Monday, March 12, 2007

hey
hello, everyone. i stayed hom from school today. i didn't feel well and well after the incidetn from the other day i'm still sore. my mom had to take me to the doctors and stuff. hopefully i'll be well enough to go to school tomorrow. i would've been on sooner, but my mom wouldn;t let me on. my friend jessie got a myotaku, his username's fmasoulreaper. so could you please visit him? thank you very mutch. i also have another song that i typed ysterday and forgot to post. hope you all like it ^^

STOP THE RUNAWAY

Can't you see this is getting crazy?
I'm tired of watching you cry.
I wish that all of this was just a stupid lie.
Then you'de be fine and you could be mine.
You talk like I don't know.
Where you may go.
I'm not gonna sit by and watch.
It's my time to help you out.
CHORUS:
Don't hop in that car and drive away.
Why can't you just stay?
I don't like to see you in pain.
Are you gping insane?
I'm gonna stop you at all costs from ruining your life.
[END CHORUS]
I can see you tryin to hitch a ride.
Why do you keep trying to hide?
Isn't what you've got good enough?
You have good friends and a lot of stuff.
Can't you see, it's also hurting me?
To see you walk out that door.
CHORUS 1X
Com back to reality.
Come back to rationality.
Why can't you realize that you've got me.
Is it that hard to see?
CHORUS 3X

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Sunday, March 11, 2007

last night
last night was prtty crazy! i had a few friends over last night. they were my friends from my band. well, my friend john is an idiot and decided that he wanted to pic a martial arts fight. he thinks he can fight because he watches naruto and inuyasha. he's totally unexperienced and well i am expirienced. then in the middle of it my friend jessie turned on music which was kinda funny because he said it would be just like in the movies. after that the worst things happened. i won the match and when it was over my friend john started dancing around like an idiot. he ended up kicking or tripping or something. he ended up kicking me really hard 2 times in the sensitive area for guys (i'm not saying th word cuz i'm sure you know what i'm talking about) it hurt so badly and it still or does!!! then i must've passed out something and my dad had to take me to the hospital to get checked out. my sister and my friend adam found it funny that i had to keep ice on it. and my sister kept saying really innapropriate things about it that an 11 year old shouln't know about. because of my friend i have to put medicine on it so that it won't swell up more and i have to keep ice on it. he felt rally bad for what he did, i'm still a little mad, but not as mutch as i was before. then adam wouldn't stop laughing and that annoyed me. and yes i know that whole thing kinda sounds funny. well other than that, my friend told us a shocking secret that w didn't know. but my friend jessie didn't seem too suprised. i'm probably not doing mutch today because my you kow what hurts really badly still and i'm probably staying in bed all day or something. i don't know. maybe i'll write more songs. i know that most of you have read my songs from my girlfriend's site and from a few friend's sites. well, if you haven't i'm posting a few, here they and and please let me know what you think. hope you like them and hope you all have a good day

ADDICTION:

Can you save the sanity in me?
Can you see the real part of me?
I fake a smile, a laugh a cry.
It's hard for me to try.
I'm weak inside.
It gets hard some times.
I hate what what I've become.
I don't like where it's coming from.
You can't understand or help me.
All you can do is stand back and watch my misery!
CHORUS:
I wish that I could stop the pain.
It haunts me everyday.
If you stay you're only in the way.
The knife gets too close.
This is the path I chose.
The blood down so I can't make a sound.
[END CHORUS]
Why does everything make a mess?
You just wait, I'll never fess.
I hate all this demanding.
All the feelings overloading.
It overwhelms me!

CHORUS 1X
You think it's fun, well you're the only one!
To live like this.
I'll never miss it.
CHORUS 2X
I have to break this!!!







I MISS YOU:

I can't believe, that it's been this long.
I can't believe long it's been scince so many things went wrong.
I'm sorry that you couldn't stay longer.
I wish that I could be stronger.
I long to hear you near.
I miss your kind voice.
It wasn't your choice, so why'd you have ta go?
CHORUS:
I miss you so mutch.
I wish you didn't go.
To me you lft too soon.
I wanted you to stay.
I hate feeling sadness this way.
My brother, I miss you so.
[END CHORUS]
I lit a candle the day you died.
I cried untill i couldn't no more.
I can't just lie.
I need to see you again and be able to look you in the eye.
I miss you so mutch.
I wanna feel your toutch,
See your smile....
CHORUS 1X
[GUITAR SOLO]
Now you're gone.
I'm sad fir so long.
I wanna see you again, I miss you
CHORUS 2X
[WHISPERED SOFTLY]
I miss you.....


IS THAT WHAT YOU WANT?

