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Wednesday, May 2, 2007


Ello.. Welcome to my Hell.


im stupid and fucked up and i ruin peoples lives.

and im annoying and a worthless waste of life.

tomorrow i have to wear my short sleeved uniform for rotc..

and cuz i got so pissed off and upset n such i kinda did stuff and pressed down more then before the first few of like 20.

im so fucked up.

and before i didnt pressed down hard at all i just slid it across and id shower and itd be like pink lines and scab a little but i did it after the shower and and left it bleeding still a little before i went to sleep and the scabs are like more noticable...

maybe later when i shower again itll show less.

im a stupid fucking retard.

and i miss being james' friend. but i dont wanna ruin his life anymore i told him
and i said i didnt wanna fight anymore. and he got made and was saying shit about im not even trying and such and now i just regret ever to have met him because i made his life so miserable. no i still am so thatd be making not made. -_- i was a bitch to him i know... like telling him to shove a knife down his dick wasnt really nice,, but he got me real upset and i said things i didnt mean and yea...........

now i have no best friends at all cuz i hardly talk to brittany anyways. or see her. i got her a stuffed froggy from south carolina for a present ^_^ i hope i get to see her and give her it sometime. oh well.

i should die.

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