So colorguard was fun.
Stephanie the new instructor is pretty nice.
Only two people came for "tryouts."
They didn't even have to tryout like do any flag work.
She said it was to "weed out the crazy people."
Obviously she doesn't know me too well, lmao!
Her dad's already a teacher at school too.
She's going to be one as well.
Her dad's a biology teach and she'll be an art teacher.
I'm taking biology this year, so maybe I could have him.
That'd be cool.
She said that if I get him he's pretty cool unless you don't do your homework.
My daddy might buy me a flaggggg...
I might go camping, and if I do I'm leaving tonight and gonna be gone till Sunday afternoon/night.
I don't know what to say anymore.
Hmmmmm... I want to go back to school now.
I want my mommy to take me fucking school shopping damnit!!!!
She probably won't take me.
She hates my guts.
All she does is bitch at me lately.
More than usual.
It's always things like,
"You never do anything."
"I'm going to have you're father permanantly disconnect your power because you won't do anything."
What the fuck else have my brothers and sister done?
Hell, what's she done?
Oh wow, Jonathan's gone all day spend time out whatever.
Yea I know he's got two jobs at the moment.
Kohl's and Hunt's pool or park.
Whatever.
He's never home.
Ben's home all day.
He gets a two week break now though while Kristina's at camp.
Otherwise, he's up in his stinky, piss bottle filled room.
Playing games and probably fucking his blow up doll and watching his Girls Gone Wild and Paris Hilton dvds.
Fucking pervert.
He already has a shitload of pictures on his computer.
It's gross.
It's natural I guess, but gross.
Krissy, gets anything she wants it seems.
Occasionally bitched at.
Camp for two weeks.
Bunch of new clothes for camp.
She doesn't need school clothes or anything because she goes to a Catholic school and has uniforms.
She has so many clothes, she shouldn't get so much more.
My mom, sits on her ass all day doing work on a computer and the phone.
HOW FUCKING HARD CAN THAT BE?!?!
Stupid bitch.
Then she comes home, and bitches about everything.
She thinks she works so hard at work all day.
Oh boo hoo, suck it the fuck up.
Hah, she's prbably reading this, and probably going to bitch at me for it.
Screw you, okay?
I'm sick of you.
Let me guess, you're getting pissed I'm bitching about things, and probably crying.
Don't really care honestly.
I learn from the best. =]
She comes home, bitches at everything.
Lays on the couch, bitches at anyone coming near her.
Or at least me that is.
If I try asking her something she gets all testy.
And she thinks the energy drink do it to me, HAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Your're stupid.
My dad at least works.
He's an electrician, she sells tickets mainly online.
It's not hard.
He actually has work to do, physical work.
Then she bitches and has him do new projects all over the house.
She buys stupid shit online all the time.
Not much lately though.
Our garage got over half filled once over the course af about a year.
It's saddening.
She blames it on being "unhappy."
She doesn't take care of shit she buys.
She should be refused a credit card damnit.
Oh, and I'm the only one that gets bitched at for "bad language."
My not even 7 years old yet sister swears and doesn't have jack shit done about it.
I'm sick of this place.
I'm a mistake in this house.
A truly, honest mistake.
Maybe I am bi-polar like she thinks.
Or maybe it's just the bitching that makes me go from happy to miserable and bitchy.
Half the time I just wanna go away permanantly.
But, I just can't.
No clue why.
But hell, at least I stopped some of those bad habits of mine. On the night before my brithday just before midnight.
I did a little one.
To try and see if it'd put it all behind me.
My brothers and mom still make fun of me and call me emo sometimes. -_-
Stupid fucking imbeciles!!!!!!!!!!
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