Sunday, April 24, 2005

Bow down to my icon! >=D
Time: 12:53 AM

Mood: still hyped a wee bit and tired..

Song: nothing at the moment.

Hi guys! We won the drill meet! XD It was too easy..no offense but the other schools..SUCKED!
One team was more like a step team..so I made a comment about how I wouldnt be surprised if there was a riverdance team!!! XD
Made new friends and got a sn and # from some guy!! XD Junior! Ohhh yeaah! ^_~
Left around 3 since we didnt stay for the awards ceremony and then stopped for dinner where we met the same people from at the meet! XD I call them our stalker fans! hehe.
Also, Benitt and I were soo hyped up that we were having weird fights! XD He ket hitting Bob with his marshmallows and saying "Dont take my boobies!" (His bobbies are his marshmallows)
So I got to eat some of his "implants" XD; Also he kept throwing stuff down my shirt and we were always acting weird like "Tori, Im lonely! Come sit next to me" Or he would have to lift his pants up and I would give a wolf howl! Then I played footsie war with Corey ^^;; *blush* hehe! XD
Got back and Corey, Oreo, Benitt, Cabrera, and I all decided to go to the movies and Corey picked out "The Interpretor"! God that was sooo boring~! And it SUCKED!! Corey and I were always making comments along with either Cabrera or Benitt along with us.
Ended about 12:12 AM and so we waited outside for our rides, though Benitt took his motobike~! < 3 I want to ride it!
ANyways, it was cold so I was using Corey as my warm person and snuggled him. ^^;; Tina and Oreo looked like they wanted to get close too! XD
Brother picked me up at 12:35 ish and got back here where I am now eating popcorn and talking to Sethy-chan! ^^ hehe
Ta ta folks!
This was our last drill meet sooo my weekends are free now!

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Saturday, April 23, 2005

Uh huh!
Time: 1:17 AM
mood: Just woke up..
Song: Nothing but the fan.

Hey guys!
Yeah...Im up as 1:18 AM since I have to be at school at 3:30AM! HA! Drill Meet...
Anyways, I woke up early today and went to the eye doctor for a check-up with my mum and dad. Then my mum left for the hospital to vist a friend and my dad and I went out for lunch! Nummy-ness. hehehe.
Got back and I talked to some people a bit then began working on my scrapbook..Im almost done! yay! ^_^;talking to Corey right now who says he wont sleep at all...best of luck to him. Though he said he will get two seats to himself. heh. ^^;
Anywho, Im going to let you all go...since Im going to take a my shower soon...then after that..live on caffine! woo! ^_^
Tala- Sorry about not responding much earlier

Sethy-Glad you had a good time and sleep well my dearest! X3

Phlinx- eh...you just be you and Im going to talk to ya laters.

Zappa- I know one of the girls, the other I didnt. ^^;; But I'll keep them hush hush.

Corey- You must be living on coke by now..^^;

Everyone else..you all stay great! ^ ^ Make sure you dont stress yourselves out.



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Thursday, April 21, 2005

   I Believe your promise, is too hard to give me...
time: 6:16

mood: perky and chipper!

song: "Ryuusei" by TiA

*hop hop* Im so much chipper today!
Devon had believed us and explained the weather and her brother just mad here mad and such.
Also Robbie was much better today! Thank goodness!!!! < 3 So happy.
I also got hugged by Dennis and I glomped Corey. ^ ^ I got him to crack a smile! yay!!
Today in the morning was long yet again, I was so bored! But then we finally went to Alg and then lunch where I bothered people. Left to go to 6th..then realized I had to go to 1st! So I ran down the stairs and out to the portibles to my class, luckliy making it in time before the bell! XD Went through the rest of classes and then to Practice. Hehe. I bought candy and then we left early too! We were sitting out and talking for awhile then I left for home when my mummy came...she went to the store and bought PICKLES!!!! mmmm-ness!< 3 Besides my secret fetish of...frozen french fries and popcorn chicken..Yes Im weird I know! =p
Anywho, I may go to a play tonight with some buddies and tomorrow I may go see Sethy-chan at the parades! If I can go that is! *pouts* If only I had someone to go with...*sigh*


Now to my buddies:
Tala- Peter was with his sister!? OMFG!
Sethy- *hugs* I labu you! Lol. I'll try and come k?
Phlinx: Wahh~! I like your riddles
Corey: Umm...if you even read this..Hi?
Bob- I'll bring my form Sat.
Tyler: Thanks for the advice!
Everyone else..Have a great weekend!! Stay safe and be happy~!
No school for me tomorrow! Hahahaha

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Wednesday, April 20, 2005

I just want to post these two songs that I like dedicated to people.
Heres one song called 'Only Hope' by Mandy Moore (Im such a sucker for this song! Its from A Walk to Remember)
Well here is goes:
There's a song that's inside of my soul.
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold.
But you sing to me over and over and over again.

