Wednesday, January 11, 2006

Not too bad
Time:12:00

mood:^_^; quite fine

song: The Numa Numa song! =D


Anyways~
Todays been a interesting day, read Nii-san's story and like dit alot! ^ ^ Bravo and many kudos for you Nii-san! *hug*

Setok left me a message! I miss yoooouuuuuu so much Setok! *hug*

Ok ok, back to where I should be.

Devon and I were walking to German and talking about our future ccourse for the rest of our Highschool year, then we began to randomly talk about kudos.
I mean, WHY do we give "kudos" arent those the weird, yet pretty good rice crispy-like snack in different flavors such as snickers?
It was random but eh.
Next week is the Military Ball..I heard it might be sooo boring!
Cause we are going to do an hour of talking and all that jazz and then have a dance for atleast 3 more hours.. ._. Better play some good songs!
Homework got me again ._. damn...Oh well, not that bad. Just some a this and that. Though Gemetry I might just STAB THE *BEEP*ing teacher.. nargh..Confuses the hell out of alot of us! T_T

So anyways,
I.Cant.Wait.Till.Ushicon...
I need it so badly! Some people think "Oh I have so much homework, I need Ushi"
BS!!! B*BEEP* S! I have homework piled on me, 2 maybe 3 more outfits to work on, a "report" for ROTC, Military Ball, 3 birthday parties, a sleepover maybe, etc...So you say you cant wait....?! Yeaaahhh I also REALLY want to see all my friends! ;-; I cant see some of you at the Sunken Gardens meet but I'll call you all to tell you hi and stuff!
Ahem...enough of my rant ^_^ I feel better..YAY..Feeling better is good cause I know I need to have some serious stress-reliving stuff.
I mean, when Im happy, someone somehow puts me down with "Oh my depressed so you should be too"! ARGH
I hate how they do that, they'll just say Hi and Im like: HELLOOOOOO~! *wave* then suddenly they'll say something or another about how they are sad and so I get all bleh..But I shall try not to be anymore..hopefully..*shrugs*

I also have noticed Im getting annoyed easily more and more! So maybe Ushicon will help me out! *hopes for a good time*

Anyways, Time is running out over here and I need to check some stuff!
=D
Bye bye~! <3 *wave wave*

Bumble Bee~**

Sweet little bumble bee, I know what you want from me
Dub-i-dub-i-doo-da-da
Dub-i-dub-i-doo-da-da
Sweet little bumble bee, more than just a fantasy
Dub-i-dub-i-doo-da-da
Dub-i-dub-i-doo-da-da

My heart skips a beat when you walk in the room
I go boom, boom, boom
You go zoom, zoom, zoom
You're my playboy, playtoy, lover, my friend
I wanna be with you until the end

I'd give my heart and my soul to you
To make you see it's true
I'm so confused baby, can't you see?
Please come and rescue me!

Sweet little bumble bee, I know what you want from me
Dub-i-dub-i-doo-da-da
Dub-i-dub-i-doo-da-da
Sweet little bumble bee, more than just a fantasy
Dub-i-dub-i-doo-da-da
Dub-i-dub-i-doo-da-da

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Tuesday, January 10, 2006

Gone for awhile
Time: uhh..12:00

Mood: Im not sure actually ^^;;


song: "Kissy Kissy"-Smile.DK

(Okkkk the song is so cool and I keep get reminded of something everytime I hear it..^^;;;;;)


Ok!
I might not be here for the rest of this week or next week due to overload on homework, school, finishing up on outfits, etc.

Heck! I MAY be on durning the weekend but either away or on later at night.

Im just so busy its terrible! ~_~;; My teachers seem to want to overload me on homework right now so:
Teacher: well this is for homework blah blah...

Tori: *head desk* Doshite...mouu...v.v; Not cool!


So Im usually staying up into the wee hours of the morning and waking up around 6 AM....UGH I get like 4-5 hours of sleep so Im like a zombie..so tired..

