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myOtaku.com: BetrayedAnguish
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Profiles, joy. Standing a height of 5'6, long, semi-wavy, so-brown-it's-black hair falls around my shoulders, around collarbone length. Pale, lime-green eyes stand out from heavily-put liner and layers of mascara. I have pale skin, made only paler by the dark clothing. Pale pink lips sit idle on my face, unless I happen to be muttering the lyrics of a song, on the phone, or laughing, however rare. Hardly do I smile. Normally adorned in black, I wear long pants most of the time, making my legs pretty blinding when I wear shorts, if ever. Nails are almost always painted black; That, or silver. Fifteen years of age, I live with my 44-year-old brother, his 28-year-old wife, their 3-year-old daughter, and my 23-year-old adopted sister. My father died when I was in third grade, when I was nine, by prostate cancer. My mother died a year ago in an automobile accident that me, her, my sister, and my niece were in, having a head injury, severely broken legs, and internal bleeding. The cause was most likely heart failure. I've been a cutter for seven years; I've also bee going to counseling, or "Crisis therapy" for about a year now, since my brother found out about my self-destructive habits. Sure, I'm pretty open about my life. Intriguing, no? Maybe it's because I don't care anymore....
Saturday, November 19, 2005
It hurts to breathe.
Brother yelled at me today. Went through my interims and marked an asterisk by every F and D I made...Fussed at me over nothing; Because a boy that lives out-of-state called me...
You think it hurts to die?
...It's hurting so much more to stay alive...
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Featured Quiz Result:
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Fits exactly..
 Your beauty lies in your despair.
The sad girl walks by herself on a rainy day.
How graceful she moves. Her pain has made her
beautiful. Others say to themselves as you walk by. How can they not see that you are beautiful? Because you are.
Your motive:
To feel happiness just once before you die.
Your quote:
Stranger, hold me for a while.
Your colors:
Deep red and black.
Your song:
Fields of Innocence by Evanescence
"Where has my heart gone? I want to go back
to beliving in everything."
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 Your mysteriousness makes you beautiful. Just as moths are drawn to light, some people are attracted by your darkness. You hold a mystery and grace that they cannot resist.
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