So, I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope.

Sing to me the song of the stars.
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again.
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again.

So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now, you're my only hope.

I give you my destiny.
I'm giving you all of me.
I want your symphony, singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs, I'm giving it back.

So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I pray, to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope.

That was dedicated to umm..someone..I wont mention the name though so nyah nyah! XP


This one is called "I will Carry You" by Clay Aiken
Yeah, I know it hurts
Yeah, I know you're scared
Walkin' down The road that leads to Who-Knows-Where

Dont'cha hang your head
Dont'cha give up yet
When courage starts to dissappear
I will be right here

When your world breaks down
And the voices tell you, "Turn around"
When your dreams give out
I will carry you, carry
Then the stars go blind
And the darkness starts to flood your eyes
When you're fallin' behind
I will carry you

Everybody cries, everybody bleeds
No one ever said that life's an easy thing
That's the beauty of when you lose your way
Close your eyes and go to sleep
Wake up to another day

When your world breaks down
And the voice tell you, "Turn around"
When your dreams give out
I will carry you, carry you

When the stars go blind
And the darkness starts to flood your eyes
When you've fallen behind
I will carry you

You should know now
That you're not alone
Take my heart and we will find
You will find your way ho-ome

When the stars go blind
And the darkness starts to flood your eyes
When you've fallen behind
I will carry you, carry you
I will carry you, carry you
Clay Aiken
"I Will Carry You"

This one is dedicated to all my friends~! I love you all! mwah


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My heart skips a beat when you walk into the room...
Time: 6:25

current mood: Im better than I was earlier!

Song: Bumble Bee

Well my day was great in the beginning, we were yet again in our classes and Kim and I were goofing off. Talking about how this one guy named "Troy" was hot and this asian guy was also cute! XD Afterwords I went to Alg, devon yet again gave me the cold shoulder. I didnt think nothing of it.
As Lunch Corey and I traded notes and talked for awhile as Oreo was singing the "Cant Touch This" and Backstreet Boys songs.
6th and 7th were the same that is..intill I came to 8th. Robbie and I talked intill I excused myself and ran to my "spot" and tried to recollect things. Bob and Robbie came but yet again I told them off till I was better and Bob was there so I told him what was up since he was bugging me. Robbie got annoyed and commenced more drama onto my shoulders.Which made me feel a bit like crap. Oh wait..Im lower than crap ^^;; I remembered my "list" of importance in my life.
Anyways, I remembered what Corey told me last night and held his note in my hand as I talked to Robbie, also wearing his braclet. So I felt a bit protected. Devon still was giving me the cold shoulder and I know what she was thinking.
"Why couldnt I give Robbie a chance?"
Since I *did* give Bob a chance.
Hmm well lets think, I *did* like Robbie but then I pushed it away since he IS moving. I do care for him and I know I miss the old times, but I guess time changes people. And If they want to try and make me be something that I dont want to then..thats not right.
Anyways, after practice I was down and looking off, Corey seemed to notice this but didnt say anything.
That is..intill Katy asked a question about Corey's shirt. Since it had Vash on it, Katy asked if it was something to do with DragonBall Z...that made me laugh so had...which began my infamous Hiccup/giggle. Afterwards I felt emabarssed! I have such a dorky laugh! Oreo laughed at me because of it. ^^; Also when my dad picked me up I told what was going on and he got annoyed. Heh...My dad is sick of it too.
Anywho~ to all my friends!
Corey-Thanks alot for being so nice. Your note , braclet, and words from last night helped me ALOT.
Bob- Dont worry about me k? I know you think I shouldnt be going through this but it'll be all over soon.
Tala- The past comes back sometimes and its alright, but dont let it over take you. I'll be here to help you out.
Phlinx- Those Riddle thingies were interesting, I knew some of them.
Sethy- I lubu you! As I commented on your post, I'll be here if you EVER need to talk. I may have some issues now but I still want to know about you. =)
Zappa- who do you like?
Everyone else, be happy! Go onto your life with your best foot forward and let the sun shine in your life!
"If your life breaks, pick it up bit by bit and take your time. Paitence is a virtue"
"Even the brightest Angels have the darkest pasts, but continue to smile through it."
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Tuesday, April 19, 2005

I have had a 100 vists..and today seems to be a bit down
Time: 6:19PM

Mood: thoughtful again

song:...my mum's friends crying downstairs.

