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Saturday, September 24, 2005


   Reunion With Band Memories
I'm feeling a lot better now, actually got some sleep in. Man, isn't it amazing how sleep can work wonders? The day I last posted I did practically everything to lighten my mood. Play the guitarra outside without socks or shoes, played some music sang along, and all that rot.

Next day I talked with Alisha and we laughed a lot then talked seriously about some of the past and things I didn't know that happened.

Ganymede gave me a phone call later and asked if I wanted to go to the football game and Borders too. I was happy to go to Borders, but once there I guess I started slipping into that dark mood again. *sigh* Nothing looked pleasing to me in the manga section, but I did freak out some kids talking to them about what manga they might enjoy. heh heh...i followed Ganymede around trying to sneak up and pounce her. I finally did and complained I was bored. She advised me to go look at the music section. I did and found some wonderful music with some mystic fairy-ish theme. While listening I overheard some workers conversation discussing whether or not one or them were wearing girl pants. I almost laughed out loud.

Do-do-dut-do-do! *Random singing to describe traveling* We arrived to the high school, I went to get some food. So hungry!! Got my first football game potatoe and Pepsi!! ^__^ Ganymede was presented with a tuba and she played. I ate then went to talk to Cyndi my freshman when I was a senior.

I talked and joked with her. No one had any pep!! I started shouting all the chants and stuff. It's funny because at one point I couldn't control my voice and it cracked horribly. lol. But I did release some emotional needs to scream my lungs out. Man, that's what I missed most about band. It was an emotional outlet for me.

I joked with Will when he asked for water it was funny but I ended up getting them some. Man, I'm such a softie underneath it all. *Shakes Head* While in the front I said hi to some more of my old aquaintances. I use to be secretary of band and had talked to most of them or they would ask me. Wyndi made me laugh because she said something along the lines of being too good to say hi to my old flute section. (I used to be second chair.) Felt good to just see them all smiling. You know like your their role model or they just think you're awesome. Yeah, that feeling...Felt like one big family reunion.

Met Daniel there too. Right behind me!! He came too and was playing his trumpet. It's amazing that I've known him for eleven years. He's someone I can always talk to and feel familiar with I guess you can say he's always been the boy next door. He asked me about my schedule at CSUB. (He's going there too.) It's funny because he demanded that I have lunch with him. It made me laugh and I couldn't say no to his persistence. We agreed I'd meet him on Thursday to have lunch and that he'd wait for me to get out of my classes. Sounds weird, but I'm glad he didn't give up on me. ^__^ I needed a friend to just be with I guess, but you know me. I won't make a big deal out of things so emotional and silly like that. Satisfied being a loner and never really getting to know people.

Wow, this is long...Ganymede and I hurried to the middle to watch the band performance. I can't believed they already mesmerized and have the first drill down. Eeee, we sat in the rebellettes (our flags) section with all the glitter!!! *Shivers* I loathe glitter!! Freaky thing was that while going over there I heard someone calling my name. I looked up and there was the Contraband's older brother Aaron waving at me. O.o He used to be goth with blue short hair, but he was dressed IN COLOR!! Not to mention with long ourly gold locks!! Talk about transformations!! LOL Ganymede joked about him being "Goldie Locks" LOL Well, I needed band I guess with all that has been happening.

Cyndi said they'd bring me a mellophone to play this coming Friday. (Sept. 30th) So that's something to look forward to. ^__^ Ganymede also told me Will wanted to arrange a get together for everyone to go and see "Corspe Bride" *SQEAL* I can't wait!!! SO EXCITING!! Hopefully I can go...

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