Monday, April 9, 2007

Happy Birthday Gerard!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GERARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *puts on party hat* sorry about that ^^' Today is Gerard Way's 30th birthday. As you all know.. at least I think you know I find Gerard auesome ans he's lead singer to my favorite band. Well, Yesterday was intresting...... That guy who was stalking me is back and has a new myotaku. He keeps threatening me, but I won't let him do anything. Other than that yesterday was pretty....interesting. I went to see Lance for a while. He didn't feel well yesterday. I finally got his dad to tell him about his brother. He was upset which is to be expected. He was forgetting stuff again. He kept trying to remember his brother's death, but when he got close he got this terrible headache. Hopefully he gets better and soon, but I don't want him to rush. He definitly won't be back at his martial arts sessions for a while. He has a few broken bones and stuff. So.. yeah... It'a like 6:43 am and I have to go to school soon... so tired!!! lol. sorry I get like this in the morning.I'm not a morning person. Well I hope you all have a good day and please p.m me later. thanks. and I almost forgot..... HAPPY BIRTHDAY GERARD!!!!!U ROCK!!!!!!!! Sorry ..my crazy mcr fangirl gene kicked in. ^^
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Sunday, April 8, 2007

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thank you for all of the comments!! I had a really good birthday. My friends slept over and I had a party and got a lot of cool things. On thing happened that is auesome. I am happy about it cuz LANCE WOKE UP,YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sorry, i'm really happy nand hyper right now. my friends are still over. i was talking to lance earlier telling him how i missed him and stuff. then the brain monitor went crazy and he woke up. i am so happy!!! but he had problems. he couldn't talk at first and he's having some loss of memory. he forgot his name for a bit. he still thinks his brother's alive ans he's kinda screwed up. well please p.m me if ur on, it's 1:04 am.
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Saturday, April 7, 2007

b-day
yay, i'm finally 14! ^^ today's my b-day and it's about 12:11 am. i have a few friends sleeping over tonight.
cara: hi
whittany: yup, we're having fun
raunak: happy birthday britt!!!
amy: hey

thanks rauank! well, i have a party to go to tomorrow, but i'm kinda sad cuz i can't really be with lance on my b-day. i really hope he gets's better. that's all for my post for now, but i'm aure i'll add more later
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Friday, April 6, 2007

drawings
yeah, nothing much to say at this time.... i don't know how lance' surgery went so i'm growing even more worried by the minute. i can't get ahold of his dad or his sister. so i really hope he's ok. yesterday i went to my friend's house and she has a scanner. i had my sketch pad with me and she scaned and e-mailed me some of my drawings, so i have a few here to show you. let me know what you think. i know that they might suck, so speak the truth. i have no school so i most likely will b on most of the day. and my b-day is on saturday so i don't know how long i'll hbe on then. i hope lance gets' better soon. i'm worried and i'm starting to get depressed again. i'll keep you updated on his condition. well, it's 1:05 am.... any one on please p.m me. here's the pics:








i don't know if the last one will show up cuz it's only done in pencil.

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Thursday, April 5, 2007

more saddness T-T
ok, so today i went home early from scool because my mom called me telling me that the hospital said i could go see lance. when i went to see him i didn't know what to expect. i told a few of you this, but i don't think you all know. lance is in a coma and the doctors say he may never wake up. i'm really sad because i want him to be ok so badly and knowing there's a chance that he might not be really crushes me. when i saw him i almost lost it. he was hooked up to a lot of machines and tubes. he had so many cuts and bruises it was unbearable. i nearly broke down right there. so after a while i had to go home because i was getting all upset and i couldn't bear staying any longer. i'll go back later tonight. so i'm really depressed today so if i end up upsetting anyone or seem extremely pissed, i'm sorry. i got a little pissd last night thinking about what his mom did and i ran down the streetscreaming and i kicked a tree. yeah.... i kinda went crazy. the only way that i figured out how to keep my mind off of him was to write some poetry and work on my story. i'm writing an mcr fanfic about the patient and how his life and death was. it follows the story of the black parade cd along with the famouse last words b-side cd story. so if anyone wants to read it, let me know. it's not finished but i have some typed up. well i hope you all had a good day and please p.m me if you can. later!
~so long and goodnight
-tradgety revenge (my new pen name for when i post fanfiction)


oh, almost forgot. i have no school tomorrow, does any one else have no school?
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Tuesday, April 3, 2007

   still worried
ok, so yesterday sucked. lance wasn't at school which worried me and his mom made him get more pills. just because of the pills that he's already on, he's been a little insane so psychiatrist is making him take crazy pills too.. and he doesn't need any this!!!!!!! and i found out something about lance that he should've told me a long time ago. i am so pissed off about it so i just need to say it to get it out because i am seriousely fuming pissed. i found out that his mom beats him. i never imagined that she would. it's been going on for two years which really frekas mem out because he's kept it to himself for so long. the only reason why i found out was from his sister who's seen it a few times but couldn't stop it or else she'd get hurt too. i mean when i found out about this i was serious pissed. then his sister called me up at 11:00 last night saying that their mom hurt him again and that she was scared. i just got even more pissed off. that's all i have to say at this time and i have to go to school. i'll talk to you all later and i hope things start getting better than worse.



