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Friday, March 25, 2005
Since you've been gone...
Time: 1:14 PM
current song: "Since U Been Gone" By Kelly Clarkson
(This songs seems to suit me a bit right now)
Okies, right now Im just....blank.
I've been thinking of all the stuff thats been going on right now.
My friend who wouldnt talk to me and posted all this stuff on her LJ and such, but thankfully we are on speaking terms....kinda sorta so we're slowly developing our friendship back.
Now its my friend..I wont say the name since I dont want to do that. But he...really likes me...And I dont think of him that way, and so hes been really annoyed lately. I would talk to him on AIM and he would be rude and offend me alot with some of the things he says. I know his past girlfriends and thought deeply about it. I only want to be his friend, hes been so close to be besides Bob and I dont want to lose that friendship..He thinks Im ignoring him and then gets more annoyed. Im sorry for whatever I did . Hopefully he'll be ok soon...
I know its been a really big break on me, first my friend and I fought and that competely tore me up but when just as I begin healing a bit, this happens. So now Im back at point 1. Also I've been thinking about my past....I know maybe a couple people have had the same experience but mine seemed scarring.
I thought about my most tramatizing experience of getting raped..and dreaded it. I guess thats why Im so nervous when so guy I dont know touches me or something. But oh well, past is past I guess.
Thankfully, if I didnt have my friends...I dont know where I would be (most likely alone, sitting while everyone else talks around me)
So, thank you guys. All the friends I made at the conventions and all the friends I've made in my city.
Now , Phlinx my dear, I care for you and hope to get to see your smile again (Kinda..O_o ..behind The mask)And I hope you know I'll listen to your ranting. As anyone else's of course! Thats what Im here for! To listen to you all and hope you guys get better. ^_^
Cant wait to talk to you all sometime! woo!
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