Wednesday, January 4, 2006

Life
Time: 8:52 PM

Mood: mixed

Song: "Life"-Yui

Life~* By Yui

In the city I'm not used to that's full of dirt,
I can't laugh the same and I walked with my head down
People pass by in a quick pace
I ask "has their dreams come true?" But I'm still struggling

I want to try living in the present
rather than returning to my childhood
It's my nature to be a coward

If I go to a sunny spot and stretch my arms out,
I wonder if I can go beyond the sky
that's what I thought

The wings I use to fly away are still invisible
It's because it's not simple that I can go on living

I just picked up a wet puppy
and for a while, I laughed so much that tears spilled
"I want to be loved, I just want to be loved"
is what I said. It's no good just to ask for it

I went to a sunny spot and tried holding your hand tightly
I will destroy that place, that time so I can change my life

But I really can't express everything that's in my heart
It's because it's not simple that I can go on living

I went to a sunny spot and spread out my map, but
I know... You know... that even the path of doubts can't be helped
I can change my life

All the days that have passed make up the me that's here now
It's because it's not simple that I can go on living


Thats also a good song...I dunno why but Im in the mood to post songs I like alot.
Anyways~
Lets start of with how I feel right now: Weird
I feel sorta depressed...Im desprately wanting Ushicon to come closer and closer...Im so desprate..I think maybe more desprate than alot of you.No, dont take it rude either ^^; Im just saying, if you think your life sucks right now..mine is just like yours but pretty deep with alot of stuff I *wish* I wasnt in.
Oh well.
Selen: I wish I could just tell them something..but SOMEBODY wont let me

Well duh! Cause I wont tell a thing. >/ You'll have to choke it out of me.

Im just so curious...why do people do things they do? I mean, I wont go off..but Im just so curious, I know the answer but what do you guys think?
Eh, I just really need a big hug...I miss alot of people so much that Ive been so upset...I havent been this upset since a little bit before Onicon but that wasnt as bad as this. Geeze, I just get so distressed, NARGH! mkay..must think..happy..got to be happy..

Selen:...Tori you dont always have to be happy..

No, I HAVE to..so..lets make this a happy post..

Um....
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I got the top to my belly dancer outfit done~ Im finishing the rest tomorrow...heh ^^;
Thats about all the good news I have actually.

So um..
ur..
Tata?


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