Thursday, December 7, 2006

   HOLY DRUNKEN FUN II: and the aftermath...
OMFG. Well, Since this is not a sensible source to write anything of this magnitude online....at least not where I'm at with my family members looking over my shoulders every so often..This last weekend was FAR LESS ORDINARY than I would've liked...and not all bad per se, but I found out that my getting drunk at China Gate in ChinaTown, Seattle late at night turned into something I know I'm not ready for....I'm usually a closet-type....but in this case....well, when I find a more secluded area to write this out, you'll know...I just hope that none of you think less of me, as I've never done anything like that before. For full details, check out my next post....Lets just start off by saying that "Asian men are my Kryptonite"
You feel me?
Oh! I did find a really cool 2007 "Tenjo Tenge" Calendar at Uwajimaya...Amongst other things...Its late and I got a beer waiting for me in the next room....Peace!
I love you all!
You make my life more exciting!
::::love and huggies::::
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXXOXOXOXOXOXXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

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Thursday, November 30, 2006

   WTF EVER...
Good enough...The background, I mean...I came across a really good site with lots of cool pix through Hotbot...so the 'backdrop dilemma' is over for now...Anyhoo, I might not be on for a few days to come since my Grandmother's Memorial Service is this Saturday....Oh man...this is gonna suck. The wierdest thing will be that my mother, whom I have not seen in more than 10 years is coming to pay her respects, as well as to see me and my brother this weekend(this is gonna REALLY be a strange situation...I don't know what else to say now, so I'll just leave this for you...

Thanks for being so supportive through this ordeal.
People, friends, buddies....you know who you are.
I'll get back on here when the time os right, and who knows?? I might even have some new workz to post in the Portfolio! But don't quote me on that!
Till then... :::Luv & Hugs to all::: -_^'

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Monday, November 27, 2006

   WTF DREAMTIME BABY!!!! (yet again)
Ok...this is a good one...an uplifting dream that made getting up today a more hopeful endeavor.
It seems my reality is starting to have a more significant influence on my sub-psyche (and not the other way around-the way its been for a long-long time)>XB

Warning, this one is wierd...but insightful!!!

I went back to school(in this dream)!!!
(which I've actually been talking to my father about doing since I dropped out of Art school...I've been thinking, off and on about it for the last few years and believe it really is the best way to go and hopefully get myself out of this 'twilight-zone' I've been trapped in for what feels like FOREVER).Plus I'd have less than a year's worth of credits to attain...making for quick progress.

Ok, so I get there on my first day and you know how other chicks are...they stare,glare, and try to find trite and demeaning ways to make an a$$ out of the 'newkid'.
This theory didn't work too well for them...
Ok..so i'm there and chillin in the halls and a rumor has started about me and i've only been in the building less than an hour.(Damn, they waste no time!!!)Needless to say, I am not impressed by their sarcasm and lame attempts to break my cool.
Even after class is over and a rather butch girl wants to fight me, I calmly inform her that this may be a large mistake on her part. So we're out in the schools field, this place looks like a forrest glen. Very pretty and green with trees surrounding it and a red-dirt track that winds around the outer edges.
So she lunges for my face and misses horribly. Landing on hers instead.^_^
At a second attempt to smear me, she stopped dead in her tracks when I ascended into midair and stared her down from a height to be above the soccer goals.
"Holy Sh#T!!" she and her groupies gasped and stared at me like a swarm of idiots.
Shortly after, I dart across the field straight at them...of course they scatter like scared little squirrels as I perch myself in one of the trees for a split second, then blast off a goal post and streak around the track leaving a dust trail without ever touching the ground ...
As they no doubt have something new on their minds, I simply land...look them over calmly, and walk off the field and back to the parking lot to drive home... A few of them follow after me and as i'm driving away and start yelling "How do you do that??!?"...
Needless to say I ignore them and continue driving...

The next day in class...
One of the girls walks up to me at my desk and appologizes outright for her 'being rude to a stranger'. I look at her for a minute, and tell her that the appology is accepted. She looked relieved and i get up to gather my things together as the bell starts ringing. Before I leave, I tell her that she needs to think about 'why she's here'...not just in school...but on Earth. She looks puzzled and I tell her that she and her company won't learn anything from me, as they so desire, if they cannot answer 1 simple question about what their existence means to them.
Secrets are best shared amongst those who truly appreciate the subtlties before them. And that their attempts to make themselves feel superior by degrading others is a pathetic way to 'think' they're going to get ahead...
She looks at me for a second...then nods. I feel more relieved by the fact I've finally reached some common ground with this person that was, just a short time ago, an enemy.

