Thursday, March 15, 2007

nm
nothin much to do today. i'm probably going out somewhere with my mom scince i can go out for short periods of time and i have hardly been out. i'll probably go see lance later too. he's staying home again cuz he's still sick. the other night he got really bad and had to go to the emergency room for a high fever, but he's ok now. it really scared me and i was really worried. i just hope it doesn't happen again. he called me a little while ago and didn't sound too good. and he was loosing his voice again. well hopefully he's ok. other than that thing i'm ok. i'll be abl to go to school next week, which is good. and lance will be in all of my classes so noone can stuff me into a locker or something, yay ^__^ . i didn't post this yesterday because i kinda forgot ^^' i was kinda wrapped up in a few things and got busy. well, please p.m me and i found this really cool map thing. it can tell where visitors from this site are from. it's pretty cool, hope you all think so too. well c ya later!


Create your own visitor map!

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Sunday, March 11, 2007

LOL!!!
lol, look it's lance in anime form!!!!
Hosted By theOtaku.com.

and i'm seriouse he looks exactly like ichigo with black hair. that's funny that i found this!


Hosted By theOtaku.com.
hahaha, lol!
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Saturday, March 10, 2007

songs!!!!!
ok, here are all the songs that my boyfriend sent me. if he types more and you want to see them, either p.m me and ask me for them or p.m him (blackparadeboyis his screenname) and ask him for them. his band might get a record deal, so who knows, maybe you all might get to hear what they sound like. well, here are some of his lyrics. he wrote "the day i met you" for me. and he also wrote the vampire one for me and a few other reasons. well, here they are:

ADDICTION:

Can you save the sanity in me?
Can you see the real part of me?
I fake a smile, a laugh a cry.
It's hard for me to try.
I'm weak inside.
It gets hard some times.
I hate what what I've become.
I don't like where it's coming from.
You can't understand or help me.
All you can do is stand back and watch my misery!
CHORUS:
I wish that I could stop the pain.
It haunts me everyday.
If you stay you're only in the way.
The knife gets too close.
This is the path I chose.
The blood down so I can't make a sound.
[END CHORUS]
Why does everything make a mess?
You just wait, I'll never fess.
I hate all this demanding.
All the feelings overloading.
It overwhelms me!

CHORUS 1X
You think it's fun, well you're the only one!
To live like this.
I'll never miss it.
CHORUS 2X
I have to break this!!!







I MISS YOU:

I can't believe, that it's been this long.
I can't believe long it's been scince so many things went wrong.
I'm sorry that you couldn't stay longer.
I wish that I could be stronger.
I long to hear you near.
I miss your kind voice.
It wasn't your choice, so why'd you have ta go?
CHORUS:
I miss you so mutch.
I wish you didn't go.
To me you lft too soon.
I wanted you to stay.
I hate feeling sadness this way.
My brother, I miss you so.
[END CHORUS]
I lit a candle the day you died.
I cried untill i couldn't no more.
I can't just lie.
I need to see you again and be able to look you in the eye.
I miss you so mutch.
I wanna feel your toutch,
See your smile....
CHORUS 1X
[GUITAR SOLO]
Now you're gone.
I'm sad fir so long.
I wanna see you again, I miss you
CHORUS 2X
[WHISPERED SOFTLY]
I miss you.....


IS THAT WHAT YOU WANT?

Stop!
You'll destroy all you've got.
Tears.
Cryin on all through the night.
Licking your wounds from the fight.
Is that what you want?
Is that what you want?
You!
Are tearin up my life.
And thinkin things are alright.
But I'm not.
CHORUS:
I'm tired of hidin, I'm tired of lyin.
I'm tired of the frequent abuse.
Mostly I'm just dyin inside.
Is that what you want?
Is that what you hoped?
Well I'm done!
[END CHORUS]
It's not that mutch fun.
Wanting to pull the trigger on a gun.
All because of you, I want my life to be through.
Is that what you want?
Is that what you want?
I think it's too late.
To change.
Our fate.
I may look alright, but I'm not!!
CHORUS 1X
Is that what you want?
Bleedin on the floor
Is that what you want?
Me walkin out the door.
Is that what you want?
It all to be one,fine!
It's what you want!
CHORUS 2X