Stop!
You'll destroy all you've got.
Tears.
Cryin on all through the night.
Licking your wounds from the fight.
Is that what you want?
Is that what you want?
You!
Are tearin up my life.
And thinkin things are alright.
But I'm not.
CHORUS:
I'm tired of hidin, I'm tired of lyin.
I'm tired of the frequent abuse.
Mostly I'm just dyin inside.
Is that what you want?
Is that what you hoped?
Well I'm done!
[END CHORUS]
It's not that mutch fun.
Wanting to pull the trigger on a gun.
All because of you, I want my life to be through.
Is that what you want?
Is that what you want?
I think it's too late.
To change.
Our fate.
I may look alright, but I'm not!!
CHORUS 1X
Is that what you want?
Bleedin on the floor
Is that what you want?
Me walkin out the door.
Is that what you want?
It all to be one,fine!
It's what you want!
CHORUS 2X



WORRIED


Shakin', Breakin' I know somethin's wrong.
They all say something different.
Noone knows just what to do.
I'm really worried about you.
Can't you see all the tears run down.
I miss the way things were.
I miss how you were before.
Don't you know that I care?
CHORUS:
I can see it in your eyes.
I'm tired of these lies.
I know you're not okay.
Just tell me what is wrong.
Can' you see we're crying for you.
Just please, whatever you do.
Just know, I'm here for you.
[END CHORUS]
Crakin' attackin', tell me what to do.
I really want to help you.
All day in bed with nothing said.
I can't stand it any longer.
You need help and confort.
Can't you see these tears dry out.
I'm tired of having to pout.
I need to help you out.
CHORUS 1X
Cryin', dyin', it's killin me inside.
Just please, let me help you get by.
CHORUS 3X [1ST TIME LOUD, 2ND TIME QUIET, 3RD TIME LOUD]
I'm afraid for you, I hiope you'll be okay.


THE DAY I MET YOU (Rock ballad)


I remember when I first fell in love with you
It was so sweet.
I'm glad we had a chance to meet.
I knew we'd be togeather.
I knew that we could see the new weather.
I can't beleive we've gone so long.
With you I could never go wrong.
And I know you feel the same way.
CHORUS:
I only have one love to give, I only hav one life to live.
I know what I have one life to live.
I know what I have to do.
I want to spend my whole life with you.
I want you to know.
Where we're about to go.
I've felt so in love with you scince the day....
I met you
[END CHORUS]
I've been so lucky.
Scince I found you.
I long for you when I'm not with you.
I really missed you.
It's time to say, how you make me feel this way.
I know that you feel the same way.
CHORUS 1X
I want you to do what you've always wanted to do, what you've always wanted. when that day comes.
You know I decide to be with you.
I have!
CHORUS 2X
I really love you.
I want to be with you.
And yes, you're the best.
I want to be with you!
CHORUS 1X
The day that we met.
I could never forget.
Whatever we do.
I'll always love you.
It's been this way scince the day...
I met you!






POPULAR GIRLS ARE LIKE VAMPIRES


They will never hurt you again.
Like they did back then.
I'm sorry that you had to see.
The anger in me.
But it was all to help you.
Eventually I know you'll thank me too.
Noone should ever see the sad story you told me.
All the tourment from those vampires.
The ones with some pink.
The popular ones that really put you down.
Especially with their annoying sound.
CHORUS:
Popular girls are like vampires.
Their words hit you like a steak in your heart
Popular girls are like vampires.
They suck the happiness from you.
Well, they can't get to you anymore.
[END CHORUS]
They suck all feeling of belonging, just like a vampire sucks blood.
They step all over you like you're nothing but mud.
I won't let it happen again.
You will never feel that way like you did back then.
CHORUS 1X
They attack with their annoying cheers.
Thy've been tourmenting you for years.
Don't worry, they're out of your fears.
They'll never get their clutches in you again!
CHORUS 2X
Don't drive a steak through their hearts.
Just take away their many friends and their boyfriends too.
They'll be powerless and they will stay away.
CHORUS 1X
I will never let them get to you.
You're safe from them with me, in all you do.
They'll never hurt you.
CHORUS 1X












