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Sunday, November 13, 2005

   Nice Get Together
Had a wonderful get together with my friends. Hm, never realized how small we were, but we had a good old time talking while my lil sis and Faye-chan's lil bro played some video games. heh heh we all joined in once awhile too!

Hm...yeah...just like old times...

But this morning...I decided I wanted to have that long confession I had always wanted. My mom was going and I asked to join her. My lil sis went too, but she felt like she had to or my mom would get mad at her. I talked with her a lil, trying to make it seem less scary.

I know how most ppl wonder why they should go to confession. I believe I know why now. It's one thing to admit you're wrong, but to admit you were wrong to someone else aloud is another thing. It shows to are truly sorry.

*sigh* yeah...I was thinking of talking face to face with Father Argie, but he wasn't there. I had to go to one of the small dark rooms with Father Ralph and I'm so glad I did. It was kinda hard telling things that I hadn't ever worded aloud to someone. I felt so bad telling them. Then the priest started talking to me and I started crying. Didn't even know it until I felt something wet land on my hands. I was shocked, and couldn't stop them at all. Afterwards I felt so much better. It was a moving experience.

When I was talking to my mom before confession. I had asked her why the media was so determined to make Catholics look like they want to brainwash ppl. She laughed and told me it was because there were so many of us and it scares them. Like how there's always that one school that's the champ and all ppl want to do is try and bring them down. Our religion gives people the most freedom in life. That's what we believe and it scares people. It really did make me feel better. I love talking with my mom about our religion. ^__^
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