Saturday, November 4, 2006

   Something poetic (I suppose)of the day
Hi Hi I just wanted to do something poetic I guess anyways here it goes

Tears
Locked up in a trunk
chained up and locked
throw into the deepest part of the sea
my mind is black
my body is motionless

Hitting the hard seafloor
Gasping for breath only knowing
I would die in a matter of Minutes

Warm liquid streaming down my face
A pain in my chest
I can't stop it
breathing hard wasting my air
I can't stop it

My fingers sweeping down my face erasing it
The Evidence

My mind racing so fast
It can't stop
memories of happiness and lost

'please don't go'
'I'll be strong'
'I will never cry'
'I don't think I can'

O that's right I can't do this
It's forbiden
It's wrong

Then how come right now at this moment it feel right?

It should be okay
Right?
Is this what you call
Really crying
is it because I'm sad?
Lonely?
Hurt?
Happy?
Why am I crying?
I think this is the first time I am crying
Somehow I feel I 'm relived yet hurt.

I wonder if this is the first time I have ever touched my tears



This is...
We met for the first time
With no special feeling throbing in our hearts
No urge to passionately touch each other
No interest in each other at all
Just someone we met

Only knowing the name
We keep bumping into each other
helping each other out
insulting and complmenting each other

Sitting on the bench waiting
Staring into space
we meet once more

With us two sitting next to each other
You listen
I talk

My heart feels lifted a little knowing that you listened

I see you waiting at a bus stop
going up you and I seem a little happy
What is this I never expected this

Somehow I feel refresh and nervous whenever near you
the moment you speak I feel my weight is lifted
I know this is the first time I felt this
Is it good?Bad?
Only heaven knows

You left on a trip
my heart is aching
I somehow feel lonely though I surrounded by people
I feel like crying every night because you aren't here

Getting a call from you "I'm coming back'
My heart is overfloaded by this happy sweet feeling
I'm rushing towards you
rushing
rushing
hears beating 100 miles a minute
Jumping into your open arms the minute you see me
yelling with all my might " I LOVE YOU"
For the whole world to hear and accept
I still wonder what is this feeling I have in my heart

I didn't do it~!!
Cold lifeless glass eyes starring up at me
Pale expressionless face turned toward me
A stream of deep red almost black blood flowing out of the mouth

'Sickening'
'what type of person would do that'
'I don't want to see your face ever again'

I can't go back
Accused over something I didn't do

'Why did you do this to me?!'
Your wrong I didn't!
I didn't!

Though it might be hard to prove it but I didn't do it
I'm innocent
It's all that persons fault
I just was at a wrong place at the wrong time

Too fill my curiosity
But I didn't do it
I was set up
I have no motive
No gulit
Please believe me
Believe me
Believe me~!!!!!

I didn't kill my only sister.



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