Heh, I had an good and then yet an thoughtful day.
Today was my Mums b-day and my new friend and I made a "You Know you are bored" list...we're going to continue tomorrow.heehee
Corey and I traded braclets so now I have his music=life braclet.
Well, a few minutes after I got home, my mum's friend calls; crying.
She comes over later and she seemd calm but when she began talking about her life she sobbed again.
You see, this woman has been through alot of crap. Her husband died in the fall before christmas and their aniversary. And now she is going to have sugery that has a risk of death. So My mum is calming her down and comforting her.
Anyways, Robbie was depressed yet again. Gah Im just not caring, he just needs to get over it. I do care for him but what he is doing is just not right really.
Well on the brighter side Im talking to Corey right now. =3


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Monday, April 18, 2005

hrmm..an ok day I suppose
Time: 6:59 PM

Mood: Tired (stupid weather) and a bit thoughtful.

Song:Soyokaze no Sonachine-Magic Knight Rayearth.

Meh, I dunno how to describe how I am right now, not depressed but not yet happy. So Im just going to go with thoughtful.
Had to sit in a rom for 3 hours doing nothing but writing notes to friends and craploads of work from teachers because its TAKS week...joyous..not.
Devon seemed to be like me today also, we blame the weather..makes us tired. Also I found out who Oreo likes..and its my friend Tina. I am not mad or depressed, Im actually not caring, Im happy for him but yet sad since Tina is dating Tim.
Anyways, Robbie was depressed and rally angry today. I know I am the main reason and now I just really dont care. I care for him and he should know that by now. But oh well, if he wants to be this way let him. *sighs* he'll be pissed at me then suddenly all over me. I just dont get it sometimes.
Found out Corey was going to Stell...which sucks cause I want him to stay. Oh well, life isnt always go our way.
Lunch was still a bore too, I was a bit moddy since everyone was either down or mad so it made me annoyed and I got a bit bitchy. Heh...I calmed down by 7th though.
I was feeling much better in ROTC since Beth had smiled and brightened my day a bit with her cheerfulness, Also Dennis made me laugh by doing stupid things and Valdez was having a loser contest with me (dont ask) After school we had a practice yet again but we had fun anyways, I glomped Dennis before he left though.
As we were waiting for our parents, Corey was chasing Tim around and that was interesting...really..eh heh.
Got home and wanted to go jogging so bad..still do..=(
Also found out I have to be at school saturday at 3 AM! Woo! NOT! I might as well just not sleep!!! T_T; But its our last drill meet too...sadly..but we'll win alot of awards.
Well I'll leave on this note:
Seth- Im still curious as to who you like...^_~ And I hope you the best.
Tala- Find ways to entertain yourself like...go cow tipping! XD Or Find Peter for me.
Phlinx- ...you just continue smiling and I'll be happy.
Zappa- Uhm..Just dont go all depresso on me k?
Everyone else, you all stay great! May your days to come be bright and happy! ^_^ And I'll listen to your problems.

