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Wednesday, February 15, 2006
PLEASE HEAR WHAT IM NOT SAYING
Don't be fooled by me .
Don't be fooled by the face I wear.
For I wear a mask, a thousand mask,
Mask that I'm afraid to take off,
And none of them are me.
Pretending is an art that's a second nature to me ,
but don't be fooled .
for god sakes don't be fooled.
I may give you the impression that Im secure,
That confidence is my name and coolness is my game.
That the waters are calm and Im in command,
And that I don't need anyone.
but don't belive me,
my surface may seem smooth, but my surface is my mask,
ever-varing and ever-concealing.
Beneath lies no complacence.
Beneath lies confusion, fear and aloneness.
But I hide this, I don't want anyone to know it.
I panic at the thought of my weakness or my fear being exposed.
That's why I franticly create a mask to hide behinde,
A nonchalant sophisticated fasade, to help me pretend,
To shield me from the glance that knows,
but such a glance is my salvation.
my only hope ,and I know it .
That is if it is followed by acceptance,
if it's followed by love.
It's the only thing that can liberate me from myself,
From myown self built prison walls,
It's the only thing that will assure me
of what I can't assure myself,
That Im really worhth somthing.
I don't like to hide it.
I like to play supreficial phony games.
I want to stop playing them.
I want to be the genuine and spontaneous me,
but you've got to help me
you've got to hold out your hand
even when that's the last thing I seem to want.
only you can wipe away from my eyes
the bland stareof breathing dead.
and only you can call me into aliveness...
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