Whatever this ends up meaning to you guys, I'd love to know what you think. Feedback is greatly appreciated!!!
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Saturday, November 25, 2006

   WOAH....Its been a While
Damn, I'm sorry to all for disappearing a few weeks....has it been a few weeks? God, I've been so sloshed the last few days, I can't remember how long its been sinceI last wrote a post on this thing!!!
Well, Things have been a bit crazy with all the death and grief thats been ravaging our family. I'd rather not talk about that though....No sense in making everyone else feel as depressed as we do. Anyways, Things at work are going well. A girl i work with Story-tells for Vampire:The Masquerade and I haven't done any roleplaying in like 6 years and I have a butt-load of characters in an old binder just chillin...so I figured I'd give it another shot.
I've also been distracting myself with alcohol and videogames lately...
I'm also addicted to Final Fantasy XII. Its so open and you have a lot more creative freedom when upgrading the characters. The Battle system is also a lot more interactive, which is really fun. If you haven't played it and you're a fan of RPG's, I recommend giving it a try! Its money well spent and can become a little habit-forming!
Uhh..aside from all this crap, I am going to start intensive training for my 2nd deg. Blackbelt Test in March...same month as my Birthday. Furthermore,an old boyfriend that went away has sent me an email.....I can't believe it! :::Blank Stare:: O_O' Damn, Life is such a freakin' rollercoaster right now, its exhausting! Yeahh....uh...anyways, I think I've spouted enough mind-babble here so I'll just say its nice to be back and I'm hoping to get some time to breathe easy soon...Luv and Hugs!!!

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO


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Saturday, November 11, 2006

   TO THOSE WHO INQUIRE
Hello there!!! Just to answer a lot of folks questions about how the whole WTF DREAM thing works....well, you're S.O.L cause Its as much a mystery to me, as it is to you. I appologize for that. Perhaps with all the 'stress' and b@##sh%t I've been dealing with lately has finally caused something to crack open in my head. Who knows? I don't keep a journal either...they're just there, spinning circles round my brain all day long...sometimes until I have another one. Something else did occur to me...I have been in an 'Institution' before. Wow, thats starting to make sense...maybe I'm losing it again...but I really don't want to be couped up in another solitary room, high-as-a-kite on medication...I refuse to do that again. Well, there it is, draw your own conclusions...I'm sorry this couldn't explain things any better...
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   MARINE WTF DREAM
Its happened AGAIN! I slept till almost 2 o'clock in the P.M. today!!! I was once again trapped in some kind of profundity I have yet to know what the hell it means!! Its starting to drive me crazy!
Ok, so I'm in a marina, the water's very warm, and riding some kind of 'schooner', only these are wierd thin pieces of oar-like material that are held together by some rubber straps. They also have small masts and can actually sail as you sit on them with your legs submerged. The thing that made me uneasy was that I was responsible for giving these dark-skinned children(I think they were Indian, they had 'bindi's'on their foreheads)rides around on these things and there were creatures down in the caribbean-blue water...The long shadows moving about I dreaded to be sharks...
But the closer they got to my feet, I realized that they weren't sharks at all.
They were some kind of whales that looked like a cross between a dolphin and a norwhal, but they had the snout and rows of teeth just like sharks do. Which in turn freaked me out for a little while. Then this blonde-haired woman swam over to me to help with these kids, and she told me that those creatures are only here to play with our feet as they dangled in the water. I guess I felt better, but still worried that at any moment they could easily take us under with them if they so chose. Ok, so I find out that I have been entertaining these kids so that their parents could have their house remodeled without interruption. Ok, fair enough, but when the house was finally finished, all the people(family) had gone inside and I was suddenly alone, outside of what looked like a strange building and exterior roof riddled with runes and some ancient language and only one door with no windows... No people were present and even my body had ceased to be. I was just floating there...wondering where everyone went to and how I was supposed to get in... It had a rich, rusted Copper Gazebo-type-roof but was big enough to keep a rectangular-shaped building underneath it that was also made of the same kind of material...
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Thursday, November 9, 2006

   WORD UP DOGGY!!!!
WELL, whats up my homies people? What is da word in the 'hizzy'? Sorry I've been out for a while, I'm kinda busy workin and shtuff...trying to learn the routimes at the ol' GameStop shop where I just got hired a few weeks ago. YIPPY! I'm diggin it. Someone recently brought in a return of the FFXII Game, so I got dibs on that quick!!!Yesh. Anyhoo, I'd better cruise over to Sikaurai's site and find out who won that Contest!!!! WOOHOO!!! Ok, I'll post some more this weekend for shizz!!! Love ya peeps! >XP