Anyways, Forvie me guys and sometime soon I'll update when I can.
Love you all! If you reaaalllyy want to talk though you're more than welcome to give me a call.

...also...


I GOT A CELL PHONE!!!!
EEEEEEEEEEEEEE
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Monday, January 9, 2006

OMFG
OMFG
OMFG OMFG







I FINISHED MY BELLY DANCER OUTFIT!
OMG...
Im SO *beep*ing happy!!!
I got it done around 10:12....YESSS
>3 YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
*runs around*
I just need two more to go and maybe one more...then I am DONE!
Inspiration MAX
I KNOW I shall finish them! I KNOW! RAAWWWRR
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whee
Time: 12:00

mood: Hungry/overly happy


song: "Shan-gri-la"- ?

Anyways!
Hello fellow viewers!
:D I am over 1000 posts, whoopie! *cheers happily and squeaks*
Yes, I am slowly becomming popular...MAYBE...I guess..
I also got my Apron too...EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE I LABU YOU RICK! Your mum rocks and shes awesome to make my apron! Much thanks and hearts!

ahem..
Ok..
soooo Anywho!
Yes, Im hyper and hungry...and overly happy..BAD cobination..Cause Im acting totally weird. *shrugs* Oh well.. I might as well deal with it because I cant stop being giggly squeaky! (Hhehe...I like that giggly squeak!)
We tried making a human pyramid today in ROTC....totally lost due to some people..*sigh* I was bottom (No you freak, dont think that way..wait..why did I say that..DOH)
Katy was freaking out and apologizing millions of times (hey sounds like me) and I told her I was fine and I thought it was actually helping my back! I can BEND :D But we shall try again Friday! whoo, cause that was fun.
Hopefully Tim wont make us all laugh again.. ngh..Cause he goes behind us and sings "I like big butts and I cannot lie..." hence all of us causing a domino effect and laughing. Montero pushed me to the ground cause I was still up after everyone fell so I got all dirty.. *makes face* ew.. Oh well, not that bad. Just some grass. ^_^;

Hum ho..So..Umm Ok wait! Tell me if you get this and if so, explain what it means:
"Im chilly like frito pie"
(BTW, If I have already asked this question then dont answer..cause that'd be unfair!) I wanna see how many people actually get it.
^_^ so far only 2/12 have! XD;;

Uhm..So anyways I must go now, TA TA!

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Sunday, January 8, 2006

1000 hits ..check previous two posts

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Naked
Time: 11:15 PM

Mood: tranquil

song:"Naked"-??


Naked-

Under this midnight sky
With you here by my side
Theres nothing that I could hide
You know me better than anybody else

All of myself revealed
There is nothing I could conceal
My soul is yours to steal
Take me wherever you want to

Baby Im naked, Naked with you
Feels like the first time
Im tremblin shakin my hearts overtaking, yeah
Feels like Im falling, all over again
Baby come and take me
Im tremblin, shakin
Im naked with you

Whenever your awake
Its almost like Im afraid
I only wanna stay
caught up in these stolen moments

Lets loose ourselves tonight
Forget the world for a while
Make love til morning light
Take me wherever you want to


>_> Thats like half the Lyrics but I seem to get a fetish to post songs now.. Oh well..I think this song rocks!
It sounds so kinky but is very pretty.

Yes, I am a dork I know...I read lyrics or listen to them to understand how the artist is placing the feelings.>_> Im so weird..
Anyways
In my post below, I forgot to put something.
I found this awesome design your own tea set for $10...Im going to beg to get it <3 Its sooooooo cooooll
<-- Weirdo
Selen: And a sucker for romance!

