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Tuesday, June 14, 2005


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hiya... yeah sorry i havent been updating lately, i know bad bad me...

ho hum, i have to backup all my files on my mom's comp
cause she screwed it up and wants to restart the whole thing

and yesterday my dog ate my homework
and she didnt stop there, she ate the book too.
brand new. my dad had bought it the day before
i was on, pg 22 or soemthing

yeah... so that sucked, but i got a new one (yay)
but i have to redo my homework (>.T)

wow... oh, and this is how social i have been
i see my dad and say goodbye everyday
we'll have talked for about 5 min, cause he just stays late to see if i'm alive and will walk the dog before 9 o'clock
(i wake up at 7 everyday)

then my mom goes out almost all day for various reasons (yet she stills complains how much work she does around the house)
and just before she leaves she'll tell to vacumn the rugs. ALL the stinkin rugs. $#@^&*$%&$!!!!

we have many rugs in my house...
and like i dont already clean the kitchen, inspect the floors for tiny little paw prints, wash the windows,
put the dishes away and load the dishwasher, put the clothes away,
fold my clothes (and sheets... i hate sheets), some other stuff, and the hardest most annoying thing of all. eating

there's soemthing wrong with me, because normally i obsses about eating, just cause it's fun and enjoyable and everybody does it
but now, it's such a chore, and every five secs when i'm in the middle of something, the phone will ring, and when they know it's me, they'll ask
did you eat lunc yet?

WHAT THE HELL? I EAT WHEN I'M HUNGRY.

yeah, i' think i'm done rambling, oh i went off topic
anyway, i have been very... well, not anti-social, just, not talking to anybody unless they say soemthing first that expects a response

my dad told me to talk to real people today...
huh?
yeah, you need to talk to real people today. the dog doesnt count. be social.

yeah... and everyday a 10 year old comes over my house to play cards with me
which gets tiring when you win every single game...
sigh... i'll learn to say no.... eventually...

mostly i'd prefer sitting... er, standing/pacing/napping/almost any postion
ok... i'd prefer just being with myself (the dog is ok cause she's fuzzy enough i forget she's there) and, well, i suppose it's daydreaming
cept, it's a different kind of... fantasy? it's like a fanfic or soemthing, only, i dont write really, it's more like a movie... my subconcious is creating....
but if it sucks i do rewind and edit ^ ^

yay for brains...

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yes, that's my brain... mush...

long today, huh? sorry...

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