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Wednesday, January 31, 2007


To any who visit my site anymore...
I sincerly apolegize for not coming around anymore, but everything in my life has been... horrible to put it bluntly. My friends are depressed for one thing, because one of my best friends Nick is moving. Also because something really, really bad happened in my friend's life and she's really depressed about it. I don't know what to do; I'm afraid that if this keeps up she'll commit suicide. I'm serious. I can't go to her parents because they're the reason she's so depressed and also i can't go to the school because there's a person there who's out to get her. Plus if I go to the counceler then I would be betraying her trust. I don't know what to do anymore.

Also, my homework has been stacking up and my temper has shortened to a mere string of patience. If you're around me then you know what i mean when I have a short temper. I'm what would be considered very violent when I'm in a bad temper, and I can't get rid of it easily. The only time I get joy anymore is when I'm reading fanfiction or listening to AMVs, but even that is getting taken away from me from my brother. We are only allowed on for 3 hours each day, and I've grown used to it, but my brother stays on for about 3 1/2-4 hours each day. I get home at 2:50, do my chores and homework, and I want to get on for my 3 at 4:00, but he's already on. I have to stay up to 11:00 at night to get my time back, and when it comes to sleeping I can't. To any of you who are imsomiatic, you know what I mean when you can't go to sleep no matter what you try. I sleep in the morning, and when i finally wake up, there's my brother saying I should go to bed early. WTF!?

Anyway, lunch ended so i have to go. Please forgive my absence and pray for my friend, alright? Sayonara

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