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Sunday, April 1, 2007


record deal
ok, well here's the news on the deal. we had a meeting yesterday for a few hours. we had to play a few songs and stuff like that. afterwards they told us that we were too young and that if we were older we would definitly get it. then they said that when we're 16 to come back and we've definitly got it. i was kind of annpyed about that, but watcha gonna do? i hung out at britt's last night, which was cool. my sister ended up calling me and tellingh me that my mom found an old notebook of my lyrics that were a little darker than she would have liked. then she started searching my room and found a few things that she didn't like. she's gonna put me on depression drugs again... which i don't neeed. any time she sees me sad, she makes me take them even if i'm not depressed. she gives me a 100 mg dose. that's a lot. a lot of the things that she found were from when i was all suicidal after my brother died. she still thinks i was cutting, but i'm not. she's eithr gonna

A.ground me
B.make me take a ton of meds
C. send me to a psychiatrist
D.send me away somewhere
E.all of the above.
she's pretty strict so i think it'd be e. so if i'm not on for a long time, that's probably why. i don't know what she's gonna do yet cuz mshe's not home and she's at work. i asked ym dad if i could go to jessie's to get away from her and he said no. so i'm pretty much dommed. well i hope nothing too bad happens so that i can continue to talk to you all. well, later!

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