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Saturday, February 3, 2007
it snowed last night and it was our first real snowfall that wasn't a flurry. it actually stayed on the ground! we'd usually get more snow because i live in connecticut, but it's been a very wierd winter. i'm still like i was yesterday and i still wanna kill myself. nothing has seemed to help me, and i ended up diging up my knives and stuff last night. i don't know if there is any hope anymore.
   
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Friday, February 2, 2007
today sucked. still wanna kill myself. in english we had to watch a video on a death camp from the holocaust. the images made me have another breakdown. there we dead bodies and everything. I bet u can guess why i was upset. it made me think of very sad thing about a recend incident. i think u all know what i mean
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Thursday, February 1, 2007
i had a bad day again. Same things happening. dealing with asses and preppies. everyone still hates me n i got into 3 fights 2 day. well, nothing is going right n i mdon't wanna deal with it any more. i think i'll join sakura......
......maybe i should try those methods.......
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Wednesday, January 31, 2007
   
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gerard way
like i said on my previouse post that i was gonna dress up as gerard way. i did!!! i look like him from the helena video. yesterday was the worse. i don't wanna talk about too many details, but i kinda snapped n destroyed the school. this girl made a comment that triggered it. now i gotta cope w/ it today. i'm gonna b more of an outcast. well, i g2g, ttyl oh n have a good day
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Tuesday, January 30, 2007
well, not really mutch to talk about, i think i'll start posting in the morning b4 i go 2 school. not mutch really happened yesterday. i hung out with a very special friend last night. it was cool, until they had to go home. yesterday i got to wear my new mcr shirt to school. i got so pissed that almost noone noticed it. n scince i wasn't in school 4 a while, i missed my book report so i had 2 make it up 2day. i did memoirs of a geisha and made a really cool kimono and fan out of construction paper and mounted it on cardboard. the whole class loved it and everyone asked me about geisha, they were all interested. then my teacher was talking to me about the movie. Then at my science class we went to the library and had to listen to some boring guy who was talking about conserving energy. he ended up turning on light bulbs to show us the difference between flurecent(sp?) and regular light bulbs. the lights were really bright and killed my eyes. almost the whole class was looking at me and a few said " look, the vampire's gonna melt!" hopeully today is a god day. i think wednes day might b cuz i'm gonna dress up like gerard way from the helena music video. I have the costume that i made and everything. well i gotta go, wish i didn't have to go to school today. well, hope u all have a good day.
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Sunday, January 28, 2007
sorry about not updating. I've been very busy. Yesterday i went to the mall with my mom and aunt. I didn't really have mutch money, 2 gift cards and $40. I didin't buy mutch, but i got a lot of cool stuff. I went to sephora and got a sugar brand perfume. that brand has an anime mascot. I then went to FYE and got the my chemical romanc econcert cd/dvd set, life on the murder scene. Then i went to hottopic and got a new mcr shgirt. the coolest mcr shirt with a coffin on the front wasn't in my size, so i got a black parade t-shirt. Then i went to spencers and got a new mcr poster. Overall it was a good day, even though i didn't get to talk to everyone last night. My english teacher is making me do a lot of typing work for a project, so i gotta do that later. I know i keep getting off topic so back to the mall. Hottopic had a lot of cool stuff. They had a bleach backpack that i begged my mom to buy, but she wouldn't buy it. They didn't have any kakashi dogtags, so i couldn't buy them. hottopic had a lot of HIM stuff and spencers had a lot of avenge sevenfold. well, hope fully u all had a good weekend. n did u all see the new bleach and trinity blood? and naruto? i thought they were great. sorry for the rambling, i just have soo mutch to say. When i got hom,e yestrerday n i started to watch my mcr dvd, my mom came into my room and started watching it with me. she was even singing to helena! it was cool, but wierd. well this week sucked, but the weekend was better. most of all i miss sakura a lot. i know she's in a better place now and very happy. well that's it for today's post.
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Wednesday, January 24, 2007
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Monday, January 22, 2007
 SADNESS T-T
sakura died
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I'm really worried. i don't know what's up w/ my friend, they kicked me out. i don't know if she's dead or not. noone will tell me anything >< T-T
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