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Friday, May 5, 2006

   change
It scares me how much ive changed. I would like to just be myself, but ive been through so many changes this past school year that i dont know what acting like myself is anymore! I am losing her, slowly but shurly she is slipping away from me.She's got new friends and doesnt have much time for her old ones. i know that she has a lot of stress on her but so do i! Sometimes i think that she would be happier as friends. my life is contourted in such a way i don't know what to do. i really dont want to lose her, but i seem to cause more pain just trying to help her. if we do break apart, then i will never love again, i wont be able to. but i will be her best friend if we do split up. i feel so bad because ive dated before and i know that shes the one i want, but she hasent dated before, im her first boyfriend, and she doesnt know for shure if im the one that she wants. it s inevitable.......i think thats why she flirts so much, and hey ive back of and havent said a thing, but the more i back off, the heavier she flirts. and i dont mind if she hugs SOME other guys, but when she does, it shouldnt be like hugging me. she hugged another guy the other day and i wouldnt have cared if she hadent of glomped him. but it doesnt matter.ill continue this later.(teachers getting mad)
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