Wednesday, May 18, 2005

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i created a new user soo i won't be updateing that much, if you want to visit my other user its (and love said no).
~sid
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Friday, May 6, 2005

OMFG!!!!!!!!
BillsRagDoll82 needs to get a life... she used to be my friend, and she acted punk but now (she not my friend) and she acts like a goddamn prep... it sickens me... if anyone has a comment please tell me so i can blow her off!
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Thursday, May 5, 2005

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Wednesday, May 4, 2005

blood red summer
faint white figures paint my sleep
please don't tell my secrets keep them hidden (you got it)
if the words that matter reach your face from the floor
will you be wondering if, or (do i need what is given or honest)
does it cost me scarring if the words stay true
even number your nephew (i don't want it anymore)

and when the answer that you want
is in the question that you state
come what may

in a pain that buckles out your knees
could you stop this if i plead (you got it)
so destined i am to walk among the dark
a child in keeping secrets from (will they know what i've done in the after)
in the sought for matter when the words blame you
in a blood red summer i'll give you (i don't want it)

what did i do to deserve this?


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the hand that feeds
You're keeping in step,
And in line.
Got your chin held high,
And and you feel just fine.
Cause you do,
What you're told.
But inside your heart,
It is black,
And it's hollow,
And it's cold.

Just how deep do you believe,
Will you bite the hand that feeds?
Will you chew until it bleeds,
Can you get up off your knees?
Are you brave enough to see?
Do you wanna change it?

What if this whole crusade's
A charade.
And behind it all,
There's a price to be paid.
For the blood,
Which we dine.
Justified in the name,
Of the Holy and the Divine.

Just how deep do you believe,
Will you bite the hand that feeds?
Will you chew untill it bleeds,
Can you get up off your knees?
Are you brave enough to see,
Do you wanna change it?

So naive,
I keep holding what I wanna believe.
I can see,
But I keep holding on,
And on,
And on,
And on.

Will you bite the hand that feeds you,
Will you stay down on your knees



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scars
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I'm Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed 'cause you came around
Why don't you just go home?
'Cause you channeled all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is...

[Chorus:]
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
And my weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassion's in my nature
Tonight is our last stand

[Chorus]

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shoulda' never come around
Why don't you just go home?
'Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand

Go fix yourself

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

[Chorus x2]


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getting away with murder
Somewhere beyond happiness and sadness
I need to calculate
what creates my own madness
and I'm addicted to your punishment
and you're the master
and I am waiting for disaster

I feel irrational
So confrontational
To tell the truth
I am getting away with murder
it is impossible
to never tell the truth
but the reality is I'm getting away with murder
(Getting away, Getting away, Getting away)

I drink my drink and I don't even want to
I think my thoughts when I don't even need to
I never look back cause I don't even want to
and I don't need to
because I'm getting away with murder

I feel irrational
So confrontational
To tell the truth
I am getting away with murder
it is impossible
to never tell the truth
but the reality is I'm getting away with murder
(Getting away, Getting away, Getting away, Getting away, Getting away, Getting away, Getting away, Getting away, Getting away with murder)

Somewhere beyond happiness and sadness
I need to calculate
what creates my own madness
and I'm addicted to your punishment
and you're the master
and I am craving this disaster

I feel irrational
So confrontational
To tell the truth
I am getting away with murder
it is impossible
to never tell the truth
but the reality is I'm getting away with murder
(Getting away, Getting away, Getting away)

I feel irrational
So confrontational
To tell the truth
I am getting away with murder
it is impossible
to never tell the truth
but the reality is I'm getting away with murder



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look at what you've done
Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to prove

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Give me back my point of view
'Cause I just can't think for you
I can hardly hear you say
What should I do, well you choose

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone

Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to do

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone



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(s)aint
I don't care if your world
is ending today
because I was'nt invited to it anyway
you said I tasted famous so I drew you a heart
but now I'm not an artist
I'm a fukin' work of art

I got an F and a C and I got a K too
and the only thing thats missing is a bitch like YOU

you wanted perfect, you've got your perfect
now,I'm too perfect for someone like you
I was a dandy in ya' ghetto with the snowwhite smile
but you'll never be as perfect, whatever you do

whats my name, whats my name?
ah-ah, ah-ah
hold the S because I am an AIN'T
whats my name, whats my name?
ah-ah, ah-ah
hold the S because I am an AIN'T

ah-ah, ah-ah
ah-ah, ah-ah

I am a born type o' deathset
on a mop-stick,
you infected me,
took diamonds,
I took all your shit
your sell by date expired so you had to be sold
I-ma suffer genious
and then a sex symbol

you wanted perfect, you've got your perfect
now,I'm too perfect for someone like you
I was a dandy in ya' ghetto with the snowwhite smile
but you'll never be as perfect, whatever you do

whats my name, whats my name?
ah-ah, ah-ah
hold the S because I am an AIN'T
whats my name, whats my name?
ah-ah, ah-ah
hold the S because I am an AIN'T

ah-ah, ah-ah
ah-ah, ah-ah

(whispered)
I got an F and a C and I got a K too,
and the only thing thats missing is you
(yelled)
I got an F and a C and I got a K too,
and the only thing thats missing is a bitch like you

I am the penny in the ghetto with a snowhite smile
super ego bitch, I've been evil a while

I am the penny in the ghetto with a snowhite smile
super ego bitch, I've been evil a while

Chorus.
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tainted love
Sometimes I feel I've got to
Run away I've got to
Get away
From the pain you drive into the heart of me
The love we share
Seems to go nowhere
And I've lost my light
For I toss and turn I can't sleep at night

(chorus)
Once I ran to you (I ran)
Now I'll run from you
This tainted love you've given
I give you all a boy could give you
Take my tears and that's not nearly all
Tainted love... oh
Tainted love

Now I know I've got to
Run away I've got to
Get away
You don't really want any more from me
To make things right
Need someone to hold you tight
And you'll think love is to pray
But I'm sorry I don't pray that way

(chorus)

Don't touch me please
I cannot stand the way you tease
I love you though you hurt me so
Now I'm going to pack my things and go

Touch me baby, tainted love (x4)

(chorus)

tainted love(x4)

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