Thursday, August 18, 2005

damnit
Time: 8:38 PM

Mood: pissed/annoyed/thoughtful/upset BLLLLLLLAAHHH!!



It seems weird Seth that you and I are ranting in our posts today. Im sick of being all keeping this inside so Im going to inform you of whats been driving me to near anger.
Yet again. Bob!!!
Ever since school started he has seemed to shower me with notes about how he'll wait and if I never go to him he'll fly solo, or how he gave up everything just for me, well...YOU KNOW WHAT!! It upsets me...Since Devon is pretty much now USE to Bob doing this...She never once deserved this...NEVER ONCE...But yet here I am, listening as bob writes me sad notes about me and how I "dont want to open up" well SORRY..I DONT..I dont really like opening up to people! Blaaahhhh~~~~ >_< Then I confronted him face to face and gave him back his dogtag that he gave me earlier. I told him I dont like whats going on and he seemed to hold back alot and nodded anyways, then later on he hands me another note and it asks me to forgive him..I dont know..Since he seems to act so cheery and leaves this message about calling me sister again..I dont know..so..YEAH! I dont need this but oh wells.
Then with my *BEEP* *BEEEP**BEEP* BEEEEEEEPPPP* They NOW want all the information we have and my mum was crying as we were driving back home from picking me up. Her cell phone bill is...around 600$, she owes the lawyer about $5,000, and now she needs to pay a plane ride to go to West Plam for a court thingy...it just ticks me..She never once deserved this..not after all I know about whats happened with her..heck no!! Soo just grrr~~~!!!
Sorry about ranting like this but this shall be one of my rare things of rants and such. So dont worry, I'll be better.. Heck, I feel better after just ranting about this.
I love you all very much and Im glad you understand how I need to rant once and awhile, tis just one of my rant days.
But onto better things:
Had an officer's meeting today and I get there around 7:50 AM ish and I thought the meeting started so I poke my head in and everyone is just talking and then suddenly stare at me. I spot the others and go sit with them, tripping slightly and earning laughs from devon, sarah, and tim ^_^;;; I cant wait to see our fishies who will work under us! >3
The durning 3rd we were talking about personal spaces and then Col. asks what the men with white gloves in japan do, devon replys "they jump in front of trains!" ..it was too funny. Devon, you wont be able to live that down! XD
Then after school, devon and I walked around with Rick talking/ranting about stuffs, bumping into Ryan and Hereka..¬ ¬ stalkers! Everytime we walked passed each other we would point and ask why we were stalking the other. ^^;; twas weird... anyways.. Off I go now.. Tata!

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