Birthday • 1993-04-07 Gender •
Female Location • I wish it was where mcr is Member Since • 2007-01-02 Occupation • mcr roadie Real Name • brittany (britt for short) or Tradgedy Revenge as I am called most of the time by my friends.
Personal
Achievements • meeting gerard way Anime Fan Since • forever Favorite Anime • naruto Goals • to be a guitar player in a band Hobbies • playing guitar, watching anime, reading manga, and eating ramen Talents • playing guitar
myOtaku.com: blackparadegrl
Welcome to my site archives. 10 posts are listed per page.
OMG O.O
Ok, I'm sorry but I can't post the poem. I tried typing it and I got upset again. I'm currently freaking out. The fist thing is a friend of mine and lance's, Spike decided that he should run away or kill himself. So he stole his older brother (who happens to be my friend Jared)'s car. Then he stole some of Jared's money. He got caught by the police and he's being brought home now. I am pretty pissed off at him right now for this. I don't know what brought it on. Maybe because he's stressed because Jared hasn't been doing great. His head injury got worse. I guess he keeps going a little nuts becaused some guy that his dad knows keeps comming to see him and for some reason this guy scares the shit out of him. He freaks out even if his name is mentioned. So they've had to give him a tranquilizer or sedative whatever you wanna call it to calm him down. But the other day they gave him a little bit of an over dose and he had these really bad seizures for like an hour and he hurt his head again. Ever scince then his brother, Spike (the guy I was just talking about) doesn't want to see him now and won't even call him. It's wierd because they're really close and Spike idolizes Jared so I don't know what the problem is. And Jared has this tarantula as a pet that's really special to him. He used to have a ton of pets but his mom killed them. I feel so bad for him because he's been through soo much!! His parents did a lot of bad things to him and yet he still remains strong. Me, and his fiance and another friend of ours has finally gotten him to open up to us about stuff. All of the stuff that he's gone through is horrible. And the poor guy is only 18 and he's gone through more shit than most adults. I think Lance put the whole story in his site, idk. But Spike decided to taker the spider on him, idk what he was planning to do though. I'm just soo pissed off right now. And the other thing I'm pissed about and worried about is Lance just went missing. I was downstairs for a while on my labtop. He stopped p.ming me after a while so I went to go see what was up. He wasn't there and his stuff was gone. And he's not aloud to go for a few more days atleast. The building got searched and he's nowhere to be found. So I have no clue what happened. I'm worried but I'm also kind of pissed off. And hopefully he'll be ok. He's been really weak from the chemo and he falls asleep easily. I really don't know what to do. It's almost 1 am right now. I think I'm going to keep looking for him. hopefully I find him.
Rest In Peace
I didn't get a chance to post about this. One of my friends who I loved like a brother, Mattie or Crows (or Crowely his old username as you might know him as) died. I have been very sad about this. I miss him soo much. He was a great person. Always so caring and kind and always making me laugh. He always knew how to cheer me up. Ever scince I found out I can't stop crying. I just miss him so much. Please visit his site if you would like to pay your respects. His boyfiend Bunny is taking care of it. I am glad he's not in pain anymore. He's in a happy place now and will never feel pain again. I wrote a poem for Mattie but it's hard for me to type. So maybe I'll type it tomorrow. I was going to post a few pics in memory of Mattie but I couldn't find the right thing. So in loving memory of Mattie I will try to post the poem tomorrow.
Lol
Ok, things've been way better lately, except for my friend jared is in the hospital. I don't wanna get into details. It's a loong story. But I'm gonna try to change my theme today in ohnor of him. He looks like Jared Leto from 30 seconds to mars. so I'm gonna put up a Jared Leto or 30 seconds to mars theme up. Lance is doing much better he might go home in a week or 2. And things overall have been great. I might post a pic of Jared tomorrow if his fiance remembers to e-mail me a pic, lol. I swear he looks just like Jared Leto. Well That's all I have to post, lol. Pretty boring day. So talk to you alll sometime
YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
^^ I have good news!!!!!!!! AnimeSlut's site got deleted! ^^ And i found out last night she got arrested. I'm soooo happy! ^^ Things have gotten a little better lately. And something happened that really shocked me. My friend, Jared who's 18 proposed to his girlfriend. He is kinda young to get married. I think they're planning to get married next year or the year after. I'm not sure. It might be hard because they're going to college in the fall. As long as they're happy then that's good. It's pretty amazing because they've been togeather scince they were 14. I think me and Lance will definitly be togeather that long and longer. I got yahoo messanger and sometimes it is a bitch and doesn't let me log on. >< and Lance has it too. his lets him log in. It's not evil like mine. Lol. Ok, well I bet you all know why I haven't been on. I'll give you a hint- It's a person who is very mean and tries to kill people. If you guessed AnimeSlut you were right! She ended up comming back and hurting me and Lance pretty badly. Then she tried going after my friend, Jared because they were dating for like a month or 2 before he went out with his fiance. She still loves him or soemthing and wanted him back. Well everyone's safe now and she's all taken care of. Thank you for all of the comments everyone. And if she told anyone I was dead she's a friggen liar.
