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Monday, June 23, 2008


   don't care
It worried me so much somtimes, that I'm getting left behind by everyone. My friends, sense summer started have all but completely left me behind, one of them was hanging out with me some but everytime i called shes was off with someones else. then she had to leave for vacation( I have no vacation, never). the only other two friends I have are either going away as well(plus moving) and I thought the last one had been hanging out with her boyfriend all this time but apperently she has time for everyone else but me. she calls me every now and them but even then she doesn't talk to me like she used too.
then theres my boyfriend, I don't know whats going on with him half the time. I woke up this morning, just to see him and he's not there. So i check the site we alwyas go to and he's there..he loggs off soon after I log in. and I check the shout out board, he's always leaving random things there. and he left," Would anyone care if I dropped dead, honestly?" and this kind of thing worries me. I'm always worrying about him, expescially when he leaves messages like that but he never tells me whats wrong until it gets to be a huge problem. I just wanna cry thinking about it.....don't have much else to say....

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