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Tuesday, June 8, 2010


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well..
at first, I was doing good. My last week of school. I was SOOOOO busy I literally had no time to eat. Dropped a few pounds..but as quickly as that happened, I gained them back.
Sooo I officially started over a week ago. Im doing this detox month long thing..
but my system is so fucked up already, its not helping very much. Need something more drastic.
But I feel GREAT right now, aside from that uncomfortable lump I feel in my throat from not eating.
But the thing is, once I start, I never wanna quit. I haven't eaten, and I cant even IMAGINE eating now.
And the harsh reality is that sooner or later, I'm gonna HAVE to eat.
I'm at a loss.
but I'm feeling strong, and I'm gonna keep going until I have to stop.

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