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Saturday, March 10, 2007

   auesomeness!!!!!!!
The whole gig last night was auesome!!! Everyone said that we were the best band there. We even had an encoure! Then there was a record company executive there and now we might get a record deal! We have a meeting with the record company in 2 weeks, so our band has to practice more and write more songs. Then again, i write most of the songs because the rest of the band either hates to write or can't write to save their lives. anyways it went great and we had a lot of fun! Well i know a few of you have seen the song lyrics, but i can't get the music online which sucks.I'm still typing up lyrics. I got through 1 notebook of lyrics last night and i had 24 left. now I have 26 left. That's a lot of songs! I ended up staying up prtty late working on them. Well if anyone wamts to see the lyrics p.m me because I don't feel like posting any at the moment.
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Friday, March 9, 2007

more craziness!!!
today was another crazy day. i had 2 tests to make up and i got a perfect score on both. i'll be able to stay on myo longer tonight because i don't have to go to my martial arts lesson till later. i just got back from my band practice and we did some l'arc~n~ceil songs. then we did some of our own and then some mcr. after practice and when i was ready to go home my friends chad (the drummer), john(the bassist),and adam (the other guitarist) told me they had a suprise for me. they said that our band just got a huge gig downtown where most of the town is gonna be. and there might be talent scouts there too. then they told me it was tonight O.O they could have given me more notice. so we decided that we wer gonna preform 3 of our own songs, ready steady go! (l'ar~en~ceil), helena (mcr) and the vampires will never hurt you (mcr). i have a pretty busy schedual tonight. i'm also on the phone w/ britt now, which is good. well, i should be on for a while so p.m me! ^^
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Thursday, March 8, 2007

CRAZY!!!!
today was crazy!!!! i had to go back to school today. my mom said i had to go scince britt was gonna be alright and i had to go home today. i don't mind it, really. i would just rather have had stayed with britt to make sure she was ok. school was crazy. i got mobbed with everyone pouncing on me and happy that i was back. a lot of people asked about britt too. then today in music class, the teacher made me play guitar for the class, (scince i had band practice after school i brought my guitar with me to school) everyone i guess what shocked because when i was done it was dead silent!at lunch m and my band were trying to figure out a band logo. and my frind chad comes up with a pink unicorn! i wonder what's up with him and pink unicorns?! he wanted our band name to be evil pink unicorns too. then my other friend, jessie came over and suggested ichigo from bleach, so that was copyrighting. so we didn't get mutch done with that. w got out of school early for confernces or something so i went to my martiL arts lession for about an hour. i guess i must've been lucky because i beat my senei and i've never done that before!! after that i went to badn practice and i just gor home from that. we practiced 3 new songs that i wrote. well, hopefully you all had a good day like i did and i hope it wasn't as crazy! ^^
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Wednesday, March 7, 2007

Good and Bad
today was supposed to be a sad day for me today. but i'm actually happy. britt's going home tomorrow! ^^ that's why i'm so happy. today was suposed to be my brother's birthday. he died two years ago at 23. today he was gonna be 25. i'm not as sad as i should be. britt being able to go home has clouded out the sad. well, atleast for now anyways. well, that's all i've got to say today. well ttyl!
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Tuesday, March 6, 2007

band
I got the best suprise from britt last night. I was pretty upset because of a day comming up in a few days. i don't feel like saying what it is right nopw or i'll get sad again. anyways, she called some of my buddies that are in my band (which is called deepest wound) and they came over with their instruments. and scince britt's room is big and private, then we got to play for her. i think she really liked our band. i was glad and i hadn't seen my friends in a little bit. then britt's sister came over and while we were playing she got all amazed at how i could play guitar and sing lead at the same time. we had a lot of fun last night with that. today britt had some tests done, but we won't know the results till tomorrow so i'm a little anxiouse. but i know she'll be fine. hope you all have a great day and talk to you all later
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Sunday, March 4, 2007

Theme and stuff
Hello everyone, hope ur having a good day so far ^^! I tried to change my theme but every backround i tried wouldn't show up. and then i got undecisive about what thme i should do. i really can't decide, so what do you all think of this:
A.Naruto
B.Bleach
C. Inuyasha
D.My chemical romance (again)


other than that nothing mutch happened today. Britt's doing better, but she's still feling pain. I hope she gets better soon. I hat seeing her in pain like this, i love her so mutch. well, i might be on most of the day, so please p.m me. hope you all have a good day ^^
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Saturday, March 3, 2007

britt should be ok, but i'm not gonna know for sure untill tuesday or wednesday. well not mutch to talk about today. please p.m me if you can
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Wednesday, February 28, 2007

well sorry i haven't had time to post lately. Britt had to have surgery on monday. she seems ok, but we won't really know for a week or two if she is. she sleeps a lot, which i'm glad. Today is a day i've been dreading. It's a really sad day for my family. About 2 years ago today, my older brother died in a car accident. he was 23 at the time. I was very close with my brother. we never faught and we were always into a lot of the same things. he was a cool brother, i really miss him. I usually don't mention what happened mutch because it's hard for me to deal with still and i'm still sad about it. i hope you all had a very good day.
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