ok, i'm back and i just got back from school. lance wasn't at school which i'm really worried about. other than that everything's the same as before. but i forgot to post this this morning. this video is the scariest thing you'd ever see if you watch it. it's so dememnted and freaky! but it is a little funny. i did not find this video, my friend did and it's called salad fingers episode 1.
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Monday, April 2, 2007

   worried
it's 6:24 am right now. i'm getting rady to go to school. but i'm posting early because i'm either gonna forget to later or i won't have time. lance was over saturday night and while he was away, his mom found a notebook in his room with some song lyrics that he wrote that he didn't like. i bet you can guess what kind. then she decides to go searching in his room. sdhe found a lot of stuff she didn't like that was from when he was suicidal after his brother died. he trid to explain things to her and she wouldn't listen. he's not suicidal or mhurting himself or anything. what i'm really worried about is his "punishment" any time he's sad for a day or two even if he's not depressed his mom gives him depression meds that are 100 mgs. his mom found this stuff and is giving him a bigger dosage and sending him to a psychiatrist. last night i was on the phone with him and his mom gave him the pill. he was acting really weird and he was not himself at all. he was laughing a lot,talking really fast and being over all weird. his mom must've od'd him. he didn't remember taking the pill, but he called it candy. then his mom gave him 3 sleping pills and lithium. i'm really worried because that's a lot to take in. i'm not sure if he's ok or not. i really hope he is. it was so scary last night!!! his mom is evil he doesn't even need the pills. i hope not too much damage is done and that he'll be alright. if any of you talk to him, try not to freak out. he's not himself and anything he says isn't his fault. it's the meds. and a warning to you, he's acting hyper and really happy. so don't gt scared. oh, and crazy angel. i'm really sorry for having to gt off last night, my mom was yelling at me to get off or else i was grounded and then i kinda freaked out. i'm really sorry about that! well i g2g, i have to go to school. i don't know if lance'll be there or not. i just hope he's ok weather he's at school or not. ttyl and someone please p.m me later so that i don't freak out again!
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Saturday, March 31, 2007

yeah... my title names suck..lol
well my sister is evil. she was watching and making fun of me and lance last night. it was annoying. she snuck up on me ans scared the crap out of me a few times. i got sick of it cuz she's been doing that for a few days so i stole her cell phone and bleached all her clothes. she's gonna be so mad!!! other than that, i'm waiting for lance to call me. him and his band are at the meeting with the record company. i really hope they get the deal!!!! well, i'll let you all know what happens with that and please p.m me!
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Saturday, March 24, 2007

BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MY new theme is mcr again. By the way, I made the backround myself, so let me know what you think. It took me about an hour to get all of the pictures togeather. I'm pretty proud of it. And sorry I haven't posted in a few days. I've either been busy one day or I forgot to -_-'. Well anyone who's on now, please p.m me, I'm bored. Nothing much happened this week. I went over Lance's a few times and I baked him some stuff. Yesterday I made homemade pretzels which were really good! Then I went to a local punk/goth store and got a new purse. it' black with red stars and it has studs on it/ it's so cool!! I wanted to get this really cool black beanie hat with a gun on it, it looked like an mcr one, but my mom wouldn't let me get one. They also had a cool mcr shirt, but it was for display and they wouldn't sell it to me, T-T sadly. I couldn't get much cuz i only had $20 so I got the purse and a Rocky Horror Picture Show necklace which is really cool. I saw a pair of goth boots that I wanted, but I would never be able to walk in them and they were too expensive. oh, well *sigh* I got the new Rolling stone when I picted up my new issue of Shojo Beat yesterday and they have mcr only 2 1/2 stars for their I don't love you video. I was all WTF!!! I was really mad! They usually say a lot of good things about mcr. At least they said it was a kick a$$ power ballad. here's what the article said: "he clip For this big a$$ power ballad doesn't have a lot going on, at least not compared with some of My Chem's earlier videos. Mostly, it's just band footage interspersed with shots of two lovers kissing on a hilltop and a couple of dramatic special effects-including tears of blood and exploding guitars. It all looks good, but we expect more from these guys now" That earitated me so much!!!! I thought it was a great video!! Here, see for yourself: ok, so here's a few questions to leave you all with:

1.Who's your favorite band?
2.If you've seen the MCR "I don't love you" video, what do you think?
3.What's your favorite MCR video?
4.What's your favorite MCR song?
5.What's your favorite MCR cd?
6.Do you think black rox?
7.Is this too many questions?
8.what school steriotype group do you fit into (goth, punk, prep, ect.)
9.What do you think of goths?
10. last question I promise, do you have the channel FUSE and if you do, do you watch it?
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Tuesday, March 20, 2007

sorry
sorry i haven't posted in a while. i went back to school yesterday and we got out early today for some teacher's meeting. i was pretty busy all weekend. i hung out with lance and he said that next weekend he has a suprise for me. i have no idea what it is, though. well i'm bored so please p.m me
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