*blush* SELE! D>

Selen: *goes back to book*

ahem...well lets see..Im still waiting..umm yeah! so..uh..I dunno..
Ta ta hun

Ushicon is on its way


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Saturday, January 7, 2006

Busy day
Time: 9:26 PM

Mood: Good but can be better or worse

song: CandyMan- Aqua..now Death Cab for Cutie- They Might be Giants

Umm lets see..
I woke up, ate and then did all my chores...ugh which was a big pain.
And then took a quick shower and got dressed and ready then looked around with Krys and Chris for apartments.
There was a REALLY nice one...^^ I thought it was so pretty but terribly expensive.
Then we went to the fabric store and got material for Krys' outfit and I found this REAAAALLLLLLLYYY soft material..I kept touching it and I hugged as this one person passed by and gave me this odd look. ^_^;;; Yup, I still wish I that material...it was so soft..I could have made a blanket or something....ee..

Then we came back home and Rick gave me these pics he drew..*blush* I cant believe he drew one of them but he did..NARGH RICK! I cant believe you drew it! >_< *blush*

Anyways, Krys, Chris, and I looked through pics of old things and I found a bunch of pictures of when I was younger...wow my hair was curly and long..Krys said I need to grow it out again, which I will. *hears Nii-san cheering silently*
I also found SO many embarassing pics of me...1 of them was when I was a pumpkin..*sweatdrop* Many more but I shall not mention them...for they are embarassing...
I thought it was very nice and then we ate pizza...I could only have two cause I got a stomache... ._.;;
Then we watched Home Movies...I still am shocked at how I was such a squeaky person...Ok Ok I know I still am but imagine this: If you think Im squeaky now...imagine how it was when I was 5..I was like a walking squeaker...Much to my Family and Krys' laughter. Also my mob of curls and tied in braids and stuff...ugh...I hated my hair...My mum always stocked up on Tangle-Free spray..Yes my hair was that thick and curly. *sigh* I MIGHT bring some pics if you want to see them that badly...but you're going to have to request it!

Hmm..I am most likely going to be busy kinda tomorrow as well.. -.-;
I have to clean some more and do HW.. ngh..also sew since My mum's friend couldnt come today! ;__;
Oh wellll.

Hope everyone has a goodnight

^^;; Maybe I'll get lucky..

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Friday, January 6, 2006

Well Now
Time:11:45

mood: Pretty good actually

song: Random songs


Well currently in BCIS again..hehe I do my work really fast and in advance :3 Hooray.

Anyways, Hope everyone is feeling a tad better atleast after that one post.
Im sadly, eh..Im pretty good..I'll post more about that another time though .

Anywho!
Played "Flicker Ball" in PT today for ROTC....it was fun but so confusing at first.
Im pretty far on my belly dancer outfit finally!! Im so happy! All I have to do are the sleeves and finish up the skirt and Im done!
Then that means 1 dress and a pair of pants to go.. *sweatdrop* And as well as another outfit maybe (If Tim wants one)
I wish I had more time and Im starting to feel like some people are using me, like just because I can sew that means that I can just push all my other projects away and take care of theirs.
*shrugs* The two outfits are for my bro and his GF but thats b/c I pormised them and they are REALLY busy. I actually never seen them until Midnight or so. (They have work from 8am-12am) Or once college begins again, they will have that as well. So Im just helping out and thats a good enough excuse but, its like others are like: Oh well..can you do mine? Just this one part.
Me: Uh..I can try, I can guarantee anything. Im busy

I thank Rick though SOOOOO FRICKING MUCH! His mum is making me a Apron for the Alice outfit and lending me belly dancing jewerly (his sis is a bellydancer as well) I lost my bellydancing jewelry durning our move so I was mad. But Im so glad hes helped me out alot for this!
Many thanks!
I just hope I'll not be as busy this weekend since everyone seems to want me.
*sigh*

Selen: ... I wont say anything.

*rolls eyes* Yup

I cant wait to get home after practice and just relax.

Well I must be off.

