Wednesday, July 6, 2005

Back Again! ^^ Yay Yay
Time: 4:04 PM

Mood: Glad to be home! ~_~

Song: Nothing currently

Well Im back from Texarkana!
It was okies, I got to see my Uncle again with his Japanese wife (My Aunt) and my cousins! :3

Oookkk Lets start from Sunday since thats where I left off.
SUNDAY: Went to Sea World with Lauren and her family! ^^ Hooray ness, It was much fun. Though REALLY hot! X_x; Auuugghh I think I nearly died. Oh well, we still had fun :3 heh When we got back we were deciding what to go do for dinner. I suggested Little Italy (so I can snag those mozerella sticks! XD) Buuuttt when we got there it was CLOSED! >_< So we went to China Sea, some Chinese buffet...there was SUSHI! <3 *squeal* I ate sushi and stuffs till we were all stuffed! Got back, packed up and went to bed around Midnight.
MONDAY: Woke up around 6AM T_T uuggghhh..I took a shower then we loaded the car and drove off. Durning that day I had forgotten if was the fourth of July oh well...Anyways, the car dive was LONG..ngh..But I mainly napped and read Count of Monte Cristo while listening to my CD player.
We stopped at this one restaraunt for Lunch and they had REALLY good biscuts. ;3 mmm ^^ I orderd this burger that was SOO FREAKING HUGE! O_O GAWD...I ate like half of that and then whined about being full.
Finally got there and met up with my Uncle, grandmother, etc etc. The got ready for the Vistitation at the Funeral home. Once we got there I met up with my granddad's childhood friends and other family members that remembered me..but I dont remember them!! O_o; I had to wear a dress...ick.Ateast it was black and asian like! :3
I entertained my two little cousins since they were a bit upset..so yuppers.
*Warning depression part right here* I was the first "brave soul" to follow my mum and uncle to go see my Grandad...I got into the room and took one step in it then saw him lying there. I stared and didnt say anything at all. I didnt really go up close since I was kinda nervous too. I started crying a bit and went to another room to calm my nerves. I shall call that room the "Bearing" room since alot of people went in there to calm down. My one little cousin, Alisa. who is going in thr 4th grade along with her little kindergarden sister cried when they saw him and clung to my uncle. It was sad to see them like that, especially Rena (youngest) she didnt let go of my Uncle's leg. Alisa told me later on how she was both scared and sad about it. I understood.
*End of Depressing part 1*
Left the Funeral Home and went to some other restaraunt that was ACTUALLY OPEN and ate..though I only had a glass of lemonade and a biscut since I wasnt hungry really. My brothers and dad played games with me and we joked around alot. I overheard my mum talking about me, embarassing stories of course so I turned around and she stopped and looked at me. I smirked and said,"Mum this is what you're doing" and I used my hand to motion talking,"This is what you need to do" I replied and stopped my hand from the motion. My dad started laughing and gave me a pat on the head saying that was one of the greatest "gotcha"s he saw. ^^ hahahaa
Well later on that night I talked to Kevin. ^^; Though I had to leave since my mum and I were going shopping since my little brother was a DUMMY AND FORGOT HIS BOXERS! >_<
So we went to the store and looked around...there was only ONE size of his and those..glowed in the dark *snorts and giggles* My mum and I started laughing so much.
Checked out and were driving back..I asked my mum what was wrong since she was smoking and looked tired still. She and I talked about her childhood and all I can say is...My grandad was kind of a selfish bastard. But yet she still remained with him....
I cant say what she told me since Its not my place and I MAYBE will tell a couple of people if you're truly curious.
Got back, went to bed (haha my OWN BED TOO!).
TUESDAY: Woke up around 8 AM due to my Mum! >_< nghhh no fair. Took a shower and then went to breakfast where I ate a muffin and drank some juice. ^^ Went back to the room and read my book while doing some paper work then got ready for the Funeral that day.
Ok guys, this is going to be DEPRESSING! Im just warning right now again..So You may skip this part now if you wish. K?
~Funeral~
Once we arrived at the cemetary, everyone seemed to lose they smiles and everything seemed silent. There was a little bit of chatter and a couple of smiles of how are you's and such then it began.
I was in the back with my brothers and dad since my mum sat up front with my Uncle. I didnt cry strange enough since all I did was just stare at the coffin..I couldnt help but think some of what he was saying wasnt true...I heard my little brother sniffling and my dad kinda teary eyed. My older brother and I remained silent and non-emotional....that is..intill my mum came up to speak. She didnt speak about the bad times since it seemed, um well..I'll just tell some of you guys later..(dealing with the past and durning her 3 week stay in atlanta) She then began choking up and they let her off. that when I started to get teary eyed and some slide down my cheeks.
It ended and Travis sobbed quietly as Chris and I hugged him then I watched Alisa and Rena for my Uncle. Everything was not right it seemed and I felt weird.
Then I remembered what my mum told me the night before..My Mum was the ONLY one by my Grandad's bedside...she saw him die..And I felt weird more.
~End depressing scene~
We left and went to this restaraunt called Dixie's...O_o But the funny part is about Texarakana.....its in both Ark and TX!! XD (hence the name)
So as we were driving down "State Border Ave" I replied "Hey! Im two place at once!" soo now I've done it! ^^ I was at two places at once! :3 hahaha. So one side of the street was TX and the other was Ark! Weird huh!?
Later that evening I babysat as the adults went for drinks and then when they came back we packed up and went to bed...but not after Chris and I listened in on my Mum's and Uncles conversation. >_>
TODAY: Got up early and took a shower, loaded the car and left. It was a kinda annoying car ride since I was pretty much really cranky due to lack of sleep and those damn motion sickness pills! >_< Hmm thats about it and here I am! No time for shout outs since Im tried..and I want to go eat! ^^
Ja'ne guys! Lots of <3
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