Sunday, January 22, 2006

pics
Time: 11:25 pm

mood: tired

song: We Look Like Giants- Death Cab for Cutie

Well Im still very tired, I feel sick to my stomach and sniffly hardcore.
But overall Im pretty good
I Didnt get to go to Tim's party because my mum made me stay home. She noticed I was napping most of the day, which is kinda weird of me and she said I still looked tired.
So..oh well I suppose.
Hung out with Andy and Rick a bit then stayed home and chilled out and for once had some down time...gosh I need more energy..

Anyways, here are the Miltary Ball pics.
I'll post more later if I get some from others.












BTW: here is my awesome Xmas cookie I made awhile back


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Saturday, January 21, 2006

Killer Queen
Time: 11:48 AM

Mood: very happy

song: Killer Queen- Queen


Killer Queen~~

She keeps Moet et Chandon
In her pretty cabinet
'Let them eat cake' she says
Just like Marie Antoinette
A built-in remedy
For Kruschev and Kennedy
At anytime an invitation
You can't decline

Caviar and cigarettes
Well versed in etiquette
Extraordinarily nice

[CHORUS:]
She's a Killer Queen
Gunpowder, gelatine
Dynamite with a laser beam
Guaranteed to blow your mind
Anytime

Recommended at the price
Insatiable an appetite
Wanna try?

To avoid complications
She never kept the same address
In conversation
She spoke just like a baroness
Met a man from China
Went down to Geisha Minah
Then again incidentally
If you're that way inclined

Perfume came naturally from Paris
For cars she couldn't care less
Fastidious and precise

[CHORUS]

Drop of a hat she's as willing as
Playful as a pussy cat
Then momentarily out of action
Temporarily out of gas
To absolutely drive you wild, wild
She's all out to get you

[CHORUS]

Recommended at the price
Insatiable an appetite
Wanna try?
You wanna try


Well Military Ball was great
Andy came and I was REALLLLLLYYYY shocked.
But before I go on here is a small (big) thank you:

Rick,
Thank you so much for what you did! I guess you seem to be the only one to notice something was up with me but still, THANK YOU. I cant thank you enough for actually surprising me at the Military ball with Andrew! ^^

Ok back to my lovely rant :3
Andrew and I hung out the whole time and my friends LOVE Andrew, my friend Tamra said he was hot XD ;)
I wish they played more rock...and then actually play TECHNO...I was so disappointed but I still had fun just making use of the music.
I got to swing dance with Col! XD Oh gosh that was so much fun! Hes FAST! and Im stumbling for once and trying not to trip! ^^;; Everyone was taking pictures and such ...I bet I would look oogly (ugly) and VERY weird since I had make up on! =O
Im serious! NO ONE could recognize me at first glance until I said something and they kept coplementing me.

I wont Viscountess!! XD Im SO keeping the crown! :3 PRETTY PRETTY PRINCESS!

Went to Starbucks afterwards, got a Chai Frapp. :) but I was so fricking COLD!


Got back home and just CRASHED! >_< I didnt realize how tired I was until I got home..

I'll finish later cause Andy and Rick want me to come over.

Tata

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Friday, January 20, 2006

Almost time for MB!
Time: forgot watch again

mood: hyper/nervous/excited

song: "re-Sublimity"-KOTOKO

OMG..The Military Ball is tonight!!
Im so excited! <3 I love dressing up prettyful..I'll post later tonight about what happened and such! ;D Cause Im that cool!
^_^Cant wait since Militray Ball= closer to Ushicon! <3 <3 <3 I get to see people *hint*

Oh and then I get to leave early...>D
I feel so girly! =O O.O
Selen: NO WAY!

Selen shush! We get to party!

Selen: And flirt! =D

...Selen.. NO..

Selen: *puppy eyes* Awr..

ok ANYWAYS~! ^_^ I have yet again another free day in BCIS! *hence why Im typing here* ^-~

Ok..mood changed now..Im kinda annoyed..
I wont state why but oh well. ;D I'll be ok.

Tata and I'll post again later!