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Sunday, April 17, 2005

Adventure walks, trouble brews but calms, and dating issues.
Time: 9:15

Mood: Hoping to date and calm

Song: "Breakaway" by Kelly Clarkson

Hey all, I've had a good day.
It first began being boring and myself with nothing to do but sit and watch movies or talk online.
I talked this morning with Tala and that was interesting hehe.
Later on I talked to Zappa and Tala again then Bob later on.
Bob and I talked about how we all live in the gutter and he lives with Devon...and how they make noises at night. Devon came around this time and watched our conversation. After we told him she was behind me he was shocked and we were cracking up at him.
We left afterwards on a walk and talked alot about how life has been. Memo to self: NEVER wear shorts....legs get itchy and its hard to climb evil dirt piles that sometimes make you trip. I also know that its scary to cross roads...cause since there wasnt light!!!@_@ oy vey! We eventually walked to Bob's house and decided to vist him, which was funny since he came out in only shorts so we cracked up and now we have blackmail! bwahahaha.
We evetually left at 7:30 and talked more about dating and how I like Corey. I got home...and I was in big trouble, it was around 8 and my parents were worried sick. My Mum had been very upset and she looked angry but she was actually was worried. My dad had went looking for me 30 mins before and I hugged them both tightly apologizing. They gave me off with a warning and were just glad I was home, I told them I would use mum's cell next time and also said we remained on the neighborhood roads so we werent in deserted areas.
After that I talked with my dad about dating and my parents are discussing it...hopefully it'llbe a yes!!! *crosses fingers and shuts eyes tightly* ppplllleeeaassseee
Anyways,ll from Tori! ^_^ Hehe Tohru-chan signing out!
Tala-Lets talk on the phone again ^^ hehe...
Seth: hope you're doing good! I hope to talk again soon
Phlinx: ...Better be ok! =p
Zappa: Dont worry too much and thanks for the tips on my site. ^^
Everyone else,take it easy and hopefully you all have a nice week!
Ta ta!
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Saturday, April 16, 2005

Drill Meets, love confusions, and ...umm.I dont know..
Time: 7:18 PM

Current Mood: Tired/happy/confused love

Song: "Away With The Summer Days" by Otown
I felt strange to listen to this...


Well good evening guys, I came back from the Drill Meet in UTSA and had much fun~. We won 2nd over all and many other awards, we're all tired and next weekend is our last drill meet...so sorry Tala and Sethy..I have to go to this.
Anyways, My commander quit on us today and left, leaving us to do all the work..not that she has done that before. Also Robbie was depressed, feh oh well...I seem to never able to work so on wards to other things.
I can understand kind of how Phlinx feels right now...just confused I guess with Love...
I like Oreo...but then I also like Corey...alot..^_^;;; Old feelings resurface I guess. *sighs* I didnt really want to like him again but..it happened since Tina broke up with him.
I mean, durning PT when I was jogging with my friend,supporting her as I kept pushing her to finish her mile. Corey joined us in the 2nd lap and I was so surprised....I felt so happy that he would jog with us and encourage her also...
Afterwards we all went near Mrs. Glombick's car and sat around, though we had a big water fight with the water bottles and poured it all over each other.
I began it of course and I hugged Corey and got him wet! ^_^; hehe An hour or so later we went back to the awards ceremony and then left back to our HS. Robbie, Devon, and I ate Mc Donalds and talked for awhile then left back to our homes.
So now Im tired...and Im going to go since I going to take a shower ^-~
Take care!
Tala- Try to chin up hunny! Im here for ya!
Seth- take it easy now! ~_~ Silly nilly
Phlinx- I'll be here if you ever need to talk k?


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Drill Meets, love confusions, and ...umm.I dont know..
Time: 7:18 PM

Current Mood: Tired/happy/confused love

Song: "Away With The Summer Days" by Otown
I felt strange to listen to this...


Well good evening guys, I came back from the Drill Meet in UTSA and had much fun~. We won 2nd over all and many other awards, we're all tired and next weekend is our last drill meet...so sorry Tala and Sethy..I have to go to this.
Anyways, My commander quit on us today and left, leaving us to do all the work..not that she has done that before. Also Robbie was depressed, feh oh well...I seem to never able to work so on wards to other things.
I can understand kind of how Phlinx feels right now...just confused I guess with Love...
I like Oreo...but then I also like Corey...alot..^_^;;; Old feelings resurface I guess. *sighs* I didnt really want to like him again but..it happened since Tina broke up with him.
I mean, durning PT when I was jogging with my friend,supporting her as I kept pushing her to finish her mile. Corey joined us in the 2nd lap and I was so surprised....I felt so happy that he would jog with us and encourage her also...
Afterwards we all went near Mrs. Glombick's car and sat around, though we had a big water fight with the water bottles and poured it all over each other.
I began it of course and I hugged Corey and got him wet! ^_^; hehe An hour or so later we went back to the awards ceremony and then left back to our HS. Robbie, Devon, and I ate Mc Donalds and talked for awhile then left back to our homes.
So now Im tired...and Im going to go since I going to take a shower ^-~
Take care!
Tala- Try to chin up hunny! Im here for ya!
Seth- take it easy now! ~_~ Silly nilly
Phlinx- I'll be here if you ever need to talk k?


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