Sunday, March 11, 2007

last night
last night was prtty crazy! i had a few friends over last night. they were my friends from my band. well, my friend john is an idiot and decided that he wanted to pic a martial arts fight. he thinks he can fight because he watches naruto and inuyasha. he's totally unexperienced and well i am expirienced. then in the middle of it my friend jessie turned on music which was kinda funny because he said it would be just like in the movies. after that the worst things happened. i won the match and when it was over my friend john started dancing around like an idiot. he ended up kicking or tripping or something. he ended up kicking me really hard 2 times in the sensitive area for guys (i'm not saying th word cuz i'm sure you know what i'm talking about) it hurt so badly and it still or does!!! then i must've passed out something and my dad had to take me to the hospital to get checked out. my sister and my friend adam found it funny that i had to keep ice on it. and my sister kept saying really innapropriate things about it that an 11 year old shouln't know about. because of my friend i have to put medicine on it so that it won't swell up more and i have to keep ice on it. he felt rally bad for what he did, i'm still a little mad, but not as mutch as i was before. then adam wouldn't stop laughing and that annoyed me. and yes i know that whole thing kinda sounds funny. well other than that, my friend told us a shocking secret that w didn't know. but my friend jessie didn't seem too suprised. i'm probably not doing mutch today because my you kow what hurts really badly still and i'm probably staying in bed all day or something. i don't know. maybe i'll write more songs. i know that most of you have read my songs from my girlfriend's site and from a few friend's sites. well, if you haven't i'm posting a few, here they and and please let me know what you think. hope you like them and hope you all have a good day

ADDICTION:

Can you save the sanity in me?
Can you see the real part of me?
I fake a smile, a laugh a cry.
It's hard for me to try.
I'm weak inside.
It gets hard some times.
I hate what what I've become.
I don't like where it's coming from.
You can't understand or help me.
All you can do is stand back and watch my misery!
CHORUS:
I wish that I could stop the pain.
It haunts me everyday.
If you stay you're only in the way.
The knife gets too close.
This is the path I chose.
The blood down so I can't make a sound.
[END CHORUS]
Why does everything make a mess?
You just wait, I'll never fess.
I hate all this demanding.
All the feelings overloading.
It overwhelms me!

CHORUS 1X
You think it's fun, well you're the only one!
To live like this.
I'll never miss it.
CHORUS 2X
I have to break this!!!







I MISS YOU:

I can't believe, that it's been this long.
I can't believe long it's been scince so many things went wrong.
I'm sorry that you couldn't stay longer.
I wish that I could be stronger.
I long to hear you near.
I miss your kind voice.
It wasn't your choice, so why'd you have ta go?
CHORUS:
I miss you so mutch.
I wish you didn't go.
To me you lft too soon.
I wanted you to stay.
I hate feeling sadness this way.
My brother, I miss you so.
[END CHORUS]
I lit a candle the day you died.
I cried untill i couldn't no more.
I can't just lie.
I need to see you again and be able to look you in the eye.
I miss you so mutch.
I wanna feel your toutch,
See your smile....
CHORUS 1X
[GUITAR SOLO]
Now you're gone.
I'm sad fir so long.
I wanna see you again, I miss you
CHORUS 2X
[WHISPERED SOFTLY]
I miss you.....


IS THAT WHAT YOU WANT?

Stop!
You'll destroy all you've got.
Tears.
Cryin on all through the night.
Licking your wounds from the fight.
Is that what you want?
Is that what you want?
You!
Are tearin up my life.
And thinkin things are alright.
But I'm not.
CHORUS:
I'm tired of hidin, I'm tired of lyin.
I'm tired of the frequent abuse.
Mostly I'm just dyin inside.
Is that what you want?
Is that what you hoped?
Well I'm done!
[END CHORUS]
It's not that mutch fun.
Wanting to pull the trigger on a gun.
All because of you, I want my life to be through.
Is that what you want?
Is that what you want?
I think it's too late.
To change.
Our fate.
I may look alright, but I'm not!!
CHORUS 1X
Is that what you want?
Bleedin on the floor
Is that what you want?
Me walkin out the door.
Is that what you want?
It all to be one,fine!
It's what you want!
CHORUS 2X



WORRIED


Shakin', Breakin' I know somethin's wrong.
They all say something different.
Noone knows just what to do.
I'm really worried about you.
Can't you see all the tears run down.
I miss the way things were.
I miss how you were before.
Don't you know that I care?
CHORUS:
I can see it in your eyes.
I'm tired of these lies.
I know you're not okay.
Just tell me what is wrong.
Can' you see we're crying for you.
Just please, whatever you do.
Just know, I'm here for you.
[END CHORUS]
Crakin' attackin', tell me what to do.
I really want to help you.
All day in bed with nothing said.
I can't stand it any longer.
You need help and confort.
Can't you see these tears dry out.
I'm tired of having to pout.
I need to help you out.
CHORUS 1X
Cryin', dyin', it's killin me inside.
Just please, let me help you get by.
CHORUS 3X [1ST TIME LOUD, 2ND TIME QUIET, 3RD TIME LOUD]
I'm afraid for you, I hiope you'll be okay.


THE DAY I MET YOU (Rock ballad)


I remember when I first fell in love with you
It was so sweet.
I'm glad we had a chance to meet.
I knew we'd be togeather.
I knew that we could see the new weather.
I can't beleive we've gone so long.
With you I could never go wrong.
And I know you feel the same way.
CHORUS:
I only have one love to give, I only hav one life to live.
I know what I have one life to live.
I know what I have to do.
I want to spend my whole life with you.
I want you to know.
Where we're about to go.
I've felt so in love with you scince the day....
I met you
[END CHORUS]
I've been so lucky.
Scince I found you.
I long for you when I'm not with you.
I really missed you.
It's time to say, how you make me feel this way.
I know that you feel the same way.
CHORUS 1X
I want you to do what you've always wanted to do, what you've always wanted. when that day comes.
You know I decide to be with you.
I have!
CHORUS 2X
I really love you.
I want to be with you.
And yes, you're the best.
I want to be with you!
CHORUS 1X
The day that we met.
I could never forget.
Whatever we do.
I'll always love you.
It's been this way scince the day...
I met you!






POPULAR GIRLS ARE LIKE VAMPIRES


They will never hurt you again.
Like they did back then.
I'm sorry that you had to see.
The anger in me.
But it was all to help you.
Eventually I know you'll thank me too.
Noone should ever see the sad story you told me.
All the tourment from those vampires.
The ones with some pink.
The popular ones that really put you down.
Especially with their annoying sound.
CHORUS:
Popular girls are like vampires.
Their words hit you like a steak in your heart
Popular girls are like vampires.
They suck the happiness from you.
Well, they can't get to you anymore.
[END CHORUS]
They suck all feeling of belonging, just like a vampire sucks blood.
They step all over you like you're nothing but mud.
I won't let it happen again.
You will never feel that way like you did back then.
CHORUS 1X
They attack with their annoying cheers.
Thy've been tourmenting you for years.
Don't worry, they're out of your fears.
They'll never get their clutches in you again!
CHORUS 2X
Don't drive a steak through their hearts.
Just take away their many friends and their boyfriends too.
They'll be powerless and they will stay away.
CHORUS 1X
I will never let them get to you.
You're safe from them with me, in all you do.
They'll never hurt you.
CHORUS 1X












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