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Wednesday, February 14, 2007


skrmnyjnm
Ello.. Welcome to my Hell.


I hate who I am.

I hate being alone... yet I don't like being around people really... just makes me all nervous.
I hate how I'm always bored, and I do the same things all the time and never seem to have anything ever to do.
I hate that things aren't how they used to be sometimes...
Things keep changing and I don't want some of them to.
But I can't help that fact...people have their own lives and me trying to do anything about keeping it the same would just ruin everything.
I'm sorry I can't be better...
I'm sorry for just being here in the first place.
I'm sorry that half it isn't even my own fault...but I'm sorry for it anyways.
I blame myself for everything wrong and I'm stupid for that.
I'm sorry for anything... and everything.
Involving me.. or sometimes even nothing to do with me really.
I'm sorry for everything else.
Oh well.....
It'd be better if I wasn't here to complain probably...
But sadly..
I'm too afraid to do anything about it but maybe one day....
Who knows.

There's so much more... but I just can't think of it to say but it just seems there is.

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