Sunday, August 29, 2004

Bad Weather.

This is really good. Bad cloudy rainy day outside, but I don't feel depressed. Tha's GOOD. Hehehee.. This summer was really short. Extremly hot but it lasted only like three weeks. The Ice Age is coming alrite.. are we ready? Uhm.. last week as I went to the train station, I saw this free exhibition of World Press Center Photography Contest. Man do we live in a sad sad bitter world. I can't help thinking how lucky I am.. and who am I to be depressed with all luck I got (I'm still kinda depressed tho..). It's so saddening. How in Africa they kill each other and this agressive expressions as they hold high someone's bleeding head in their hands... How in a small really poor village in China people sell a pint of their blood, just enough to buy two sack of fertilizer.. and since it's done unhygienically 40% of them got AIDS... and many many more. I'd say the sports picture with all their beauty look really pale beside to those pictures. As I chatted with my best friend's cousin who works as a journalist in Indonesia, she said that she is now already indifferent about such things. She had to write so many things about deformed babies and so on that it doesn't struck her as much as it did. I just didn't know what to say. Both of us don't do anything about the pain of this world.. but I don't think I'd ever be able to be indifferent about that, no matter how much pain I've read or saw. O yea, one more thing. That's is really the main reason why I hate reading newspapers or watching news. It's a horrible world out there. Offer who who am i to be blue look at my family and fortune look at my friends and my house who who am i to feel dead and who am i to feel spent look at my health and my money and where where do i go to feel good why do i still look outside me when clearly i've seen it won't work is it my calling to keep on when i'm unable and is it my job to be selfless extraodinairre and my generosity has me disabled by this my sense of duty to offer and why why do i feel so ungrateful me who is far beyond survival me who's seen life as an oyster is it my calling to keep on when i'm unable and is it my job to be selfless extraodinairre and my generosity has me disabled by this my sense of duty to offer and how how dare i rest on my laurels how dare i ignore an outstreched hand how dare i ignore a third world country is it my calling to keep on when i'm unable and is it my job to be selfless extraodinairre and my generosity has me disabled by this my sense of duty to offer who, who am i to be blue Alanis Morissette

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Saturday, August 28, 2004

What Type Of Anime Character are you?

A nameless character, someone lost behind the mask, another type of main character...you are forgotten within yourself, lonely and yet trying to comfort others who are in pain as you. You seem to wear a mask so they cannot see you sad, so you wear the mask to lock away the true pain inside...but one day, you will be able to take off the mask, and live in the light... What Type Of Anime Character are you? brought to you by Quizilla

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   What kind of Anime School Uniform should you wear?

Congrats! You would wear: A Monastery Uniform! What kind of Anime School Uniform should you wear? (..now with pics!..) brought to you by Quizilla Reminds me so much of my high school. I still wanna puke when thinking of my school director.. she's a nun, but she's hell of a bitch. Well the other uniform look better tho I know they don't fit me =P.

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What Kind Of Anime Girl Are You?

You're a loner. There's nothing wrong with being a loner, it just means that you like your own company better than someone else's. However, you do enjoy animals and you are really a very nice person. What Kind Of Anime Girl Are You? brought to you by Quizilla

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What's Your Anime Expression?

Your anime expression is unhappy! What's Your Anime Expression? brought to you by Quizilla

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What's your level in emotion?

Your H.I.D.D.E.N Emotion. You have the hidden emotion meaning your hiding your feeling from the world. You look normal, you act normal. People see you as a happy person. When inside your suffering of depression. You hide this feeling because you don't want your family,friends to worry about you.Like me,I hide my feeling of sad,lonely and depressed.Tip:-_- What's your level in emotion? UPDATED again!!! GREAT PICS brought to you by Quizilla It's true!

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   What will your profession be?

You will be a RICH AND FAMOUS PERSON! Wow! you hit the jack-pot! Talk about the one everyone luvs, the people will adore you and everyone will wanna be just like you! And hey the money helps too... you can have whatever you want.... (spoiled brat!) What will your profession be? brought to you by Quizilla LOL I don't think so!No confidence, no perseverance adn no goal WONT make you a rich and famous person... not in a sane world at least.

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Which season are you?

Your Winter! You are sophisticated and mature. You have many friends, all of whom you are very close to. People look up to you, and you are known for your inifinate wisdom. Although, you tend to prefer being by yourself, and reading a good book Which season are you? (anime pics) brought to you by Quizilla

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What Kind of SOUL do you posses?

You have a Lost Soul. No one is really sure what that can always mean, because it can be defined in many ways. As Legend goes, lost souls were the spirits of passed away people who are neither in heaven nor hell. They walk the earth, brooding mysteriously, always appearing when you expect it least. So hence, if you have a Lost Soul, then you are probably very insecure and shy. Stuck in your own little box, you watch the world fly by as a loner. You dont know your place. You seemingly dont have a place in society or an interest. You are a very capricious person, and are confused and frustrated about where you belong. You crave for the sense and feeling of home-but have not obtained it yet. What Kind of SOUL do you posses? (For Girls only) Incredible Anime Pictures! brought to you by Quizilla Somewhere I belong.. Linking Park

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What is your reason for suicide?

Depressed What is your reason for suicide?(with images) brought to you by Quizilla

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