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• 1992-06-04
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• 2006-06-23
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• Torching you and killing myself.
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• Caitlin...

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• I liked Sailor Moon shoes when I was little...
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• To torch people and kill myself.
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• Playing with my dogs and such and being online. COLORGUARD!!!
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myOtaku.com: bitchy-bitch

Wednesday, February 7, 2007

...Sorry.. I'm annoying... you don't have to even bother to read.. it'd be pointless.
Ello.. Welcome to my Hell.

This morning sucked...

Got yelled at and like dragged outta bed...
My dad's being an asshole more now.. again.
I wish he weren't laid off because then I wouldn't have to deal with that shit again...
I didn't want to go to school today.. I didn't feel good because I had a headache and my back really hurt and such things like that. My mom kept yelling at me... I sat down on the stairs and leaned against the wall and was falling asleep and she was telling me to get up and go to the car supposedly.. but I was like asleep so I didn't know. Then she like yelled in my ear and wouldn't stop tapping her annoying ass shoes on the floor. She kept saying stuff and making my headache worse, I kind of snapped at her. I told her to shut the fuck up because I didn't feel good and I threw my glasses at her. I went to push my glasses off the step of the stairs but I stepped on them instead accidentally. =\ Oh well, they're shitty anyways. She got wicked mad... but later she said she might make me get contacts... I don't think it will happen though. i asked her if I could get contacts a while ago and she said no. Oh well... then my dad got home from dropping my sister off at school and he got mad and started yelling at me.. he like grabbed my arms and tried pulling me up but I pulled back because it was hurting my back more. When he finally did get me up he was pushing me and only way I've been able to get out of his grasp was bye sinking down to the floor or atleast trying to. Then I was sitting there and he stopped for a second and then tried making me move by kneeing me in the back...and he like had his hands pressing in on my shoulders and they slid to around my neck... and he tried pulling me up... Then I forget how exactly but he got me to the other side of the dining room and kneed my back again and then went to the kitchen and put dishes in the dish washer. Then he was picking up stuff on the floor and go mad and started yelling in my ear wiiicked loudly and I started crying...then he grabbed my ankle and pulled me further across the room and my shoes came off and my jeans were sliding down but i had two pairs on because I'd get in trouble for the hole in them... Then he started sweeping and sweeping everything on me... Then he started screaming again and he took his belt off and hit the wall... honestly.. scared the shit outt me because he's hit me before... and I was afraid he was going to. He said something about when he was young if he did what i was supposedly doing that he'd be dead by now and that I probably should be that now. Then he had it in his hand still and was screaming into my ears and I was telling him to leave me alone and to go away and he got wicked mad cause I told im to shut up accidentally... He's done worse before... and I know this all seems pathetic .. so does anything else he does probably... but oh well... First time he did this kind of thing... i counted and numbered my bruises.. I had like 30... My dad hates me... and he even said he wished I was dead. Ben and Jonathan always say I'm emo all the tiem and that I should just cut cut myself somemore and such... Ben in a way made me get a cut on my wrist.. when he pushed me into the door and my arms all bruised and cut a little from it.. it's not as bad looking now though... And my mom has told me before she wished she never had me and never knew me or anything... I remember I just had ran into the woods when she went up and took a shower that day.... I just sat on a rock and wanted to just not be here... .. Fuck now I'm crying again..>_<.. skljfgnbjh Sorry.

Sorry I'm annoying I know... sorry..

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