Monday, November 3, 2003

way too much of everything
i am so so lost
inside this little head of mine
my grandmother died
and i'm not going to the funeral
i refuse to remember her as dead
i will remember her as playing
with me
on the beach
there's too much of everything
to keep me sane
too much sex
and lust for drugs
too much fanfiction
to let me sleep
and too little of me
inside this head of mine...

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Monday, October 13, 2003

   dazed or drugged...dazed vs drugged
honestly, tomato is a funny word. who came up with it?
dazed or drugged:
which song from Inuyasha makes you cry when you're depressed?
dazed vs drugged:
if Inuyasha and Fluffy ever got in a real bad ass fight, who would win? or would Kagome just sit the pup and end the fight?
it's all so mixed up, and what's with the colour TOMATO?
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Monday, October 6, 2003

   *begs*
please people! focus here! we're trying to take over the world...no, i mean we're trying to brainwash you...G.Dit! we're supposed to get to know each other, have fun. please turn on your profiles! i have nothing to do! i was trying to go to every Inuyasha related user account, but so many i can't get to! the comp says that the profiles are turned off. take the time to click the "on" switch please. i'm begging you...
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   blah *sticks out tongue*
you know, i'm usually in class not doing my work when i write on this. wow. how un-need-to-know.
why does that wierd dude suit my mood right now? i have no idea, but it does.
i'm really behind on my work, but i'm still not doing it. i'll do it at home, where i have a lot easier time.
eventually i'll scan some of my fan art, and none fan art that's really pretty. i have to say, i'm not too bad of an artist. i can't figure it out either.
i own the Inuyasha movie, and the FAKE movie! did I already mention that? well, whatever. I also have vcds from China Town in NYC! i'm so happy!
i'm gonna ask my dad to buy me the Inuyasha dvds for my birthday. i'm broke, and i'm a good daughter! i deserve good presents!
i love presents! anyone wanna send me any?
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Saturday, October 4, 2003

   fuzzy wuzzy angtsy ff
i really shouldn't read angtsy fanfiction with character deaths, or abuse. it really does nothing to cheer me up. i almost cried reading a FAKE ff last night that had a character death in it. okay, now that i can read that, it shokes me how pathetic that is. i cry over the stupidest things, and none are really sad or worth crying over. pathetic. well, whatever.
i highly reccomend reading fanfiction. especially of your fav animes/mangas. people do think that ff is lame, but i find it fun. even if you know exactly what happens to the characters in the real anime, reading little what-ifs that sometimes have more imagination that the anime is fun, to me at least. now i'm not saying you HAVE to go and spend two hours online reading fanfiction of Inuyasha, but if you don't i may have to send my killer bunnies-on-crack to each and every one of your homes and FORCE you to watch 48 straight hours of Dawson's Creek, the Final Episode. yep, you'll watch it again and again and again until you go insane [i watched and liked Dawson's Creek and cried during the final episode]. and i will have enough bunnies to go around, no worries. com'on, they DO procreate like rabbits ya know.
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Friday, October 3, 2003

   heh heh
i'm still not doing my homework, or my classwork. i haven't been sleeping enough to give a damn. those teachers can kiss my ass. i won't work unless i wanna!
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Thursday, October 2, 2003

   insane crazy
I have completely snapped. I am laughing at everything! It's not even funny, but it is! I just haven't gotten enough sleep for over a week. Hey! That rhymes! That's funny! Oh, I need sleep, but I'm not tired! I'm insane crazy. Where did that come from?
Oh, anyone know where I can buy Fruit Basket? I'm in love with the English voice actors. Really, I would steal them and keep them for myself and maybe share them. Maybe.
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Tuesday, September 30, 2003

   so so sick
yes, i am sick. i've been sick since last Tuesday, or was it Monday. never fly on an airplane when you are sick and running a fever. take my word for it, you get airsick. blah.
at least i've spread my sick-ness around my high school, infesting lotsa people with a cold. i am so happy, but i am also sick. how counterproductive.
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   i'm in school, or am i?
doing school work when i can go online and do nothing is not my idea of fun, so i'm not doing my school work, even though i AM in class.
i've been enjoying this whole idea theOtaku has, so let me say this:
to placate your fears
i've become the devil
to heal your soul
i've become a goddess
but to make you happy
i am me.
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