Thursday, July 1, 2010

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CURRENTS

current mood – blaaank, kinda gross
current hair style- straight down and slept in
current crush – Luke Pasqualino and Taylor Lautner haha
current thing I ought to be doing – shower? idk
current windows open –netflix, tumblr, weheartit, myo
current desktop picture – sailor moon :3
current book – Pretty Little Liars haha


LOOK AT ME

what colour is your hair – redd brown with black under. Like kristen stewart on the cover of Nylon
have any tattoos – haha a deathly hallows scar
straight hair or curly - its straight right now
how tall are you – 5'4

CURRENTLY WEARING
top – baggy gray tee
pants – pj pants >.<
shoes – none
necklaces – none
rings – gold heart with an H


THE LAST’S

last person you hung out with – domo, patty, makaya
last thing you said out loud – WHAT ARE YOU DOING?! STOP!
last thing someone said to you – idk whiny voices
last person you called – Valerie
last person that rang you – sister
last time you cried – yesterday in the theater at a deathly hallows trailer

THE DID’S
did you ever get into a fist fight in school – no lol
did you ever run away from home – haha, yea
did you ever want to be a doctor – no
did you ever do something you regret - idk.

THE DO’S
do you believe in god – not really.
do you know how to swim - sorta
do you like roller coasters – haha with my friends
do you think you’d make a good mom – better than some.

THE HAVE’S
have you ever been on a plane – yea
have you ever asked someone out – no
have you ever been to the ocean – yes.
have you ever gone fishing - no


THE WHAT’S
what are you listening to - nothing
what is the temperature outside – idk
what was the last restaurant you ate at - uhmm?
what was the last thing you bought – movie ticket
what was the last thing you had to drink – antioxidant juice
what are you watching on tv - nothing


THE WHO’S
who was the last person to be kind – my friends
who talked to you on the phone – sis
who is your current celebrity crush – taylor lautner obviously
who was the last person you said i love you to – dad?


CRYING SECTION
ever really cried your heart out – yes
ever cried yourself to sleep – yes
ever cried on your friend’s shoulder – yes
ever cried over the opposite sex – yes im sure
do you cry when you get an injury – not really, when i was little
do certain songs make you cry – yea!!

HAPPY SECTION
what can make you happy – twilight and harry potter, my friends, skins, LA
do you wish you were happier – YEA
is being happy overrated – wouldn't know.
can music make you happy – yes.


LOVE SECTION
how many times have you had your heart broken - a few.
has anyone ever loved you so much that they’d die for you – doubt it
has anyone ever said ‘i love you’ to you – lol yea



Five things you will find if you open my bag:
1. harry potter wallet
2. movie tickets for eclipse
3. license paper
4. mirrors
5. burts bees

Five things in my bedroom:
1. bed
2. tv
3. boxes of stuff
4. books
5. dvds

Five things I’ve always wanted to do in my life:
1. live in france alone
2. reach my goals
3. be an actress
4. be happy with myself
5. get my HP tattoos

Five things that make me very happy:
1. harry potter
2. my cat
3. reading
4. money
5. twilight

Five things I’m currently into:
1. harry potter
2. twilight
3. no appetite
4. hanging out with my friends
5. floral dresses

Five things on my to-do list:
1. goals.
2. move to LA
3. Act!
4. get more organized
5. save money

Five things some people may or may not know about you:
1. im sick
2. my weight
3. i have extreme paranoia
4. im ridiculously obsessive
5. i dont give up
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Tuesday, June 8, 2010

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well..
at first, I was doing good. My last week of school. I was SOOOOO busy I literally had no time to eat. Dropped a few pounds..but as quickly as that happened, I gained them back.
Sooo I officially started over a week ago. Im doing this detox month long thing..
but my system is so fucked up already, its not helping very much. Need something more drastic.
But I feel GREAT right now, aside from that uncomfortable lump I feel in my throat from not eating.
But the thing is, once I start, I never wanna quit. I haven't eaten, and I cant even IMAGINE eating now.
And the harsh reality is that sooner or later, I'm gonna HAVE to eat.
I'm at a loss.
but I'm feeling strong, and I'm gonna keep going until I have to stop.
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