Thank You/ Alert
Ok, First up Thank you Wolfspeed for commenting. I'm gonna miss him too. And I'm sorry joshanime2 that I couldn't get back to your chat box. Something happened and you'll soon see why I couldn't. And next Thank you very much akiko44 and Kogasgirl4ever. I really wish I coud repay you. You both saved not only mine but Lance's life too. Even though he's in bad shape he's still alive. Ok, so what the alert part is about is that there is anothr psycho on here. People who knew Sakura know what I'm talking. What ever you do if a girl with the name AnimeSlut happens to p.m you DO NOT ANSWER IT!!!!!! She is dangerouse and almost did to Lance what her friend did to Sakura. She threatened me and Lance and tried to kill us. If it wasn't for akiko44 and Kogasgirl4ever I probably wouldn't be here right now. The cops are out looking for her so hopefully she doesn't ruin anymore lives like her friend did. I'm seriously pissed cuz she talked shit about Sakura. (sorry, language) Noone and I mean noone says anything like that about her! So be cautioned, she's really nasty and she's actually pretty stupid and can't spell. Be careful and safe. Thank You!
Poor Lance
Ok, thank you everyone who commented. I'm sorry I haven't had a chance to go to all of your sites. Well Lance's problem hasn't been fixed. And Last night he found out that one of his best friends was killed in a car crash with a drunk driver. I feel so bad for him. I wish he'd never have to deal with that. He's pretty depressed and alot of his friends have been visiting him and trying to help him out. I knew him pretty well, his name was Adam. Lance was really close with him. He was a guitarist in his band. Well that's all I've got to say for now. I've gotta go try to calm him down. thanks everyone!
Um.......
Hey everyone, sorry I'm hardly ever here. thank you for the comments and everyone who's helped me out. Well Lance's surgery on saturday went all wrong. He was in and out of surgery all day saturday and sunday. He isn't in that great of shape. They got most of the cancer cells off there's just a little bit left. The problem is it keeps spreading. And he's been pucking up blood. today they attempted to fix that and found out that somthing was eating at some of his organs. I think it was the cancer, I don't really know. I don't know too much. He might be on a bit but if he goes on it has to be a little bit at a time. He needs all the rest he can get. What really worried me is that he can barely get out of bed, but he's not supposed to anyways. Well thank you everyone for all of your support and hopefully things start getting better.
Things suck lately
Ok, as the title says thingd suck lately. Sorry I'm hardly ever on here, I'm usually with Lance on his account. Well yesterday we found out what's wrong with lance. He has cancer, sadly. I've been a wreck scince we found out and I can just imagine how lance feels. I can tell he's really scared. And so am I. And he's kind of depressed about it. He's way more quiet and hardly says anything. either that or he just puts on an act that he's ok, but I can tell how he really feels. The doctors are saying that he'll most likely have to have surgery to remove the caner cells, they aren't exactly sure yet. They need to figure out if it's spreading first. So I might be on once a day or so. If you really wanna contact me try Lance's account. And thank you gerardway92 and Kogasgirl4ever for trying to cheer me up. it helped a bit. I hope things are going better for everyone else. And hopefully Lance will make it through this. He's pretty determined so I think he can do it.
WOW!!!
Hey, sorry I haven't been on. I've been on Lance's site so if anyone wants to P.M me you have a better chance of getting ahold of me there. A lot of things have happened, I don't wanna go into all of the deatails. Lance will be in the hospital for a while longer untill he's fully recovered. He doesn't feel well, but he's doing good. Lately I've been making a comic book. It's about a group of demon hunters killing demons. And they all have their own reasons for doing so. They have this enemy that controls demons and uses them for his evil deeds. It's pretty cool so far. Hopefully I can actually finish it. I played a prank on Lance last night. It wasn't mean but it was funny. I played barbie girl on repeat all night on a portable cd player. He woke up and he was humming the song. I asked him what was up with the song and he said he didn't know, it somehow got stuck in his head XD LOL, it was funny. The only other interesting thing I've done lately is I just watched a horror movie called Stay Alive. It was really good. It was about a group of friends playing a video game and if you die in the game you die in real life. It was pretty cool. In the movie there was this story the characters kept talking about. It was the story of some lady named Elizabeth Bathory. I looked up the story and it turns out it was a real story. Some of the movie was based in a real story. This lady was pretty sick. She was some serial killer in the 16 or 17 hundreds. She did some nasty things like bathing in some girl that she killed's blood to stay young. That's pretty nasty!!!!!! OH! Gerard is no longer engaged! I'm kind of dissapointed. Well I hope he is happy and not upset. That's all I really care about. That's ut for today, so ttyl
Video
Thank you for the comments yesterday even though I didn't see them yet. I am so excited now. I was bored and Lance has been sleeping all day so I made a video. It's a Tribute to Gerard Way with a few dedications in the beginning. The Song is Teenagers. This video took a few hours to make and I worked very hard on it. So please watch it, it's my first video. I hope you all like it.
YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
Things suck lately