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• To own all of the Rurouni Kenshin manga and get 100 reviews on my fanfiction.
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Monday, March 6, 2006
A really REALLY bad day...
First off, let me tell you that I was mad at one of my friends on myOtaku at school. You see, one day I traded my dragon necklace for her furry scarf for the day. I returned hers, but she lost mine. It was by accident though. Well, I was angry, not only because it was my favorete, but also because my best friend got it for me when she was in Florida. I havn't forgiven her, but I wasn't as angry like I was 3 months ago.
Today for a weird reason, that bad memory came up and I grabbed her by her collar and smacked her and said loudly that I still hadn't forgivin her. Now that went badly, seing as she started tearing and then cried. I didn't mean to hit that hard, but I did. My other friends and her boyfriend were angry at me for hitting her and if I did it again, they would beat me to a bloody pulp. The bell rang for class and I left for class. I was full of anger, regret, sadness, ect.
When School ended, I was just hurting and asking myself why did I do that? Why? I am still hurting as I write this. She might not be friends with me anymore. I'll wait till Math to see if she talks to me. If she doesn't... well then I'll leave her a sorry note and not talk with her till the next day. I won't know what will happen if she isn't friends with me anymore though... She's my only anime buddy in school besides Blithe in the middle school.
Nattie, if by a speck of chance you are reading this, please know that I'm sorry and though I don't deserve it, I beg your forgiveness. I... I have no excuse for my behavior today in Lunch and I'm sorry. I mean it. I really do. You... didn't deserve that kind of treatment. I'm so sorry I did that. If... you don't forgive me and hate me for doing that... I understand perfectly and by all means, hate me with your every being. I don't deserve your respect and kindness after that... I'm... really sorry Nattie... I'm... sorry...
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