I'm worried about Brittany...
My parents kept wondering about why Concord Hospital called this morning. At that time it had no meaning to me. My dad kept asking and I had no clue, I told him to call back and ask since no one knew because no one had answered it.
Then I went to my mom's work and she asked me. Then she kept asking if I talked to Brittany today and I told her no but I did like earrrly in the morning. Then my mom said something about her mentioning that hospital before. Then that reminded me about her saying her mom wanted her to go to it, and about her post yesterday and all. Now I can't get the fact that Brittany might have gone there out of my mind, expecially since she isn't online and usually right now she is.
Thing is I don't see why I would get called if she did go though. I'm still worried though and no one would call to find out and I'm afraid to call her house and see incase it did happen. I'm such a stupid chickenshit, but it's sort of okay to be since I'm worrying about a friend though right? Basically my only like, in person friend.
Well, today's my parents 21st anniversary. Their marriage can drink! Happy Anniversary Mom, I know you're going to read this. I don't have anything for them though. =/ Oh, and Happy 4th of July everyone! I went to the fireworks last night and they weren't too bad. There was smiley faced ones I liked, though they were a bit distorted.
I have a wicked headache again. Ugh.
I start summer school next week until the end of the month I believe. I told my dad he had to take me with him to sign me up, Thursday through Saturday is signups for it. It's prolly going to be all boring.
I don't know why I have this habit of typing properly, but I do. =/
I'm basically trying to prolong this because it's only 11:52 PM right now. I have to wait till after midnight to post it so it'll be for tomorrow.
I think my brother just got home. Oh, and there go the puppies barking and storming out of my room. And they're back so quick, what the hell?
Ohh, I like this song. Yes I;m listening to my playlist on here. Bubbly is a good song. I'm singing along with it, hah.
My neck hurts too now, and I don't feel good.
Summer is boring and it stresses me out too bad. I just realized this. It sucks. It's only like two weeks into it though. I get so bored and stressed aout it that I'm on the verge of tears. I'm so pathetic. Ugh, only 4 mintues have gone by.
I haven't a clue what to talk about. All I can think of is I hope Brittany's okay... I miss how we'd see each oter all the time at school. It really sucks. I miss the young and innocent days.
I'm sitting here struggling for a thought of anything to say. Ugh! Whatever, I'm done I'll just wait it out. Woo hoo yes made it at exactly 12:00 AM!
Damn that was long...
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Nervous breakdown time. I'm gonna lose my fucking mind.
