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Birthday
1981-03-21
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Female
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Bonneylake, WA
Member Since
2006-10-08
Occupation
I'm a counter-clerk....sue me.
Real Name
Vanessa...if you must know
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1st Degree Black Belt(TaeKwonDo-going on 2nd)+White Sash KungFu, former Modeling Instructor for John Casablancas
Anime Fan Since
1980-something and Still Loving It
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Evangelion, Bubblegum Crisis 2040, FMA, Vampire Hunter D: Bloodlust, RahXephon, Cutey Honey(hey, its hilarious) Wolfs Rain, Trigun, GoldenBoy,Gunsmith Cats,Ghost in the Shell, Devil Hunter Yohko, Perfect Blue, Blood:Last Vampire, Ninja Scroll, Slayers,etc
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Make a CD somedayT_T&Own my own Martial Arts school and to have my name in the credits of a videogame I helped to create! & Start a BAND!!!
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Martial Arts including TaeKwondo, Tai-Chi Kung Fu, Weapons study, Drawing(DUH),Writing, Snowboarding, Gaming(Playstation:mostly RPG& Horror)and torturing my victims with hot pokers.XB
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Martial Arts, Drawing,Song-Writing,Singing, Playing Guitar and making people giggle.
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Monday, November 27, 2006
WTF DREAMTIME BABY!!!! (yet again)
Ok...this is a good one...an uplifting dream that made getting up today a more hopeful endeavor.
It seems my reality is starting to have a more significant influence on my sub-psyche (and not the other way around-the way its been for a long-long time)>XB
Warning, this one is wierd...but insightful!!!
I went back to school(in this dream)!!!
(which I've actually been talking to my father about doing since I dropped out of Art school...I've been thinking, off and on about it for the last few years and believe it really is the best way to go and hopefully get myself out of this 'twilight-zone' I've been trapped in for what feels like FOREVER).Plus I'd have less than a year's worth of credits to attain...making for quick progress.
Ok, so I get there on my first day and you know how other chicks are...they stare,glare, and try to find trite and demeaning ways to make an a$$ out of the 'newkid'.
This theory didn't work too well for them...
Ok..so i'm there and chillin in the halls and a rumor has started about me and i've only been in the building less than an hour.(Damn, they waste no time!!!)Needless to say, I am not impressed by their sarcasm and lame attempts to break my cool.
Even after class is over and a rather butch girl wants to fight me, I calmly inform her that this may be a large mistake on her part. So we're out in the schools field, this place looks like a forrest glen. Very pretty and green with trees surrounding it and a red-dirt track that winds around the outer edges.
So she lunges for my face and misses horribly. Landing on hers instead.^_^
At a second attempt to smear me, she stopped dead in her tracks when I ascended into midair and stared her down from a height to be above the soccer goals.
"Holy Sh#T!!" she and her groupies gasped and stared at me like a swarm of idiots.
Shortly after, I dart across the field straight at them...of course they scatter like scared little squirrels as I perch myself in one of the trees for a split second, then blast off a goal post and streak around the track leaving a dust trail without ever touching the ground ...
As they no doubt have something new on their minds, I simply land...look them over calmly, and walk off the field and back to the parking lot to drive home... A few of them follow after me and as i'm driving away and start yelling "How do you do that??!?"...
Needless to say I ignore them and continue driving...
The next day in class...
One of the girls walks up to me at my desk and appologizes outright for her 'being rude to a stranger'. I look at her for a minute, and tell her that the appology is accepted. She looked relieved and i get up to gather my things together as the bell starts ringing. Before I leave, I tell her that she needs to think about 'why she's here'...not just in school...but on Earth. She looks puzzled and I tell her that she and her company won't learn anything from me, as they so desire, if they cannot answer 1 simple question about what their existence means to them.
Secrets are best shared amongst those who truly appreciate the subtlties before them. And that their attempts to make themselves feel superior by degrading others is a pathetic way to 'think' they're going to get ahead...
She looks at me for a second...then nods. I feel more relieved by the fact I've finally reached some common ground with this person that was, just a short time ago, an enemy.
Whatever this ends up meaning to you guys, I'd love to know what you think. Feedback is greatly appreciated!!!
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