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Friday, August 26, 2005

   Life so far without school...
Where to start?

Well, I got in a fight of words with my Aunt yesterday. I know to most people a bucket of Fatty KFC chicken seems ridiculous to fight over, but when a greedy selfish old lady takes half of it for herself, well, it's a whole different issue. My aunt isn't all there..look at the OB if none of you don't understand.

My father came to me kinda like a kid telling me what my Aunt had done. Part of me scolded myself for not hiding the chicken from her immediately, but the self righteous side told me I shouldn't have to do this at all and my family shouldn't either. My Aunt just takes things nonchalantly and totally disrespects my parents. I just seeing my dad like that was like the last straw. Somebady has to say SOMETHING and it might as well start with me.

In the end of yelling voices it was my Aunt who turned away this time. So many times before I just gave up and turned away. (Mistake I keep making, turning my back on a crazy person is DEFINITELY not safe.) I was kinda--well--VERY proud of myself...but now maybe not...

On the lighter note of things I'm getting my quizzes down at incredible speed! ^__^ And I'm on the net a lot more. My brothergot the job at Cannon and he's happy to be working again although it may not show. I'm happy for him. I love hanging with my dad and laughing with my mom. Things are nice right now, but I have to admit I miss going to school.

Today at the Pantry (breakfast place) My dad just looked at me with a smile asking me if I was really serious about going to college and that I wasn't just going to make them happy. I have to admit it caught me by surprise.

Before I didn't want to go to college because I didn't want a huge debt to think about afterwards, but then I found another reason to go. IT was for my little sister to set a good role model and so I can somewhat gain a sense of independence. I need a degree to get a job later and a job to support myself as well. I can't always mooch off of my parents no matter how much they insist I can. I want to give them back all they have so graciously given to me...
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