Sunday, May 20, 2007

Thank You
Thank you everyone for all of the comments yesterday. It means a lot to me that so many of you care. And I am glad to be back. Hopefully I'll be here a long time. Nothing much happened yesterday. Britt came over yesterday and had to spend the night because of her mother's boyfriend. It was cool, though. and no, she didn't stay in the same room as me! That would be kinda of wrong!! Everything has been going good. I can't go back to school for a few weeks and I still have to go to doctors appointments to get things checked out. I'm not going to be able to do gym class anymore and I really like that class too. Well, enough with the bad stuff. The funniest thing happened. Ever scince I got home from the hospital my sister has been acting all motherly. She's been kind of taking care of me. She keeps checking in on me and stuff. She's being a little over protective, but I really don't blame her. When Britt came over she checked her out for weapons O.o. It was weird, but funny. This morning she yelles at me for falling asleep at the computer again and keeps telling me I should get more rest. Then my dad started teasing her and calling her mom. and she kept saying " Well, someone needs to care for my poor lance" and one time she called me her dear older brother. she never calls me that, it was kind of funny. I will be on for a while as long as I don't fall asleep again, lol. If anyone has any questions for me to answer in my next post, then let me know on a comment. Thanks and talk to you all later!
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Saturday, May 19, 2007

I'M BACK!!!!!!!
Hey everyone, I'm finally back home ^^ If you didn't know I've been in the hospital... I don't even know how long. A lot of things happened, but I'm ok. I just have to quit a few things even though I'm not happy about it. It's better being dead, though. Anyways, I will be on for a while, so if you want to talk, feel free to p.m me me. I have a message for britt: Thank you so much for staying with me the whole time. It means a lot to me and i love you so much.
Well, talk to you all later.
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Sunday, April 1, 2007

record deal
ok, well here's the news on the deal. we had a meeting yesterday for a few hours. we had to play a few songs and stuff like that. afterwards they told us that we were too young and that if we were older we would definitly get it. then they said that when we're 16 to come back and we've definitly got it. i was kind of annpyed about that, but watcha gonna do? i hung out at britt's last night, which was cool. my sister ended up calling me and tellingh me that my mom found an old notebook of my lyrics that were a little darker than she would have liked. then she started searching my room and found a few things that she didn't like. she's gonna put me on depression drugs again... which i don't neeed. any time she sees me sad, she makes me take them even if i'm not depressed. she gives me a 100 mg dose. that's a lot. a lot of the things that she found were from when i was all suicidal after my brother died. she still thinks i was cutting, but i'm not. she's eithr gonna

A.ground me
B.make me take a ton of meds
C. send me to a psychiatrist
D.send me away somewhere
E.all of the above.
she's pretty strict so i think it'd be e. so if i'm not on for a long time, that's probably why. i don't know what she's gonna do yet cuz mshe's not home and she's at work. i asked ym dad if i could go to jessie's to get away from her and he said no. so i'm pretty much dommed. well i hope nothing too bad happens so that i can continue to talk to you all. well, later!
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Friday, March 30, 2007

my sister can be evil TT
My little sister did something really bad to me. When I was asleep, she died my hair orange on me. It's seriously bright orange!!! And my meeting with the record company is tomorrow!!! I really hope it gets out. Last night was interesting..... a few details I am not aloud to discuss. I was a little annoyed today at school becuase or the orange hair. I got called Ichigo or Kurosaki all day. I eventually got fed up with it around lunch time. We had the funniest science class ever. Me and Jessie laughed our butts off. The teacher was saying some words innapropriately and kept saying them over and over. It was funny and she didn't even know she was doing it!!!! Then I ended up laughing so hard that I fell out of my seat. Then Jessie started laughing at that. It was a bitter sweet day. kinda good, kinda bad. Hope you all had a good day and I hope to b able to say tomorrow if i got the record deal or not.... hopefully it's a yes.. till next time!!
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Thursday, March 29, 2007

pretty good day
today was alright. some kid came into school and said he put ropes around himself and tried to pull himself up like on a pully with a treebranch. it was pretty funny. my science teacher was talking about american idol and giving the contestents fashion advice. it was funny because she dresses like an old lady when she's not really old. I made Britt happy today, though, which is good. she's been a little depressed lately and i ended up giving her a dozen roses and she was really happy. and i showed her a song i wrote for her. she was so happy and that made me happy. well other than that, nothing much. i had my martial arts lesson and won against my sensei again. he said tomorrow i'm gonna have to fight three people at once. that should be easy because i did that before. but the people i'm fighting against are supposed to be extremely skilled. well, i'm gonna leave you all with one of my favorite videos... i'm not okay (i promise) it's hilariouse and a must see.

