Thursday, April 20, 2006

You know you hate it when...
Time: 6:35 PM

Mood: sick/irratated/emu/calm/bleh

song:"Gravity Of Love"- Enigma
"O Fortuna velut Luna" "O Fortune like the Moon"
Turn around and smell what you don't see
Close your eyes ... it is so clear
Here's the mirror, behind there is a screen
On both ways you can get in
Don't think twice before you listen to your heart
Follow the trace for a new start
What you need and everything you'll feel
Is just a question of the deal
In the eye of storm you'll see a lonely dove
The experience of survival is the key
To the gravity of love
"O Fortuna velut Luna" "O Fortune like the Moon"
[Whispers]
[Woman :]
The path of excess leads to
The tower of Wisdom
[Man :]
The path of excess leads to
The tower of Wisdom
[Whispers]
Try to think about it ...
That's the chance to live your life and discover
What it is, what's the gravity of love
"O Fortuna
velut Luna" "O Fortune
like the Moon"
Look around just people, can you hear their voice
Find the one who'll guide you to the limits of your choice
But if you're in the eye of storm
Just think of the lonely dove
The experience of survival is the key
To the gravity of love.
"O Fortuna
velut Luna" "O Fortune
like the Moon"
--end--

I dont know why Im in such a pissy mood but I seem to snap alot lately.
Selen: Maybe its just this whole.."TAKS" thing..or just certain people..

Yeah most likely Selen, heh..
Shes been my sanity these past few days I guess..*shrugs* eh oh well.
I think I need to stop thinking so much cause it doesnt help much. X.X
Like whose a true friend or not ya know? I always wonder that, since *naive* me seems to get stabbed in the back alot it seems.
Oh well, Im starting to not care anymore. Im just starting to close-up again like last time so before I know it I wont be able to tell anyone how I feel.
Yeah, I dont particualr like telling it or if I try and say something, all I get is a B.S answer.
Like if Im angry, I am so called "cute".....That pisses me off more.
Selen: *shudder*

Ugh! *hits head on desk* I*smack*Hate*smack*People*smack* who call me CUTE when Im mad! >____<
*deep breath*
Ok Ok calm is me..

Selen:...*goes to room*

*Sigh* Shes been doing that lately, she'll disappear for a period and just lock herself up in there, it worries me.
Since..shes *never* this *shrugs* Shes just been so...out-of-it sometimes..
eh onto other things..something more..um..POSITIVE.

Ok, well Im going to Steele Prom with my bisexual friend Paul :)
Such a sweetie, and I know he seems to try and bug the crap out of me until I say something to him. heh.

well.Im off.
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