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Sunday, November 5, 2006

   A what the hell am i? quiz....
If I were a month, I would be: October
If I were a day of the week, I would be: Friday
If I were a time of day, I would be: 1:00 a.m.
If I were a planet, I would be: Venus
If I were a sea animal, I would be: Thresher Shark
If I were a direction, I would be: North
If I were a piece of furniture, I would be: A statue
If I were a sin, I would be: Wrath
If I were a historical figure I would be: Joan of Arc
If I were a liquid, I would be: Water
If I were a stone, I would be: Aquamarine
If I were a tree, I would be: Sakura (cherry)
If I were a bird, I would be: Blue Heron
If I were a tool, I would be:A Can Opener!!!!!
If I were a flower/plant, I would be: Mossy Rose
If I were a kind of weather, I would be:A Thunderstorm
If I were a mythical creature, I would be:A Chimera
If I were a musical instrument, I would be: A Guitar
If I were an animal, I would be: Lioness
If I were a color, I would be: Blue
If I were an emotion, I would be: Sorrow
If I were a vegetable or a fruit, I would be: Banana
If I were a sound, I would be: Thunder 'n' Rain
If I were an element, I would be: Fire
If I were a car, I would be: ‘63 Barricuda
If I were a song, I would be:(my song)"Wetland"
If I were a movie, I would be: Interview w/the Vampire
If I were a book, I would be written by: J.K. Rowling
If I were a food, I would be: Vietnamese Pho(noodlesoup)
If I were a place, I would be: Ocean Beach
If I were a taste, I would be: Sweet n Sour
If I were a scent, I would be: Vanilla Creme
If I were a religion, I would be: Buddhism/Bushido
If I were a word, I would be: Reflection
If I were a body part, I would be: Eyes
If I were a facial expression, I would be: Detached/Distant
If I were a subject in school, I would be: Art/Music
If I were a cartoon character, I would be: Asagiri Priss (BBGCT 2040) or Misato Katsuragi of Evangelion
If I were a shape, I would be: Sphere
If I were a number, I would be: 13
If I were an item of clothing, I would be: A Black Leather Jacket
If I were a piece of jewellery, I would be : Sentimental-value Necklace
If I were a clothing accessory, I would be: Leather Belt

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Yet another WTF??? DREAM
God, I really have to say I'm not sure whats going on in my head, but I've never in my life had such lush, vivid imagery in my dreams as I'm having of late. At least not since I was 6 years old or so...

Emerald Green Mountains... I am standing in the valley, looking out into these beautifully green, misty hills...its very humid. Instantly I recognize my location...Vietnam. The sun beats down onto me and I breathe heavily. Hiking closer to town and something creeps over the horizon. A view I can only describe as Heaven. Walking farther in, There's a wall...no, a GREAT wall of what look like the rows of pointy-headed Buddhas you notice in travel guides to Thailand....these, however are different...much different. These statues are connected together, all sitting yoga style, with their hands together in their laps, eyes closed. As I walk, they begin to sparkle like metallic sapphire-blue jems in the afternoon heat. I stop short of them, admiring their Gargantuan size...they are connected through another material intersection that look like bricks of solid Opal. Stunned, I can't continue on...there's something sinking in my heart as I notice ferris-wheels rising and falling and the laughter of numerous crowds beyond the wall. I realize that this great monument is nothing more than an amuzementpark...
Then it hits me...we are losing the Old Ways. As more and more countries adopt 'western culture' the greatness and simplicities of life become tainted by our countries rat-race to gain status, wealth, and material possessions.
Theres more to this dream...but i don't have the strength of heart to write of it...not now.
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Monday, October 30, 2006

   CASTLEVANIA SOUNDTRACK
OMFG!!!! I got it, I actually, finally got it!!!! The Symphony of the Night Orchestral Soundtrack! OMFG!!!! It is the SEXIEST/Most Beautiful collection of music I have EVER heard in my short years on this planet!!
:::gets goosebumps listening::::
Oh! I also finally received the 'AS SEKIRIA' soundtrack which is a vocal/musical collection of Priss' songs from the BG. Crisis Tokyo 2040 anime in Japanese by Asuka Sudo, 'cause the American translation was ....well,to put it lightly, it blew donkey-balls.(Poor Christine Auten, bless her heart, she tried (T_T) I have yet to hear the 'BioHazard 2' a.k.a: The Resident Evil 2 Game Soundtrack which I also had delivered...(gets chills thinking about it) It should be great, especially without all the zombies moaning in the background...Anyways, I was just so excited about these CDs that I just had to share. OH! Before i go for the night, I was inspired tonight driving back to my BF's house after stopping home to pick up my portable DVD player and some animes to watch with him ^_^. Its been months since I've attempted to write another song...I've been having a bit of a dry spell in coming up with a tune and decent lyrics..But, as I know too well, the harder I try, the less likely things turn out right.So I just let it go, then it came to me...
Someday, I'll get my music program for the computer 'Ableton-Live' up and running and get some of my stuff actually created..I'd rather do it live, or record it, but I don't have a band, and I never learned to read music...odd, I know. Well, I guess that sums up the events for the evening and I really need to get some sleep soon, but first its off to play with my guitar and figure out some more lyrics and establish a more solid melody for this new song....It is being written for my boyfriend...since he is the inspiration for it. Its titled "Fashionably Late Bloomer" here's the first few lines for it...

My Angel, Don't wait up for me
You know now that I can be
What some may call a little 'trendy'

Forgive me for my unpredictable
'fits of inconsistency'
But you know all too well
That I'm what some might call a
Fashionably Late Bloomer...


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