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Hopefully Military Ball wont suck...>_> <_<



"White Queen"- Queen~~

So sad her eyes smiling dark eyes
So sad her eyes as it began
On such a breathless night as this
Upon my brow the lightest kiss
I walked alone
And all around the air did sway
May lady soon will stir this way
In sorrow known
The white queen walks
And the night grows pale
Stars of lovingness in her hair
Needing unheard pleading one word
So sad my eyes she cannot see

How did thee fare what have thee seen
The mother of the willow green
I call her name
And 'neath her window have I stayed
I love the footsteps that she made
And when see came
White queen how my heart did ache
And dry my lips no word would make
So still I wait

My goddess hear my darkest fear
I speak too late
It's for evermore that I wait
Dear friends goodbye
No tears in my eyes
So sad it ends as it began


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Thursday, January 19, 2006

Serious
Time: I dunno I forgot my watch again! ^^;;

Mood: Happy

song: "Out of my Heart"-BBmak


Well guys, I may be in a good/happy mood but I want to get something straight.
If you want to end your life, be my guest and commit that selfish act of yours. :3
Im tired of people complainging about how life sucks so much for them but you know, some of us have it worse too!
I just HATE when people say things about how life sucks, yes it fucking does duh! But You dont need to just go "Oh well I might be crazy!" or whatever. So what?
People have worse lives than others so before you kill yourself THINK, if you still do it anyways then all I can say is "Your lost and I'll miss you"
I'll share something from experience, Ive tried to kill myself, more than once I admit too! But lookie here! Im still here and dealing with alot of B.S.
If some of you think, "Oh but you're always happy or bitchy or whatever" then..HA You dont know ALL of my life and whats happening right now, nor will I open up. I still keep moving because I believe things are just crappy cause Im a teenager!!
Anyways,
back to happy,
Military Ball tomorrow, get here! ;D ALONG WITH USHI~ RAWR! *mew*

:D
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Ok..Better not be too hyper..cause Im still sick ~_~;; hee

Out of my Heart~

feel fine
Now the rain has gone and the sun has come to shine
Nothing can get me down today
Head over heels
Got my mind made up as I’m driving through the fields
Nothing can get me down again

Catch me if you can
I’ve gotta make a getaway

As the sun goes down, wakin’ up my dreams
And in my mind you’re with me once again
Out of my heart, into your head
And inside my heart there’s a place for you
And in my mind I’m with you once again
Out of my heart, into your head

Chasing the sun
Tryin’ to get away
From the rain that’s gonna come
Hope I make it all the way

I’m lost in a crowd
Tryin’ to find my way
But the rain keeps fallin’ down
Doesn’t matter anyway

Catch me if you can
I’ve gotta make a getaway

As the sun goes down, wakin’ up my dreams
And in my mind you’re with me once again
Out of my heart, into your head
And inside my heart there’s a place for you
And in my mind I’m with you once again
Out of my heart, into your head

Take a look at the sky
Feel the sunshine
In your heart
In your head
In your own time

As the sun goes down, wakin’ up my dreams
And in my mind you’re with me once again
Out of my heart, into your head
And inside my heart there’s a place for you
And in my mind I’m with you once again
Out of my heart, into your head

Out of my heart, into your head
Out of my heart, into your head

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Wednesday, January 18, 2006

ee... *blushysqueakflailsarms*
Time: I dont know..I forgot my watch.. >_>

Mood: *insert comment about about blushy squeak*

Song: "John the Revelator"-??


Back Here~_
Baby set me free
From this misery
I can't take it no more
Since you ran away
Nothing's been the same
Don't know what I'm living for

Here I am so alone
And there's nothing in this world I can do

Until you're back here baby
Miss you want you need you so
Until you're back here baby
There's a feeling inside
I want you to know
You are the one and I can't
Let you go

So I told you lies
Even made you cry
Baby I was so wrong
Girl I promise you
Now my love is true
This is where my heart belongs

Coz here I am so alone
And there's nothing in this world I can do

Until you're back here baby
Miss you want you need you so
Until you're back here baby
There's a feeling inside
I want you to know
You are the one and I can't
Let you go

And I wonder (wonder)
Are you thinking of me
Coz I'm thinking of you
And I wonder (wonder)
Are you ever coming back in my life

Coz here I am so alone
And there's nothing in this world I can do

Until you're back here baby
Miss you want you need you so
Until you're back here baby
There's a feeling inside
I want you to know
You are the one and I can't

Until you're back here baby



Well after seeing one comment *cough* I feel all flustery now..But its too late to bring guests and I WISH I knew I could bring him but sadly it would be kinda hard since...um..yeah..>_>
Anyways, fingers are healing quite well! :D I cant wait...this is going fast and it BETTER continue..
Oh well, I hope nothing ruins my mood! ^_^ *flutter*
Hmm..Oh yes! I'll update once and awhile now...cause yeah I dont know what else to say in my posts! ^_^ hahaha Im such a dork!
Have a nice day guys..
<--- sick
~_~ uggghh I hope I get better soon
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Tuesday, January 17, 2006

Wow
Time: 11:45

mood: Happy

song: Robot Rock-Daft Punk

Well its been fun so far today and going by REALLY FAST! (better continue too...T_T ^-^)
Hmm lets see, well I can ebdn my fingers now! =D Cause they are buddy-taped <3 hooray!
Anyways, Military Ball Friday! Cant wait! But I wish I could ask someone to come with me but sadly he doesnt live in SA! bbooooo >_<;
Hmm..Oh! I made this short story thing and nii-san read it, he thought it was really sad but I love it! It may need some work but I might begin writing a story from that as well.
I'll maybe post the little bit here for you to sample! ^_^
Im counting down the days as I busily work on outfits and finishing up stuff! D> *work work work*
THIS WEEK BETTER GO BY FAST!!
~Tori
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Monday, January 16, 2006

Even when we're apart
Time: 11:29PM

Mood: lala

song:Around the World- ??

