blush*
Do you Shower Daily:	...eh?
Have you Been in Love:	Too many times
Do you want to go to College:	certainly
Do you want to get Married:	later
Do you belive in yourself:	yes
Do you get Motion Sickness:	no
Do you think you are Attractive:	HELL YA!! *Strikes a pose*
Are you a Health Freak:	no
Do you get along with your Parents:	yes ^_^ I had to work hard at it...
Do you like Thunderstorms:	kinda
Do you play an Instrument:	flute, mellophone, piano, little clarinet, learning guitar ^_^
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	no
In the past month have you Smoked:	no
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	no
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	eh....does talking on the phone count?
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	yes, live right across from it! ^_^
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	nope *sadness*
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	no
In the past month have you been on Stage:	hm, a music one and graduation, yes
In the past month have you been Dumped:	not this month, I have been dumped twice so far in life.
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	NO!!!! *BLUSH*
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	heh, does from family count? YOINK!!
Ever been Drunk:	on pixie stix?
Ever been called a Tease:	*big smile*
Ever been Beaten up:	nope
Ever Shoplifted:	Does a stick of an already open package of gum count?
How do you want to Die:	in my sleep
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	an animator, game character designer, art teacher, music teacher, there's so many possibilities!! ^_^
What country would you most like to Visit:	New Zealand, beautiful landscaping and Japan
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:	Blue
Favourite Hair Color:	Black or brown
Short or Long Hair:	either one, doesn't matter
Height:	don't care but not over six feet!!
Weight:	don't care
Best Clothing Style:	long sleeves look nice...skater look is kinda cute
Number of Drugs I have taken:	nione, but not everyone is perfect. As long as they quitted while they're with me.
Number of CDs I own:	don't matter, but at least one
Number of Piercings:	no more than ten!!
Number of Tattoos:	depends
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	none
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

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Tuesday, June 21, 2005

   Can't Sleep
Hey,

New wallpaper and I think I'm addicted to this site!! I haven't been sleeping that great due to some roach investation in my sister's room. My cousin came over so they had to my room. I couldn't sleep at ALL!!! Went to sleep on the couch at 4:38 am and woke up at 5:00 am. My eyes they burn...

At least I'll FINALLY get some sleep during the NIGHT. So grateful. On the lighter side of things, I finally looked at my fanart and saw ppl left some comments for me.

*Squel* I feel so special!! LOL ^_^ I hope they add me as a friend. Hm, been sleeping a lot and going to the lake and beaches. Don't you hate those uneven tans?



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Sunday, June 19, 2005

  

Seeing if this works.

I'm kinda experimenting with my site at the moment, if anyone has any cool advice, please let me know! ^_^ Thanks a lot!



Cool I got the image in!! I'm gonna try to add more. I learned all this stuff from the tutorial so far. Oh! And a friend called Sakura18, thanks!^_^


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   Seeing if this works...
First off I had a nice Father's dad sharing it with my family and both of my sisster's family.

My sister's husband is Tony and he's just like another brother. lol We were talking about, well, my sister starting talking about boys. (Our family friend is getting married.) And she try to remember the boy I talked to once.

I asked one name, it wasn't that one. I named about five more names and Tony was like, "What's with all these boys?" And he playfully shook a fist at me. We all laughed.

Yeah, today was very relaxing...

My recommendations are for the "The Golden Compass Triology." Ganymede caught me reading the third novel first and she was kind enough to let me borrow tthe first two. (Love and Many Thanks! ^_^) It's wicked cool and I recommend it to eveyone. I'm almost done with the third one!

Well, that's it for now!!

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