Friday, November 24, 2006

You know what fuck the whole damned world.

First off, Happy Birthday Brittany... Yup fuck the world because it sure as hell has screwed me over. People are pissing me off so fucking badly right now it is not even fucking funny. So yea, I'd just like it all to fucking end right now but sadly sure as hell it won't. I know, too bad for you you get the annoyance of me still. First things... some people fucking just say they want to do shit then when I try and do it they don't want to all the sudden anymore. Like someone.. they say they want to hang out, go to the movies, something like that. Then I invite them to the movies and it's just like "Oh I don't know." or "Oh I don't feel well." or "Uhh, no thanks." Sorry but it's true, and it kind of is annoying. Or also there's the last minute not wanting to do it anymore. Go through the work of cleaning my stupid gayass house and inviting over then all the sudden oh no i don't feel good i don't wanna come over. -_- sorry... but just.. grrrrrrrrrr... Then of course there my parents.. those fucktards that call themselves parents of me when they can't even take fucking care of anythign else so who the fuck cares about what they say. They don't do much.. and some of what they actually shockingly do, do. They get pissed about not having people be grateful for it. They can fucking deal with it. I do shit for them and they don't even notice and fuck it up and say I didn't do jack shit and I get bitched at for it again and then am told to do it again so I don't wanna do it and then I get in trouble. Fucktarded people >_<. like my mom she complains the house is dirty so fucking much even if its clean once in a while and has to change everything around and make it messy again and never finishes anything and when she like gets home all she does is bitch and complain and sit on her big fat ass and annoy the shit outta people goddamnit>_ and in the morning when she supposedly is trying to be nice nd wake me up she fucking threw 2 textbooks at my head the other day so i fucking went downstairs after her and threw one back and hit her right in the back .. she started crying.. stupid pathetic shithead then my dad loses his temper so fucking easy sometimes and he yells and yells and my mom yells and everyone yells... why the hell do u think i yell so god damn loud.. it from trying to yell over these people who are called my "family" family.. thats bullshit. honestly it is. and then all this stupid shit theyve done so i retaliate... yea... my mom threw my english book and my math book at my head... and was kicking me and stepping on me to try n wake me up.. and ive had a fucking headache all week so yeaaaaa.... kinda sucks... and im too lazy to clean off my bed so i sleep on the floor in y sleeping bag haha she like ran ish herself downstairs and hid on the stairs to her room i came downstairs with the lighter book and i heard her and then i walked quietly over there and the she ran by not knowing i was there then across the room i threw it and i hit her in the back..now shes being all bitchy to me sorry but the bitch deserves it for shit shes made happen she said she cares i got hurt but she made me get hurt half the time so yea she can go fuck herself yeaa.... i just yell really loud n tell her to fuck off.. and i can yell real loud.. and not like lil girly shrieks either.. lol>_ .... i cant think of anything else.. yea.... shes had my dad hit me so fucking much and my brothers hurt me too.... she like does stupid shit to try n wake me up and such and throws shit at me and hits me.. so i throw things back says i can get in trouble for supposedly like abusing her but like .. mostly its defense .. only sometimes its not... and they say shit they did to me wouldnt matter to cops anyways .. oo and i threw a kitchen table chair across the house and dented the garage door to the house just barely that was like 20 feet too almost smacked my dad upside the head with this hard ass pan but my mom had my brother fucking spray me with the faucet hose thingy so my hand was wet and slipped so the it went from like choking me pushing me against the couter to smacking the side of my head and making my earring fall out and my head bleed and ear bleed.. and first time he did shit cuz i didnt wanna go to a gayass parade and he tried making me go and held me up with his arm around my neck and also kicking my hip and tried to make me go downstairs and and i was sitting down like grasping to the bar trying not to fall down and get more hurt.. fucking ass... that was like a year ago on saturday exactly why not but i am more fucked up haha thats true bullshit eh oh well.. i havent hurt my dad.. tried getting him to stop and get away n stop hitting me or whatever and like hitting and pushing him away but doesnt work anyways... doesnt matter yea all that stupid shit happen.. plenty more but i dont feel like fucking typing anymore.. kinda too pissed off.. O.o bye byez

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