Tuesday, September 18, 2007

PWMAGE!!!!(oh i'm a nerd)
so in lanGAUGE arts we have to write a poem about struggles....HELLZ YEAH!!!!and hear it is kiddos:

you don't have the right.
just because i wear black.
don't you dare
just wait till i fire back

what gave you the right?
to call my name
cause i'm not what you expected?
am i to blame?

i will admit i've made mistakes
but youre one to talk
dpn't you dare utter another cutting remark
or criticize my walk

cause i'm proud of me
and what i do
i'd rather be a freak
than fake like you


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Monday, September 17, 2007

i put the gauge in lanGAUGE
so we have to do a poem on something you don't think you could wright a poem about,gay ass assignment i know bleh so here it is.oh!and it's about me not having any inspiration for a poem:

i am uninspired
i am so distraught
there is so much i am
but more i am not

i look for depth
i have deep thoughts
sometimes they come
but mostly sought

i am so uninspired
there is no life behind my words
on the insinde i am deeply mired

the world can hear my words
but do i?
what can i portray?
when my words feel so dry




god i hate the ending,bleh today was annoying a bunch of people dressed like i do and then were acting like i do and being so annoying >< Grrrr why the hell did they have the urge to do that?
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Saturday, September 15, 2007

my first gutiar...hero
so yeah i got gutiar hero ^^ i lurve that game sooo much,i also got a stereo(and it's fuggin' awesome)my stereo has a FIVE DISK changer,and has amazing sound whOOt!

and i lurve gutiar hero,my fav. song to play is"heart-shaped box"


*singing*HEYY!HEY!I GOT A NEW COMPLAINT!!!!

*stops*how the hell do you eat cancer...*starts againg*when she turns black


i hope somone get's that XD
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Friday, September 14, 2007

i guess i'm legally alowed on this site now XD
yeahhhh,that's right it's my birthday,and now i'm 13....and we din't have school today XP it's like my birthday is a holiday ^^

yesterday i was talking to ariel ad she dragged me outside,and one of my stalkers was following us around(yes,i have stalkers),and appearenttly jackie has the same lunch peroid as my,so she ran with all her force over,and bumped into me as i just like fell to my knees sorta,the stalker girl got knocked straight on the ground XD


i was tagged 2 times

1.i dot my i's with x's when i write
2.i ake my o's into pentacles when i write
3.my fav. ice cream is mint chocolate chip
4.i get bored easily,sometimes(i think i might be bi-polar)

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Wednesday, September 12, 2007

WHAT THE HELL DOES THAT MEAN!!!!
okay so i was going to the library and i was at the door and i heard about ten voices yell,"DUUUUUDE!" i of course flinched and covered my ear,and then i said,"oww...what" and the people were a bunch of kids i don't know they looked like high schoolers,but there were too kids in my grade i reconised one named mookie,he's populer and a new kid that i gave my "welcome to hell" speech. and everyone kept on saying dude alot...and i then mookie help up his hand and was like pound it!or something like that and i didn't know what that means 'cause how my friends greet is"i would high five you buuuuut my hands are full*high kick at the same time*" so i was all confused and walked away...just hought you'd like to know
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Tuesday, September 11, 2007

it worked!!!
so i made it to the end of the day and it was pretty good like i only got made fun of like 3 times right but i was walking to my bus and this jid yelled at me from his bus,"go to hell you god damn emo" now even though i don't believe in hell or heaven...i got just a bit angry so i went on to the kid's bus and started yelling at everyone in it how their the monsters.how the deserve to burn in hell. and i don't rember what i said but i know it was bad and full of curses XD and when the bus drive was all like" OFFICE!!NOWWW!"i went with out complante and told the principal that i ran out of my bi-polor meds and that i sould have a full perscription next week.........it worked!XD XD XD so yeah thanx for the tip enraged psychopath*high five*
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Monday, September 10, 2007