WORRIED


Shakin', Breakin' I know somethin's wrong.
They all say something different.
Noone knows just what to do.
I'm really worried about you.
Can't you see all the tears run down.
I miss the way things were.
I miss how you were before.
Don't you know that I care?
CHORUS:
I can see it in your eyes.
I'm tired of these lies.
I know you're not okay.
Just tell me what is wrong.
Can' you see we're crying for you.
Just please, whatever you do.
Just know, I'm here for you.
[END CHORUS]
Crakin' attackin', tell me what to do.
I really want to help you.
All day in bed with nothing said.
I can't stand it any longer.
You need help and confort.
Can't you see these tears dry out.
I'm tired of having to pout.
I need to help you out.
CHORUS 1X
Cryin', dyin', it's killin me inside.
Just please, let me help you get by.
CHORUS 3X [1ST TIME LOUD, 2ND TIME QUIET, 3RD TIME LOUD]
I'm afraid for you, I hiope you'll be okay.


THE DAY I MET YOU (Rock ballad)


I remember when I first fell in love with you
It was so sweet.
I'm glad we had a chance to meet.
I knew we'd be togeather.
I knew that we could see the new weather.
I can't beleive we've gone so long.
With you I could never go wrong.
And I know you feel the same way.
CHORUS:
I only have one love to give, I only hav one life to live.
I know what I have one life to live.
I know what I have to do.
I want to spend my whole life with you.
I want you to know.
Where we're about to go.
I've felt so in love with you scince the day....
I met you
[END CHORUS]
I've been so lucky.
Scince I found you.
I long for you when I'm not with you.
I really missed you.
It's time to say, how you make me feel this way.
I know that you feel the same way.
CHORUS 1X
I want you to do what you've always wanted to do, what you've always wanted. when that day comes.
You know I decide to be with you.
I have!
CHORUS 2X
I really love you.
I want to be with you.
And yes, you're the best.
I want to be with you!
CHORUS 1X
The day that we met.
I could never forget.
Whatever we do.
I'll always love you.
It's been this way scince the day...
I met you!






POPULAR GIRLS ARE LIKE VAMPIRES


They will never hurt you again.
Like they did back then.
I'm sorry that you had to see.
The anger in me.
But it was all to help you.
Eventually I know you'll thank me too.
Noone should ever see the sad story you told me.
All the tourment from those vampires.
The ones with some pink.
The popular ones that really put you down.
Especially with their annoying sound.
CHORUS:
Popular girls are like vampires.
Their words hit you like a spike in your heart.
Popular girls are like vampires.
They suck the happiness from you.
Well, they can't get to you anymore.
[END CHORUS]
They suck all feeling of belonging, just like a vampire sucks blood.
They step all over you like you're nothing but mud.
I won't let it happen again.
You will never feel that way like you did back then.
CHORUS 1X
They attack with their annoying cheers.
Thy've been tourmenting you for years.
Don't worry, they're out of your fears.
They'll never get their clutches in you again!
CHORUS 2X
Don't drive a steak through their hearts.
Just take away their many friends and their boyfriends too.
They'll be powerless and they will stay away.
CHORUS 1X
I will never let them get to you.
You're safe from them with me, in all you do.
They'll never hurt you.
CHORUS 1X



Please let me or him know what you think. i would really appreciate it and i know he would ^^. hope you all hav a good day ^^
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Friday, March 9, 2007

music
*randomness* 92% of teens would be dead if Abercrombie & Fitch said it wasn't cool to breathe. Put this on your site if you are the 8% who would be laughing.
98% of the teenage population does or has tried smoking pot. If you're one of the 2% who hasn't, copy & paste this into your profile.

*randomness over! yay!*

ok, here are a few songs from my bf's band that my bf wrote ^^. John3:16 has the first song on her site. his name is Lance and his screenname on here is blackparadeboy. here thay are:
ADDICTION:
Can you save the sanity in me?
Can you see the real part of me?
I fake a smile, a laugh a cry.
It's hard for me to try.
I'm weak inside.
It gets hard some times.
I hate what what I've become.
I don't like where it's coming from.
You can't understand or help me.
All you can do is stand back and watch my misery!
CHORUS:
I wish that I could stop the pain.
It haunts me everyday.
If you stay you're only in the way.
The knife gets too close.
This is the path I chose.
The blood down so I can't make a sound.
[END CHORUS]
Why does everything make a mess?
You just wait, I'll never fess.
I hate all this demanding.
All the feelings overloading.
It overwhelms me!

CHORUS 1X
You think it's fun, well you're the only one!
To live like this.
I'll never miss it.
CHORUS 2X
I have to break this!!!