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Wednesday, March 28, 2007

stuff
sorry i haven't posted in the past few days. i've been busy. britt ended up being missing for a little over 24 hours, but i found her. we had no school today, so my band and britt have been here all day and we'v had band practice. now i am definitly having that meeting with the record company saturday, so i hope it goes well and that we get the deal. i'm currently getting annoyed because my friend who has a crush on me is calling britt a whore and i'm getting mad. well, i'll be on here for a while n i might add something to this later.... so long and goodnight i'll c ya on the murder scene!
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Sunday, March 25, 2007

New-Ish Theme
Ok, so my theme is still mcr, but it's the famouse last words video for my theme. Right now Jessie (fmasoulreaper) and Chad are here right now and I just helped Jessie with his new site theme, so could you all please check it out? It would be very much appreciated. And Britt changed her theme to mcr too. So all three of us have almost the same theme. This weekend is fun for me so far. As I was saying Chad and Jessie are here. Adam was here earlier, but he had to leave at 6 p.m. We had band practice most of the day too. Tomorrow I might not be on for a while because me and Britt are going on a date and she should be very suprised with what I have planned. Well, I g2g right now, but I'll be back on later!
~ I'll be seeing you on the murder scene

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Wednesday, March 21, 2007

boring
today was really boring. jessie is ok, but didn't go to school today. i didn't have to deal with john because they gave him a 3 weeks out of school suspension for what he did to jessie. i had martial arts practice earlier. a bunch of girls tried to follow me to my lesson, but my sensei kicked them out. then they all folowd me home and couldn;t take a hint when i said i had a girlfriend. those fangirls annoy me!!! they keep trying to get me to ditch britt for one of them, which will never happen. hopefully my sister doesn't let them in the house like she did a few weeks ago! well ttyl!
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Tuesday, March 20, 2007

busy
sorry i haven't updated in a while. i've been really busy with things going on. i ended up going to school monday and felt perfectly fine this weekend. on friday jessie, britt, adam, and chad came over and we hung out. then adam, chad and jessie went home for a little bit and me and britt wre alone for 2 hours. then jessie came back over and he spent th night. on saturday i went to his house all day. yesterday i was at martial arts training all day to catch up and stuff. it was fun. i might be competing in a competition soon. we got out of school early because of a teacher's meeting. i might go to band practice today, i'm not sure, i know that i don't hav martial arts today. another thing about the band. there was ahuge fight between all of us and john (our bass player). he's been saying a bunch of crap about me and he's been saying and acting pretty nasty. i just finally realized it, though. we ended up being a fist fight between him and jessie. jessie got kinda banged up, but he's ok. i ended up having to break the whole thing up before any one got hurt too badly. then everyone yelled at john. in the end he said he was quiting the band. that really does suck, but jessie can play bass too so jessie will take over bass. i'm going over jessie's in a few minutes to see how he's doing and if john hurt him too badly, which i'm sure he didn't. well i'll be back later. hope you all had a good day!
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Tuesday, March 13, 2007

hello
hey, everyone. i had to stay home from school today and go to the doctors again because my sickenss got worse. the doctor said that he thinks it's the flu. my friends tried to visit me, but i was asleep. then britt went to her doctor today and her doctor told her that she's aloud to leave her house, but only a few hours a day. she ended up coming over to see me, but i was still asleep and my mother didn't want her to catch what i had so she had to go back home. so as you can tell today, i feel pretty bad. i've been throwing up a lot and i've been feeling really dizzy. my injury from saturday is getting better, it doesn't hurt as mutch. hope you all had a great day and that you feel better than i do.
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