Birthday • 1993-04-07 Gender •
Female Location • I wish it was where mcr is Member Since • 2007-01-02 Occupation • mcr roadie Real Name • brittany (britt for short) or Tradgedy Revenge as I am called most of the time by my friends.
Personal
Achievements • meeting gerard way Anime Fan Since • forever Favorite Anime • naruto Goals • to be a guitar player in a band Hobbies • playing guitar, watching anime, reading manga, and eating ramen Talents • playing guitar
myOtaku.com: blackparadegrl
hi i'm blackparadegrl, I am a 14 year old goth girl. I love my chemical romance.
I'm back
Hey everyone I'm back. Sorry for the long absense/ kind of dissapearance. Some of you might know of my problem that I was having before. I had a little accident that made things even worse. I'm ok though i just have to take it easy. If you have no idea what I'm talking about then nvm. T_T Lance isn't doing good at all right now. His cancer is really bad and he's really really sick. The doctors have tried everything possible and nothing's helped at all. They said he won't make it to next week T_T and this week's his birthday. Words can't describe how upset I am. I wish he had more time. If only life wasn't so frigile. T_T I'm soo fucking sick of loosing everyone on my life. I can't take it anymore. I really can't. So if I piss someone off or anything I'm sorry. I'm just not myself and I'm really upset. And if anyone of you is on Lance's friends list please help me let his other friends know. I lost his password so i can't post anything on his site and I can't send anyone a message from it. I'm sorry if I caused anyone any worry. I'm really really sorry T_T
Effin Scared
Thanks for the comments. Don't worry I haven't done anything stupid yet, but I'm starting to really want to. I'm soo scared right now, idk what to do. I found something out today and I don't wanna go through it all again. Things are bad enough already. I can't take it!!!
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Hey, thanks for the comments on the last post. And thank you for all being there for me. I'm going through a tough time right now. Things are getting worse and I found some more stuff out. I can't go home to my house so I'm at a very close friend's house. He's the closest thing I've ever had to a father. And I know he won't treat me how my mom and soon to be (sadly) step dad and his asshole sons. I'm seriously reaching my limit of being able to take shit. I really can't take everything anymore. I can't stand it. And everything is just depressing me and stressing me out. I'm afraid i might do something I'd regret. Let's just hope I don't. Talk to you all later.
Hey....
Thanks for the comments. Sorry if i get pissed off easily at anyone. I don't mean it something just happened that really fucked me up. So I'm sorry.... My life fucking sucks right now... I found out last night that a friend who was like a sister to me got killed. And I really can't take this anymore. I really can't.
Hey
Hey. I'm back, I don't really want to talk about why I was gone... So yeah... things aren't that great. I want to leave here so badly. I can't take it anymore.....
I'm back