I MISS YOU:


I can't believe, that it's been this long.
I can't believe long it's been scince so many things went wrong.
I'm sorry that you couldn't stay longer.
I wish that I could be stronger.
I long to hear you near.
I miss your kind voice.
It wasn't your choice, so why'd you have ta go?
CHORUS:
I miss you so mutch.
I wish you didn't go.
To me you lft too soon.
I wanted you to stay.
I hate feeling sadness this way.
My brother, I miss you so.
[END CHORUS]
I lit a candle the day you died.
I cried untill i couldn't no more.
I can't just lie.
I need to see you again and be able to look you in the eye.
I miss you so mutch.
I wanna feel your toutch,
See your smile....
CHORUS 1X
[GUITAR SOLO]
Now you're gone.
I'm sad fir so long.
I wanna see you again, I miss you
CHORUS 2X
[WHISPERED SOFTLY]
I miss you.....

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Thursday, March 8, 2007

nm
nothing mutch to talk about. i got to go home this morning and lance had to go to school and home. i didn't do mutch all day, just fell asleep and slept all day. well, hope u all had a good day!
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Wednesday, March 7, 2007

yay!!!!!
yay, i get to go home tomorrow!!!!!! i'm so happy!!! ^^. what stinks is that i have to be on bed rest for a while, but that doesn't matter cuz i'm finally leaving here, yay!!! ^^
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Monday, March 5, 2007

Tests
not mutch to talk about today. i might not be on till 3 or 4 tomorrow. i have to have a bunch of tests to see if i'll be alright. if i am, then they'll tell me when i can go home. thn i won;t have to worry about my health too mutch for a few months. then i'll have to start worrying. well, i should be on for a long time today, so p.m me if you can
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Sunday, March 4, 2007

I'm back!!!! ^-^
yay, i'm finally back to myotaku! ^-^ even though i'm still in the hospital recovering from surgery,i can go online. i think the surgery went well, but i'm still in pain. my auesom boyfriend, lance who i love so mutch has stayed with me the whole time. love you lance!!! that was a little random, but any ways. i'm not gonna know if everything was a success and that i'll be ok untill tuesday or wednesday. it's really boring here and i hope i can go home soon. and the hospital is giving me some major flashbacks. and they aren't good. well please p.m me, i am really bored!!!!!
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Monday, February 26, 2007

well, i'm still in the hospital and extremely bored! my sister is home right now, but will come over later and my boyfriend is still asleep. Yesterday they told me that i have to have surgery today at about 1:00. so i'm nervously awaiting that. i always hated hospitals! well hope you all have or had after you've read this a good day. talk to you later ^^
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Saturday, February 24, 2007

randomness
random survey i made:

About you
General
name:	britt
age:	13
state:	connecticut
username:	blackparadegrl
status:	i have a boyfriend
gender:	girl
siblings:	1 sister
The Look
hair color:	red
eyes:	blue
stereo type group:	goth
pearcings:	i cartilige and 1 in each ear
tatoos:	none
hair style:	long, w/ bangs kinda like bob bryer
Favorites
color:	black
store:	borders, hottopic
drink:	dr.pepper and green tea
food:	ramen
anime:	bleach
manga:	naruto
movie:	memoirs of a geisha
show:	bleach
book:	memoirs or a geisha
clothing item:	mcr t-shirt
resturant:	my town's chinese buffet
electronic:	ipod
music genra:	alternative and rock
movie genra:	comedy and action
band:	my chemical romance (mcr)
singer:	gerard way
instrument:	electric guitar
hobby:	playing guitar
website:	myotaku.com
animal:	9-tailed fox
season:	spring
day:	saturday
month:	october
which would you pick?
pepsi or coke:	pepsi
anime or manga:	manga
punk or prep:	punk
goth or punk:	goth
rock or pop:	rock
black or pink:	black
girl or boy:	idk
boots or sneakers:	boots
funny or scary:	funny
stupid or smart:	smart
dog or cat:	cat
ipod or cd:	ipod
tv or internet:	internet
store or online shopping:	store
True or false
you have had a boyfriend or girlfriend:	true
you've been to japan:	false
you can defend yourself:	false
you have a pet:	true
you are in love:	true
you live with your parents:	true, only 1 of them
you hate yourself:	false
you have many friends:	only online
you watch fusetv:	true
you like mtv:	not too mutch, only viva la bam and jackass
you dislike reptiles:	false
you dislike mice:	false
opinion
what do you think of myotaku?:	i love it
what do you think of this survey?:	it's ok
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