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Thursday, October 21, 2004


   a poem
A SIMPLE QUESTION

You call me a friend,
but could it ever be more?
You act so sweet,
and talk to adore.

I think about how life could be,
with you in my arms.
I wonder if you see me as
your precious little charm.

But do you see the love I have,
or are your eyes turned away?
Do you like me more than a friend,
or are my dreams far from today?

How do I reveal
the feelings I have for you?
Do I act the same,
or do I make a move?

I don't want to lose,
the friendship we both enjoy.
But I want to love you more than
just a friendly little boy.

You make me feel special,
in your own unique way.
you send a smile across my face,
and brighten every day.

Your simple words,
and little acts of being kind,
pull me to your heart,
and make me feel divine.

I'm so confused
and I can't decide what to do...
Should I keep my feelings inside
or should I share them with you?

I wish there was just a way,
I could ask this simple thought,
then for sure I would know
if your heart has been bought.

I guess I just wrote this poem
to show you how I feel
and how much I want to ask this question
without making a big deal.....

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   another poem
FOREVER AND ALWAYS

When I'm with you,
eternity is a step away,
My love continues to grow
with each passing day.

This treasure of love,
I cherish within my soul,
How much I love you,
you'll really never know.

You bring a joy to my heart
I've never felt before,
With each touch of your hand
I love you more and more.

Whenever we say goodbye,
whenever we part,
Know I hold you dearly
deep inside my heart.

So these seven words
I pray you hold true,
"Forever And Always
I Will Love You."

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   uggy buggy
well hey there are lots of thing that are happening in my life at the moment. mmmm. where to begin. well i just watched all of the star wars with in the past 3 days. i like them all. i just got off of the phone with my ex girlfriend. i dont know how she feels about me yet. she and i couldnt talk very long only long enough for me to say hi and i am doing good. then she had to go because her P.O. (probation officer) was there. i hated it when i was with her because she had to tell her PO where she was all the time. well i am heading to moscow idaho tomorrow for a pow-wow. i didnt even hear about it until yesterday. my mom told me. well other things that are happening. is that i have a crush on someone that i can not have. she is the second most awsome person i know. she is about 5'6" had long brown frizzy hair. brown eyes, and is very active. she does sports, clubs, and even like to go paint balling and airsoft gun shooting. i dont know many girls who do that. well that is all i haave going on in my life. well peace and much love to you all.
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LotR Deach Clock
by churchbabe
Your Name
Your Birthday
Killed byGaladriel
Duringa Wraith attack
OnApril 5, 2043
Because they wereenvious
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Wednesday, October 20, 2004


   ahh ahh ahhh choooo
well hey not much things going on here. i have just eben thinking about my ex-girlfriend. she is the most awsome person i know. she is smart (she is in college) funny (she does stand up comedy sometimes), beautiful (she is a model for levi jeans) and the person i could talk to the easiest. except for the past few wekks. because we broke up and it is the worst feeling i had ever felt. i hate it. we been together for 6 months before we broke up but hopefully we get back together. well hey i got to get going. se ya and much love.
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Tuesday, October 19, 2004


   hey
hey whats up? well today was an awsome day. i stayed at home and watched "lady death" if you like anime i would say it is about a 7 out of 10. it could have been netter. but hey i think it was worth buying. also i watched "YU-YU hakusho the movie" i say that is about an 8 out of 10. it was a good movie but there should have been more fighting. but hey it was still good. well i got to get going see ya.
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