today sucked
i was walking to socail studies which is located in the high school,and far away from the middle school -_- so i was walking and these really preepy looking highschoolers came from a random hallway and were walking behind me and bithcning about how much they hate their classes and or teachers,i didn't really care until the said starring at me like i was lunch,"i so pissed off i want to go beat up an emo" then they starred daggers at me and the others were like,"yeah those freaks lets all put em' 6 feet under...just where they wanna be" and "let's give them a reason to kill themselve,so i turned around right and they were just starring at me with crazy eyes...so i fast walked to my class(even though i bet they were jokeing i wasn't going to risk it).oh but the horrors didn't end there i was in art ad this really fat girl sat next to me and her fat was pouring on to me *shutters* and she was moaning and groaning like she was having an orgasim and she was harrassing me with every word she could mannage to breathe out,and if she wasn't doing that she was shouting at people aroung the room,blehi got pushed into lockers alot more than usaul too,and people were being more rude than usual...today sucked major balls
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Sunday, September 9, 2007

ahh i feel like jello -_-
i eliptisized for an hour and went five miles,on the highest difficulty setting,and i sprinted it all,i feel like i'm going to die AHHHH!but it was awesome because at gold's gym the elipticals have tv's and they get discovery on them so i whatched mythbusters ^^ it think it distracted me from the fact that i was running so much XD ow it hurts to laugh
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off to the gym
hah!bet you never thought i'd be happy to go and do shit.ohh,but i am =] you totally lost the bet. anyhwoo, i just got a gym membership and i'm going again today yay! it's really fancy they have runners and stuff with tv's on them and they have a room fun of runners,and treadmills,and eliptisicors but the amazing thing about said room is it's a movie theatre and they have new movies everyday :P they have a pool too! so i'm going swimming today,this is soooo AWESOME!!!wanna know what else is awesome my fashoin sense XD they lady who was giving us a tour actuelly comented on it,i didn't know people did that.like you only see that happen in movies,which i can whatch while running in my new gym :P
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Saturday, September 8, 2007

i've been sick T~T
so yeah i had a cold and it sucked,so i was taking these pills and they were coated in suger ^^ they were yummy.but,sadly i couldn't take my sleeping pills with them so i couldn't sleep xD i read alot,and the reason i wasn't on is becuase i didn't want to get anybody else sick(i know i'm so honerable)i'm still sad i didn't get to skip school even though i was sick.anywhoose in school not much happened intsead of gym(dun-dun-DUUUNNNN)i know you all want to know what happened since my gym teacher is a dick(but probably not)well he didn't really talk to me and i took a nap because he drafted our football teams so well,ours had 6 the others had 5 XP,so yeah mine team is kinda awesome(but not really)we have three egotistical jocks,a preppy girl who hates my guts,a really cool nerdy kid,and i the "makeup wearing freak" to quote the two jocks rections to having me on the team,yeah you know we're awesome heres some diolouge that actuelly happened:
jock:okay so we have to go over the rules and positions of football ay of you know them already?
*all the jocks raise ther're hands*
jock:okay*blabs on about football*
me:oooh i have a stradedgy
nerdy-kid:this is gonna be good
jocks:let's hear it
me:okay,if we cause as much bodily damage as possible then we can easily win!!!
jocks:no*continus talking*
me:why do i want to do this again
jocks:because you want to beat the ther team
me and the nerdy-kid:and when you say beat you do mean physically?
jocks:please can we get this over with?
me:fine

and after that boring shiat we had to practice routes which is running and catching the ball,i walked while everyone ran and didn't try to catch the ball,and the teacher(aka mister dick-head) thought we were practicing so well he brought everyone over to whatch us of course everyone began laughing when i got up and bursted histerically out when i walked over to were i was supposed to be and caught the ball and walked back,it was boring at best...i could bearly think over them yelling,"EMOOOOO"at me and shit like,"GO SLIT YOUR WRISTS AND DIE" my coach didn't punish them either he did nothing,i'm sure later he high-fived them or something,i bet my coach did that just to piss me off
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