Baby I will soon be leaving
and I know that you are feeling down
But every week I'll send a letter
To let you know my love will never change
I promise you I always feel the same

So remember in your heart
Baby when we are apart
There's no need for crying
Cuz even if I am

Halfway around the world
That won't stop me from loving you
Halfway around the world
Still be feeling the way I do
Now I wanna hold you baby
Cuz I'm gonna miss you like crazy
Even if I'm halfway around the world

Baby when the miles are growing
You and I will still be growing strong
No matter what your friends are saying
Don't give up on what you're waiting for
Cuz one day I'll be knocking on your door

So remember in your heart
Baby when we are apart
There's no need for crying
Cuz even if I am

Halfway around the world
That won't stop me from loving you
Halfway around the world
Still be feeling the way I do
Now I wanna hold you baby
Cuz I'm gonna miss you like crazy
Even if I'm halfway around the world

If I could you know that I would find a way
To stay for good but I must go now
I wanna hold you baby
I'm gonna miss you like crazy even if I'm...



Well today was spent, sewing and holding the Ushicon Meeting.
So all in all..Nothing much happened.
Bleah I miss people so much, I wish I went to Zappacon but oh well..Ushi is drawing closer. *hug*



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Sunday, January 15, 2006

blarhg
time:11:31

mood: Tired

song: Nothing currently


Woke up around 9 and took a shower..thanks to my mum ^^; Its so hard and I feel so helpless ngh..

Got ready and Andrew called around 12!! <3 *heart*
We talked for awhile then I had to go and do my job, it was long and fun..though it seemed tense near the end as I sat there talking with Seth and the others. :3

Then got back home and Rick picked me up and we headed over to Ty's, played DDR and pwned alot..though I couldnt beat Keri, we're even I suppose! XD
They were ebil as I didnt want to hear anything dirty and so they dragged me outside kicking and screaming...then my bra unsnapped... so I had to go behind the house because THEY didnt want me to go inside! T_T So with Nese's help I got it back but rick and micheal were trying to look in.. ._.;;
Andrew got all protective and was asking for the address so he could go over and help me out.
Oh well, Im glad everyone had a good time at Zappacon, I wish I went but its all good here.

Later went to Laser Tag and played two rounds..Chris of course pwned us all and got 1st, then I saw...um..well..him..*looks down* Sethy knows whom Im talking about but all I know is hes not going to Ushicon! <3 so many happy joy joy here.
Anyways~
Hope everyone had a good day, busy tomorrow as always for me. *sigh*
Ja
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Saturday, January 14, 2006

Numa Numa
Time: 11:25

mood: wheee

song: numa numa


So today has been great!
Played Kickball...did my hw and got good grades.. broke my finger.*sees wide eyes* Oh yes! I broke my finger dear! :D
It was well...a long story...
But I got Italian afterwards so Im happy..though it hurts ALOT ;-;
Tomorrow is my job thingy and Im calling people..:D tata
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Thursday, January 12, 2006

Le *beeping* sigh
Time: Im not sure.. I am too lazy to look at my watch X)

Mood: meh ok

song: Happens all the Time-Cold

(Im starting to like this song! =D thanks nii-san)


Well I nearly passed out in ROTC ceremony today! And EVERYONE was asking if I was alright, So devon and I are keeping a tally...so....its like over 12 so far. ^^;;
"OMG...I ALMOST DIED! But the light went off along the way....damn.."
Anyways!
Im bored, Homework again as always, week is almost done and Im getting closer to Military Ball, Birthdays, and USHICON! eee..
Yeah, Seth got me all giddy last night! XD *gigglesqueak*
But yeah, Im extemely tired and I want RELAXTION...and-

Selen: AN-

*covers Selen's mouth*

Shut up you!! D<

Selen: ._. Sorry Tori

^_^ Ok, anyways before I was interruppted..I cant wait to relax and have quality time with my friends! =D

So yeah I must be off cause the bell is about to ring and Im hungry.. v.v LOONCH


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