Toodle Lou!
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Thursday, January 5, 2006

Ngh
Time: I dont have my watch

Mood: le sigh

song: DJ Ross- Emotion

I swear Im getting addicted to this song.

Anyways, I am starting to think, alot of us desprately are stressed out right now.
So...I think alot of use should go alone into some place by ourselves, or heck with someone else whose down. And just cry. I mean it to..Dont be all "But thats so weak" or "Childish" Cause its not, we all need a good cry..no matter what age we are.
"Sometimes I feel you're gonna break down and cry ...I wanna see you shine deep and you'll never be lonely, lonely "

I know Im most likely going to cry tonight for once and let it all out...I'll say it to! I will cry and release all of this pent-up saddness or whatever it is.

Selen: Well now...I havent heard you say this before...Its good though.

Yeah, but still...I hope you all the best. We may be all having some issue, whether anyone knows it or not.
Im also willing to listen if you need to talk. *smiles* I care so much for you all and I know we need someone to confine in. So, Im up but it doesnt matter. If you ever think, that no one cares, well..I do for one thing.

Anyways, as I was saying.
Just try and lets all look up to something we truly look forward to..I know I have something but thats a secret now ;)

Everyone have a great day and I Love you! Dont forget that either as well.. *smile*




~Force of Gravity~

Remember the days I still could breathe
Now I'm sinking beneath, the waves are crashing over me
The empty space I lay between
Is all that's left of where our love was meant to be

The force of gravity

Do you cry your eyes asleep?
Is it peace you seek at night when your body's weak?
Did it leave you with the scars, of a war-torn ravaged heart?
Do you cry your eyes asleep?


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Wednesday, January 4, 2006

Life
Time: 8:52 PM

Mood: mixed

Song: "Life"-Yui

Life~* By Yui

In the city I'm not used to that's full of dirt,
I can't laugh the same and I walked with my head down
People pass by in a quick pace
I ask "has their dreams come true?" But I'm still struggling

I want to try living in the present
rather than returning to my childhood
It's my nature to be a coward

If I go to a sunny spot and stretch my arms out,
I wonder if I can go beyond the sky
that's what I thought

The wings I use to fly away are still invisible
It's because it's not simple that I can go on living

I just picked up a wet puppy
and for a while, I laughed so much that tears spilled
"I want to be loved, I just want to be loved"
is what I said. It's no good just to ask for it

I went to a sunny spot and tried holding your hand tightly
I will destroy that place, that time so I can change my life

But I really can't express everything that's in my heart
It's because it's not simple that I can go on living

I went to a sunny spot and spread out my map, but
I know... You know... that even the path of doubts can't be helped
I can change my life

All the days that have passed make up the me that's here now
It's because it's not simple that I can go on living


Thats also a good song...I dunno why but Im in the mood to post songs I like alot.
Anyways~
Lets start of with how I feel right now: Weird
I feel sorta depressed...Im desprately wanting Ushicon to come closer and closer...Im so desprate..I think maybe more desprate than alot of you.No, dont take it rude either ^^; Im just saying, if you think your life sucks right now..mine is just like yours but pretty deep with alot of stuff I *wish* I wasnt in.
Oh well.
Selen: I wish I could just tell them something..but SOMEBODY wont let me

Well duh! Cause I wont tell a thing. >/ You'll have to choke it out of me.

Im just so curious...why do people do things they do? I mean, I wont go off..but Im just so curious, I know the answer but what do you guys think?
Eh, I just really need a big hug...I miss alot of people so much that Ive been so upset...I havent been this upset since a little bit before Onicon but that wasnt as bad as this. Geeze, I just get so distressed, NARGH! mkay..must think..happy..got to be happy..

Selen:...Tori you dont always have to be happy..

No, I HAVE to..so..lets make this a happy post..

Um....
............
....................
I got the top to my belly dancer outfit done~ Im finishing the rest tomorrow...heh ^^;
Thats about all the good news I have actually.

So um..
ur..
Tata?


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